
Ashes to Awesome Podcast - Rising in Recovery
Our podcast provides light, hope, and understanding about addiction and mental health to those living within that life and the people who love them. After spending 25 years in and out of active addiction, I was able to rise out of those ashes and found my way to recovery. I'm passionate about giving back to society and started my podcast to raise awareness of some of the issues surrounding addiction. People we lose to addiction and mental health, including those in the opioid crisis, are so much more than a statistic or how they passed. They were loved. We focus on addiction from many perspectives, including professionals in the healthcare and recovery industries; people who have risen from the ashes of addiction into the awesomeness of recovery; and those who may still be active in an addiction, and we include the families and loved ones that are conscripted soldiers in a war no one wanted. Every day of the week is different and unique. Memorial Monday is dedicated to the people lost to overdose and/or addiction. We allow a family member or friend to share the story of who they were in better times. Tuesdays are typically dedicated to the people who have risen from the ashes of addiction into the awesomeness of recovery and/or who are trying to still fight to find their way back. Wednesdays is named kaleidoscope Wednesday, and features Ryan Bathgate, a gifted therapist who possesses a master’s degree, and helps us to understand the science and psychology around addiction, and how to come back from the chaos and maintain a fulfilled life from any trauma. His wisdom, charisma, and passion are evident as he answers questions from our listeners. He unpacks his answers in a way that is uniquely valuable to all who listen. By Thursday, we are ready for some light n laughter and take a break from the seriousness of our usual topics with "Just the Tip(s)" Thursday, we have some fun with how to navigate society with sobriety. Family Fridays are dedicated to the families and loved ones of addicts, and sharing their stories as they are too often not told, but their battles are just as fierce and heart wrenching of those who are struggling on a daily basis. On the Weekend Ramble I am joined my cohost, Karl the Atheist; Lisa, a psychiatrist specializing in addiction, and often a fourth panelist that changes week to week so as to continue offering a different perspective. As a panel, we look back at the week and discuss some of the highlights and takeaways.
Latest episodes

Feb 21, 2024 • 58min
219- KALEIDOSCOPE WED-HAYLEY DELASHMIT
Hayley is a literal survivor of addiction, having died on Jan 11, 2023. Since then, she has dedicated her entire being to spreading a message of hope. This week, Ryan Bathgate, in his unique style, helps Hayley to unpack the beauty in her story, and once again unpacks how the resilience of the human spirit can be the most amazing of things.
For more on both Hayley and Ryan visit
www.a2apodcast.com/219
Title Sponsor for this episode is Yatra Trauma Centre.
www.yatracentre.com

Feb 18, 2024 • 1h 7min
218 WEEKEND RAMBLE- STIGMA IS THE REAL PROBLEM
Dr, Lisa and I discuss the recent loss of 5 lives, at the hands of a man who has been battling addiction for years, and how the system might have been able to prevent this tragedy at many intersections.
www.a2apodcast.com/218
Thank you to our title sponsor, The Yatra Trauma Centre
www.yatracentre.com

Feb 11, 2024 • 1h 34min
217- WEEKEND RAMBLE - TRAUMA THERAPY PT4
Mike Miller is back from the Yatra Centre for another part in our series on trauma therapy. This time, after some real talk about stigma and addiction, always a topic we are glad to get passionate about, we get into how the Yatra Centre brings so many disciplines and modalities together to create a holistic therapeutic experience, with a bonus explanation on how EMDR protocols, are effective when treating addiction, and why.
For the rest of this series, and more info on the Yatra Centre visit www.a2apodcast.com/trauma

Feb 7, 2024 • 1h 2min
216-KALEIDOSCOPE WED- SHANNON BURNESS
Shannon has made a couple of appearances on the show, and we have have developed a friendship as such. This week on Kaleidoscope Wednesday, Ryan Bathgate unpacks the strength and resilience her recovery journey journey has brought out in her, and how in her case, 12 step fellowships have been an integral part of it.
For more about Shannon, and the other episodes she has been on, go to
www.a2apodcast.com/216
For more info on our title sponsor, Yatra Trauma Centre, check out www.a2apodcast.com/trauma, where you will find our series on trauma therapy, and links to their website.

Feb 3, 2024 • 1h 1min
215 - WEEKEND RAMBLE-PARENTING IN RECOVERY
Brianna Elizabeth from The Blaklist joins Dr. Lisa and I for conversation about parenting in recovery.
www.a2apodcast.com/215

Jan 30, 2024 • 55min
214 -KALEIDOSCOPE WEDNESDAY W/JAMIE TALL
This week, Recovery Influencer, Jamie Tall joins us, and Ryan helps her to unpack the beauty on her experience, and how her intrinsic resources when coupled with her faith, have allowed her to show a resiliency of the human spirit that is wonderous.

Jan 23, 2024 • 48min
213- RYAN BATHGATE UNPACKS WITH CASEY JORDAN
Casey is a rising star in the world of recovery content creators. Recently, life thrown him some curve balls, and therapist, Ryan Bathgate, helps him to unpack some of how he has managed to navigate waters, that may have led to relapse not so long ago.
For more on Casey, for links to his social media, and his first episode with Ashes to Awesome click, visit https://a2apodcast.com/person/casey-jordan
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Chris Horder, aka Chuck LaFlange, transformed his life from a 25-year addiction to founding the "Ashes to Awesome" podcast. His journey, marked by estrangement and challenges, changed with his mother's affirmations of love and the loss of his father, Peter, in 2022. This loss and his mother's support catalyzed Chris's recovery and the birth of his podcast, initially a personal therapy tool, now a platform for spreading love and understanding to those battling addiction.
Despite financial struggles and reliance on family and sponsors, Chris's podcast has grown into a global movement. Key support came from the Yatra Trauma Centre in Thailand, leading to Chris's move there for treatment and financial relief. He now seeks funding for an Education Visa to continue his work in Thailand.
Any help you can give is much appreciated Interac Etransfer (Canada Only) or Paypal chrishorder77@gmail.com
Ours sponsors, that make spreading the message possible
Yatra Trauma Therapy Center - www.yatracentre.com
Together We Can Recovery Society https://twcrecoverylife.org/

Jan 21, 2024 • 1h 43min
212- TRAUMA THERAPY PART 3
Mike MiIler is back for the third part in our series about trauma therapy. In the first and second parts, Mike took a dive into Internal Family Systems (IFS) Therapy and Cognitive Behavioral Therapy (CBT), and in this episode, saving my favorite until last, we take a hard look at Eye Movement Desensitization & Reprocessing (EMDR), and how all of this comes into play at the Yatra Trauma Centre
Chris Horder, aka Chuck LaFlange, transformed his life from a 25-year addiction to founding the "Ashes to Awesome" podcast. His journey, marked by estrangement and challenges, changed with his mother's affirmations of love and the loss of his father, Peter, in 2022. This loss and his mother's support catalyzed Chris's recovery and the birth of his podcast, initially a personal therapy tool, now a platform for spreading love and understanding to those battling addiction.
Despite financial struggles and reliance on family and sponsors, Chris's podcast has grown into a global movement. Key support came from the Yatra Trauma Centre in Thailand, leading to Chris's move there for treatment and financial relief. He now seeks funding for an Education Visa to continue his work in Thailand.
Any help you can give is much appreciated Interac Etransfer (Canada Only) or Paypal chrishorder77@gmail.com
Ours sponsors, that make spreading the message possible
Yatra Trauma Therapy Center - www.yatracentre.com
Together We Can Recovery Society https://twcrecoverylife.org/

Jan 17, 2024 • 1h 9min
211- KALEIDOSCOPE WED - MY MOM WAS AN ADDICT
Guests Dominic and Chris Horder discuss their experiences of growing up in chaotic households, the power of human connection, the science behind emotional energy, the importance of struggles for personal growth, and the value of facing difficult situations. They also express gratitude and offer hope and encouragement to those struggling with addiction.

Jan 15, 2024 • 1h 3min
210 - FLEETWOOD
Fleetwood came to my attention when I first saw his what I call his "Toilet Testimony" , a powerful message delivered as he was experiencing opiate withdrawal. It was a pleasure to talk to him about his story, recovery, and his music.
Chris Horder, aka Chuck LaFlange, transformed his life from a 25-year addiction to founding the "Ashes to Awesome" podcast. His journey, marked by estrangement and challenges, changed with his mother's affirmations of love and the loss of his father, Peter, in 2022. This loss and his mother's support catalyzed Chris's recovery and the birth of his podcast, initially a personal therapy tool, now a platform for spreading love and understanding to those battling addiction.
Despite financial struggles and reliance on family and sponsors, Chris's podcast has grown into a global movement. Key support came from the Yatra Trauma Centre in Thailand, leading to Chris's move there for treatment and financial relief. He now seeks funding for an Education Visa to continue his work in Thailand.
Any help you can give is much appreciated Interac Etransfer (Canada Only) or Paypal chrishorder77@gmail.com
Ours sponsors, that make spreading the message possible
Yatra Trauma Therapy Center - www.yatracentre.com
Together We Can Recovery Society https://twcrecoverylife.org/
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