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Embark on a profound exploration in Part 2 of the 'Trauma Worlds' series, as we navigate deeper into the concealed landscapes of the psyche where fear and disconnection warp our sense of self and reality. This episode is an invitation to uncover the veiled forces sculpting our trauma responses, guiding you through the complex interplay of biological and psychological elements that shape the intricate tapestry of internalized fear, shame, and unworthiness. Discover the concept of 'trauma-worlds'—not as places built by traumatic events themselves but as creations at the intersection where personal experiences meet overwhelming emotions. Step into these personal yet universally understood realms to learn about the common threads that bind us in hypervigilance, disconnection, and pervasive shame, and begin the journey towards reclaiming your inner narrative.Key Learning Points:✧ Understand the distinction between external trauma triggers and their internal impacts, shaping our trauma-worlds.✧ Explore the three dynamics central to all trauma-worlds: hypervigilance, disconnection, and shame, and how they distort our reality.✧ Delve into the evolutionary roots of trauma and the crucial role of social support in mitigating its effects.✧ Uncover the multigenerational transmission of trauma and how inherited fears and perceptions forge our own trauma responses.✧ Encounter the profound influence of the 'Negative Mother' and 'Death Mother' archetypes on our self-perception and biological responses.Reference: Sieff, D. F. (2017). Trauma-worlds and the wisdom of Marion Woodman. Psychological Perspectives, 60(2), 170-185.Enjoyed this episode? Explore more as a Premium Submarine. Dive deep into hundreds of hours of ad-free exclusive content and full-length episodes on Patreon, including my original BPD recovery series, guided meditations, and much more. Click here to preview the premium collections you’ll unlock access to for as little as a couple of cups of coffee a month. Learn more and join at backfromtheborderline.com.The information contained in this podcast episode is for educational and entertainment purposes only and is not intended as a substitute for treatment or consultation with a licensed mental health professional. Hosted on Acast. See acast.com/privacy for more information.

In this exclusive preview of a premium episode, join me as we launch a virtual book club to read and reflect on an out-of-print gem from the 1970s, The Radical Therapist. In part one of our exploration, we dive into the book's provocative critique of the psychiatric establishment and its call for sweeping social change as an alternative approach to mental health. Along the way, I’ll share modern reflections on these ideas, discussing how they resonate with today’s mental health challenges.About The Radical Therapist: Originally a counter-cultural mental health journal, The Radical Therapist was created by a group of psychiatrists and activists known as The Radical Therapist Collective. Active from 1970 to 1972, the journal emerged as part of the anti-psychiatry movement, challenging established psychiatric norms and advocating for mental health reform that emphasized social, political, and personal transformation. By placing client control at the heart of therapy, The Radical Therapist sought to create a “new psychology,” openly opposing the traditional power dynamics of mental health treatment. Its pages became a platform for voices supporting women’s and gay liberation, as well as vehement opposition to the Vietnam War, systemic racism, and consumer culture.In This Episode: Key Themes and ReflectionsChallenging the “Establishment”: Understanding why The Radical Therapist viewed traditional psychiatry as a tool of social control rather than a healing profession.Social Change as Therapy: Exploring the journal's perspective that true mental health transformation requires dismantling oppressive societal structures.Mental Health Under Client Control: Reflections on the importance of client autonomy and empowerment in therapeutic settings, both then and now.Parallels to Today’s Mental Health Reform Movement: Recognizing the themes of liberation and advocacy for marginalized communities that remain as relevant today as they were 50 years ago.If you’re curious about the roots of the anti-psychiatry movement, or simply intrigued by the idea of therapy as a tool for social change, this episode will be both eye-opening and inspiring. Join us as we unpack the radical insights of this influential, yet largely forgotten, work in mental health history.Craving more? Become a Premium Submarine. Join an exclusive community and unlock hundreds of hours of members-only content: full-length episodes, deep-dive series, guided meditations, and more—all for the cost of a couple of coffees a month. Start exploring at backfromtheborderline.com.The information contained in this podcast episode is for educational and entertainment purposes only and is not intended as a substitute for treatment or consultation with a licensed mental health professional. Hosted on Acast. See acast.com/privacy for more information.

In this powerful three-part series, we explore the "trauma world"—a hidden reality created by survival mechanisms that activate in response to early-life trauma. This alternate world, often defined by fear, disconnection, and shame, distorts our inner and outer perceptions, shaping our lives in ways we may not consciously recognize. Recognizing the "trauma world" for what it is can be a first step toward deep, meaningful healing. In Part One, we unpack the foundational elements of how trauma reshapes our view of the world, leading us to unconsciously carry patterns that echo across generations. Through insights inspired by renowned psychologist Marion Woodman, we’ll explore why understanding the unconscious layers of trauma is essential for true recovery and growth.Key Concepts Covered in This Episode:The "Dangerous World" Mindset: How trauma from overwhelming fear and pain instills an implicit belief that the world is unsafe, coloring all interactions.Marion Woodman’s Contributions: A tribute to Woodman’s work and her valuable perspectives on integrating the mind-body connection in trauma healing.The Creation of the "Trauma World": How enduring neglect, abuse, or dysfunction in childhood activates survival systems that form a "trauma world," deeply affecting perception and behavior.Normalization of Dysfunction: How growing up with trauma skews our understanding of "normal," often leading us to accept unhealthy dynamics without question.The Ripple Effect of Trauma: Examining how trauma’s influence extends from the individual to impact families, communities, and society at large.The Hidden Nature of Trauma Coping Mechanisms: How symptoms and responses rooted in trauma often remain buried in the unconscious, making healing a challenging journey.Individual Trauma Responses: Understanding that the impact of trauma varies based on factors like sensitivity, age, personal history, and available support.This series opener invites you to explore the layers of trauma, recognize hidden survival patterns, and gain a compassionate perspective on the path to healing. Whether you’re navigating your own journey or seeking to understand others, this episode provides a thoughtful guide to begin reclaiming a life beyond the trauma world. REFERENCE: Daniela F. Sieff (2017) Trauma-worlds and the wisdom of Marion Woodman, Psychological Perspectives, 60:2, 170-185. [Based on a Plenary lecture from the conference “Coming Home to the Body: The Legacy of Marion Woodman.” A collaboration between by Pacifica Graduate Institute and the Marion Woodman Foundation, November 2015.] Craving more? Become a Premium Submarine. Join an exclusive community and unlock hundreds of hours of members-only content: full-length episodes, deep-dive series, guided meditations, and more—all for the cost of a couple of coffees a month. Start exploring at backfromtheborderline.com.The information contained in this podcast episode is for educational and entertainment purposes only and is not intended as a substitute for treatment or consultation with a licensed mental health professional. Hosted on Acast. See acast.com/privacy for more information.

Have you ever experienced something so strange and seemingly unexplainable that you felt almost crazy? Yet, simultaneously, there was an undeniable gut feeling that this moment held significance. There is a term for this phenomenon: synchronicity. The psychologist and mystic Carl Jung coined the term synchronicity and first mentioned it publicly in 1930. He described it as a "peculiar principle active in the world so that things happen together somehow and behave as if they were the same, and yet for us, they are not." Jung drew parallels between synchronicity and the Chinese concept of "Tao," emphasizing the union of opposites represented by the complementary pairs of Yin and Yang. This concept is rooted in the oneness of humanity and the surrounding cosmos, aligning with the alchemical credo: "As above, so below," signifying the interconnectedness of the inner and outer worlds, psyche and matter being one and the same. In this episode, you'll join a conversation between myself and my friend Michael Phillip, the host of the Third Eye Drops podcast and YouTube channel. Through the exploration of depth psychology, myth, mysticism, and esoteric thought, we'll delve into various ideas and concepts, including individuation (self-realization), dream symbols, archetypes, and other Jungian and spiritual concepts that have guided us on our respective paths toward deeper self-knowledge.Follow us down the rabbit hole if you dare… 🕳️🐇 REFERENCES:✧ Click here to subscribe to Third Eye Drops on YouTube (or follow the podcast on Apple Podcasts or Spotify)✧ Click here to watch my Third Eye Drops interview with Michael Enjoyed this episode? Explore more as a Premium Submarine. Dive deep into hundreds of hours of ad-free exclusive content and full-length episodes on Patreon, including my original BPD recovery series, guided meditations, and much more. Click here to preview the premium collections you’ll unlock access to for as little as a couple of cups of coffee a month. Learn more and join at backfromtheborderline.com.The information contained in this podcast episode is for educational and entertainment purposes only and is not intended as a substitute for treatment or consultation with a licensed mental health professional. Hosted on Acast. See acast.com/privacy for more information.

In this thought-provoking episode, join me as we dive deep into the biopsychosocial model, critically examining the prevailing claims that label mental health conditions as brain diseases. In this preview of a premium epiosde, we’ll navigate the complex landscape of mental health by analyzing the powerful words of renowned psychiatrist Dr. Joanna Moncrieff. Dr. Moncrieff has been vocal in questioning the notion that mental disorders—such as schizophrenia—are conclusively brain-based. Through this exploration, we’ll delve into the science behind brain imaging, cognitive function, and the nuanced differences between brain diseases and mental disorders.What We’ll Cover:The Biopsychosocial Model vs. Brain Disease Theory: Understanding the model that integrates biological, psychological, and social factors to better explain mental health struggles.Dr. Joanna Moncrieff’s Perspective: A deep dive into Moncrieff’s critique of the rhetoric tying mental conditions like schizophrenia to conclusive biological evidence.What Brain Imaging Really Tells Us: The limits and potential misinterpretations of brain imaging studies in defining mental health conditions as brain diseases.Brain Disease or Cognitive Disturbance? Differentiating between cognitive deterioration due to brain diseases and behavioral patterns observed in mental disorders.Implications for Psychiatry and Mental Health Treatment: How rethinking these definitions might impact the future of mental health care, therapy, and individual autonomy.Tune in to challenge mainstream beliefs, explore the interplay between the mind and body, and gain a richer understanding of mental health beyond conventional psychiatric boundaries. This episode invites you to engage in a nuanced and eye-opening discussion about what it truly means to view mental health through a biopsychosocial lens.Craving more? Become a Premium Submarine. Join an exclusive community and unlock hundreds of hours of members-only content: full-length episodes, deep-dive series, guided meditations, and more—all for the cost of a couple of coffees a month. Start exploring at backfromtheborderline.com.The information contained in this podcast episode is for educational and entertainment purposes only and is not intended as a substitute for treatment or consultation with a licensed mental health professional. Hosted on Acast. See acast.com/privacy for more information.

Prepare to uncover a seismic shift in the global mental health landscape as we explore the groundbreaking WHO and UN Guidance that challenges the very foundations of modern psychiatry. This episode delves into how entrenched mental health practices—rooted in the biomedical model—often violate international human rights, exposing significant flaws in current psychiatric systems worldwide.Join me as we navigate the major revelations, including psychiatry’s overreliance on medication, the routine use of detention and involuntary treatment, and the exclusion of individuals with mental health struggles from key decisions about their own care. We’ll examine how the WHO and UN are advocating for a transformative approach to mental health—one that is human-centered, rights-based, and community-driven.Key Topics Covered:WHO and UN’s Call for Change: Why psychiatry’s reliance on the biomedical model is under scrutiny and the shift towards a holistic mental health framework.Human Rights Violations in Mental Health: Uncover the troubling practices of forced treatment and involuntary hospitalization, often accepted in current psychiatric norms.Empowering Individuals in Mental Health Decisions: How the Guidance emphasizes the right of individuals to have control over their treatment and recovery paths.Toward Community-Driven Psychiatry: A look at how the new Guidance proposes community-based alternatives to institutionalization.Implications for Global Mental Health Legislation: The potential ripple effects on mental health laws and policies worldwide as human rights move to the forefront.This episode offers a deep dive into the forces challenging established psychiatric practices and shaping the future of mental health. If you’re interested in understanding the critical changes underway and their profound implications for mental health rights and reform, this is an episode you don’t want to miss.REFERENCES FROM THIS EPISODE:Article referenced in this episode: “The New WHO and UN Guidance: Psychiatry Must Entirely Change” by Niall Mclaren Click here watch the full launch of the Joint WHO/OHCHR guidance and practice on mental health, human rights and legislation.Craving more? Become a Premium Submarine. Join an exclusive community and unlock hundreds of hours of members-only content: full-length episodes, deep-dive series, guided meditations, and more—all for the cost of a couple of coffees a month. Start exploring at backfromtheborderline.com.The information contained in this podcast episode is for educational and entertainment purposes only and is not intended as a substitute for treatment or consultation with a licensed mental health professional. Hosted on Acast. See acast.com/privacy for more information.

We don’t tend to think much about our breath in our day-to-day lives. It just… happens, right? Not exactly. Taking the process of breathing for granted would be a mistake, which is exactly what we’re exploring in this episode.Science is only just beginning to validate the extraordinary power of the breath. Breathing, a process which every animal, insect, and plant shares, is perhaps our most vital system. Inhaling gives us life by extracting energy from the interaction of food and oxygen. Exhaling flushes out the waste product of this process, carbon dioxide. Our breathing patterns directly affect our physical, mental, and emotional health and wellbeing. And unlike other bodily functions, such as digesting food, breathing is unique in that it can be practiced intentionally.Our breath and our emotions are connected. Our breathing and our mind are connected. When strong emotions come up, we know our breath is affected. Breath is the body’s wisdom, reminding us how we’re doing at any moment. Specific breathing patterns can change our internal feelings and alter our emotional state. Today, you’ll hear an exclusive preview of part two of my sit-down chat with my friend Melanie Goldman, where we discuss all things somatic breathwork as she shares about her own profound personal experiences with this healing modality. Enjoyed this episode? Explore more as a Premium Submarine. Dive deep into hundreds of hours of ad-free exclusive content and full-length episodes on Patreon, including my original BPD recovery series, guided meditations, and much more. Click here to preview the premium collections you’ll unlock access to for as little as a couple of cups of coffee a month. Learn more and join at backfromtheborderline.com.The information contained in this podcast episode is for educational and entertainment purposes only and is not intended as a substitute for treatment or consultation with a licensed mental health professional. Hosted on Acast. See acast.com/privacy for more information.

Prepare for a mind-expanding exploration into the cosmic realms of consciousness and the resilience that emerges from the depths of adversity in a world that often misunderstands or rejects the unknown. In this powerful and exclusive interview, Chris and Ryan Bledsoe invite us to explore a different dimension that exists all around us, one that remains aware of our presence. In this episode, we're delving into the extraordinary experiences of the Bledsoe family and their encounters with non-human intelligence (NHI) and high strangeness. This episode explores navigating cosmic mysteries, government scrutiny, and the enduring power of truth. In 2007, Chris Bledsoe experienced something that reshaped his entire perception of reality. From facing near-death experiences due to psychiatric harm while being shunned by his entire community to becoming a best-selling author studied by consciousness experts, Chris shares how serious trauma has played a pivotal role in shaping his worldview. Despite societal pressures to conform, Chris and his family have defied the narrative that painted his experiences with non-human intelligence as something to be feared. He insisted that his encounters were imbued with messages of peace and interconnectedness. Together, we’ll uncover the harsh realities of public scrutiny, media deception, and institutional scapegoating that many victims endure. You’ll hear about the Bledsoes' moments of isolation, ridicule, and governmental interference, witnessing the resilience that ultimately led to hope. The interview also explores the challenges faced by Chris Bledsoe in gaining acceptance on a more spiritual angle that extends beyond the stereotypical “UFOs and Aliens” narrative. Through Chris's conversations with numerous individuals who've undergone similar experiences, we discover that a connecting thread emerges: the profound impact of trauma and the shared journey many individuals have of encountering high strangeness or non-human intelligence at the height of personal suffering.Connect with Chris Bledsoe and read more about his book “UFO of God” at https://ufoofgod.com/Connect with Ryan Bledsoe and listen to his podcast Bledsoe Said So at https://www.bledsoesaidso.com/ TIME STAMPS:00:00 – 06:10: Intro + Ad Break06:10 – 36:43: What is non-human intelligence and why is right now such an important time for disclosure?35:43 – 02:45:33: Interview with Chris and Ryan Bledsoe02:45:33 – 03:03:16: Exploration of the Schumer Legislation which proposes the establishment of an independent agency to declassify records related to unidentified aerial phenomena (UAP).03:03:16 – 03:10:15: Final thoughts on the importance of disclosure and the pivotal moment in history we find ourselves in Enjoyed this episode? Explore more as a Premium Submarine. Dive deep into hundreds of hours of ad-free exclusive content and full-length episodes on Patreon, including my original BPD recovery series, guided meditations, and much more. Click here to preview the premium collections you’ll unlock access to for as little as a couple of cups of coffee a month. Learn more and join at backfromtheborderline.com.The information contained in this podcast episode is for educational and entertainment purposes only and is not intended as a substitute for treatment or consultation with a licensed mental health professional. Hosted on Acast. See acast.com/privacy for more information.

Author John Bradshaw (the author of “Healing the Shame that Binds You”) was one of the first to introduce the idea that we are human BE-ings, not human DO-ings. This catchy expression has particular relevance to those of us who get so busy performing activities “out in the world” that we begin to determine our worth through external measures at the expense of pausing, grounding, and having faith in our inherent value as living beings. Today, you’ll hear a free preview of part one of a relaxed sit-down chat with my friend Melanie. We discuss becoming more cognizant of the difference between always hustling, checking off to-do lists, and getting things done (human doing) versus taking a breather, being mindful, and just soaking in the moment (human being). The 'doing' mode (the mode most of us spend most of our time in), it's all about external wins and achievements, where your identity is basically what you've accomplished. On the flip side, the 'being' mode is about tuning into yourself, reflecting, and enjoying who you are beyond the never ending to-do list of things you “should” be doing.Enjoyed this episode? Explore more as a Premium Submarine. Dive deep into hundreds of hours of ad-free exclusive content and full-length episodes on Patreon, including my original BPD recovery series, guided meditations, and much more. Click here to preview the premium collections you’ll unlock access to for as little as a couple of cups of coffee a month. Learn more and join at backfromtheborderline.com.The information contained in this podcast episode is for educational and entertainment purposes only and is not intended as a substitute for treatment or consultation with a licensed mental health professional. Hosted on Acast. See acast.com/privacy for more information.

In this episode, we venture into the profound and often challenging terrain of religious upbringing and its enduring effects. Bob Peck, author of Original Sin is a Lie, joins us to unpack the emotional and psychological aftermath of growing up within fundamentalist religious frameworks. Together, we examine how rigid doctrines can embed feelings of unworthiness and how mystical philosophies might provide a healing antidote for those grappling with religious trauma. Bob brings his background in Religious Studies and years of spiritual exploration to our discussion, offering insights into bridging science and spirituality and challenging the limitations of a purely rational mindset. We also discuss psychedelics’ role in trauma healing, navigating the balance between their potential for spiritual awakening and the risks involved. Whether you’re healing from religious trauma, seeking a deeper spiritual practice, or exploring alternative pathways to inner peace, this episode offers a thought-provoking dive into reclaiming one’s sense of worth and authenticity.Topics Discussed:Unpacking Religious Trauma: How fundamentalist ideologies foster feelings of shame and unworthiness.Healing Beyond Dogma: The journey to reclaim spirituality through mysticism and self-compassion.The Role of Mystics: How figures like Rumi, Meister Eckhart, and other spiritual visionaries provide a bridge for integrating spiritual awareness.Science and Spirituality: Why they don’t have to be at odds—and how they can coexist in a modern spiritual practice.Challenges of a Hyper-Rational Mindset: Recognizing when logic and analysis inhibit deeper emotional and spiritual healing.Psychedelics in Trauma Healing: A balanced look at the potential and pitfalls of using psychedelics for healing from deep-seated religious trauma.Building an Integral Spiritual Practice: Moving from dogma to an inclusive spirituality that fosters self-worth, personal insight, and connection.Bob Peck’s unique journey and insights offer fresh perspectives for anyone questioning traditional religious teachings and searching for a more expansive, compassionate understanding of spirituality. Prepare for an enlightening conversation that explores the intersection of religion, mysticism, and self-discovery in the pursuit of a genuinely fulfilling life.Connect with Bob at https://www.originalsinisalie.com/.Craving more? Become a Premium Submarine. Join an exclusive community and unlock hundreds of hours of members-only content: full-length episodes, deep-dive series, guided meditations, and more—all for the cost of a couple of coffees a month. Start exploring at backfromtheborderline.com.The information contained in this podcast episode is for educational and entertainment purposes only and is not intended as a substitute for treatment or consultation with a licensed mental health professional. Hosted on Acast. See acast.com/privacy for more information.