Exploring Pleasure and the Benefits of Self-Discovery

Sex work can be enjoyable and fitting for individuals who already find pleasure in various sexual activities, such as gang bangs, and are comfortable with non-intimate encounters. However, for some who value emotional connection and intimacy in sexual relationships, like the speaker, engaging in sex work can lead to feelings of disgust and trauma. The speaker viewed sex work as a performance rather than a personal experience, planning actions and dialogue before scenes. Any deviation from the planned performance, such as unexpected partners, could lead to traumatic experiences. After stepping away from sex work, the speaker differentiated between the impersonal nature of work-related sex and the personal intimacy experienced in romantic relationships.