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Rick Archer
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Jun 29, 2010 • 1h 18min
027. David Spero
In my youth, I was not prone to easy laughter or the common jokes that circulated among human beings. I lived in a world all by myself, thinking, feeling and being led innocently toward a life of relentless spiritual evolution. It would be many years before my spiritual sadhana, or spiritual practices, would reveal the memory of my inherent oneness with the Divine.
My parents did not hesitate to inform me that my destiny was to attend “college,” a word they spoke with joy and enthusiasm, emotions that stood out starkly in my young attention, since those emotions were so deeply absent in almost every other part of my childhood. My early religious background was coincidental and predetermined by my parents’ educational choices. I attended Roman Catholic schools from kindergarten through high school, schools selected for their reputation for academic excellence.
My fate unfolded several months before my graduation when I was given an early graduation present, instruction in an East Indian form of meditation. In the meditation center, I looked past the sundry forms of decor and what to me were superficial, distracting (and even disturbing) proclamations of the “benefits” of meditation. Nevertheless, I went forward to receive initiation into a unique form of Indian meditation. On April 26, 1975, I learned to meditate with a quiet and eager anticipation for “enlightenment.” It was a day of joy I will never forget.
I practiced meditation for over twenty years, adding various asanas (yoga postures) and pranayama (yogic breathing exercises), reading every form of non-dualistic mysticism and scripture I could acquire from Europe, India, Tibet, China and Japan. I also read poetry avidly.
Again, and again, I surrendered into psychological/emotional/spiritual dissolution, dying into Consciousness. I was madly in love with oblivion, ecstasy and self-transcendence. While others were busily preparing for a conditioned life in the world, I was ceaselessly going beyond the conditioned mind and its world of disappointments and illusions.
I still recall the various forms and flavors of intense spiritual raptures and samadhi (transcendental awakenings) that I experienced in my third year of undergraduate study. The pinnacle of these raptures culminated in the state of nirvikalpa samadhi in March or April of 1980.
During this time, I also experienced other forms of exquisite and exalted Transcendental Realizations in my active and meditative life, as well as during sleep. In sleep I tasted intoxicating, ambrosial nectars flowing from my heart to my brain in a cosmic circle. I’d wake up each morning feeling as though I had ascended into the worlds of Gods and Goddesses. It was a time of unspeakable ecstasy in the subtle regions beyond the body-mind.
Simultaneously, I began to feel the palpable manifestation of the Primordial Energy of the universe, the Shakti. It was brilliant, active, and sparking. Shakti had simultaneously been born in that Being of Pure Light. Sharing this Radiant Energy and Divine Light became a natural capability: a radiation without circumference, effort or knowledge. A spiritual magnificence, a superabundance of Being, a Transmission of Radiant Awakening–that which has been written about in every religious scripture–was born within that Ultimate Meditation. Primordial Bliss was now free to enjoy Its own spontaneous play in the world.
Yet, the Bliss of Perfect Unity in the Self and its ever-present Shakti still needed to migrate more deeply throughout the physical body, toward the outskirts of the flesh, right to the surface of the skin; divinizing and transforming it further. Amrita sahaja samadhi (the nectarous, ambrosial, natural state) dawned, displaying itself as this further evolution: a God-Intoxicated Condition wherein the body became a living host for Devotional Rapture, Kundalini-Shakti, and Divine Light. These qualities revealed a Dynamically-Interactive, Embodied-Form of Ecstatic Bodily-Love. Through my fleshly location, a virtually infinite number of human beings could participate in a passionate and endless relationship with Kali: the expressed, condensed and ferocious form of Adi Para-shakti, the Supreme and Primordial Energy of the Universe.
David's main site
David's book: Beyond the Place of Laughter and Tears in the Land of Devotion
Summary and Transcript of this interview
Interview recorded 6/27/10.
YouTube Video Chapters:
00:00:00 - Introduction to David Spero and his Spiritual Journey
00:03:47 - Catapulted into a Golden Love World
00:06:56 - A State of Bliss and Dissolution
00:10:23 - A False Reality and a Divine Consciousness
00:13:16 - The Dual Nature of My Personality
00:15:38 - Initiation into Meditation Practice
00:18:41 - Maturing in Divine Company
00:22:32 - Yogic Journey and Progression through Sheaths
00:26:50 - Immersing in Spiritual Texts and Influences
00:29:51 - Attending Maharishi International University
00:33:53 - Levels of Development and the Concept of Enlightenment
00:37:44 - The Prohibition of Successors in Ramana Maharshi's Teaching
00:41:28 - The Process of Awakening and Jadedness
00:44:24 - The Dawning of Perpetual Consciousness and the Experience of Nirvikalpa Samadhi
00:46:56 - The Unbearably Deep Transformation
00:49:21 - The Fury to Accomplish
00:52:21 - Sahaja Samadhi and the Loss of Spiritual Identity
00:55:32 - The Sahaja State: Beyond Consciousness
00:58:08 - Different Levels of Realization
01:00:35 - Sahaja Samadhi and the Unproducible Condition
01:02:48 - The Meaning of Avatar
01:05:25 - Understanding Avatars and their Consciousness
01:08:43 - The Remarkable Friend Who Didn't Belong Here
01:11:35 - The Sahaja State of an Avatar
01:14:21 - The Uniqueness of Sahaja Samadhi
01:16:38 - The Natural State of Sahaja Samadhi
01:18:53 - The Nature of Human Development
01:21:23 - Ways to Access David Shapiro's Interviews
01:23:06 - Public Meetings and Retreats
01:24:30 - Live Events and Webcasts
01:26:02 - Opening music

Jun 25, 2010 • 1h 22min
026. Dr. Rahasya Fritjof Kraft
Rahasya is a mystic, physician, spiritual teacher and author who has been working with people for more than 33 years. Meeting his master in 1980 revolutionized his life and led to a deep understanding of his being.
Rahasya's teaching is simple, profound and deeply transformative.
http://www.livingunity.com/
Transcript of this interview
Interview recorded 6/23/10.
YouTube Video Chapters:
00:00:00 - Introduction to Rahasya
00:02:34 - A Life of Travel and Freedom
00:05:35 - A Journey to India: From France to Nepal
00:08:42 - Encountering Osho and Pune
00:11:26 - Meeting an American Guru in Goa
00:14:13 - Primal Therapy and Childhood Traumas
00:17:03 - Osho's Vision on Therapy and Meditation
00:19:51 - The Moment of Desperation and the Search for Freedom
00:22:50 - Realizing Oneness and Letting Go of the Seeking
00:26:23 - The Illusion of Individual Improvement
00:29:17 - Experiences of Cosmic Super-consciousness
00:32:15 - The Unfolding of Life
00:34:49 - The Flow of Consciousness and Rapid Awakening
00:37:12 - Awakening in Ordinary Lives
00:40:32 - The Energy of Your Participants
00:42:55 - The Danger of Self-Proclaimed Gurus
00:45:13 - Spiritual Powers and the Trap of Self-Identification
00:47:42 - Enlightenment on a Phone Call
00:51:00 - Spreading of Consciousness and Transformation
00:55:23 - Awakening and Degrees of Stability
01:00:07 - Profound Celestial Experiences and Awakening
01:03:56 - Awakening through the Chakras
01:06:37 - Awakening through Different Doors
01:08:59 - The Embodied Experience of Awakening Through Different Chakras
01:11:08 - Unfolding Different Facets of Awakening
01:12:59 - The Meeting of Love and Meditation
01:15:11 - Awakening and Manifestation
01:17:45 - The Spectrum of Experience
01:20:13 - The Dissolution of the Ego Structure
01:22:51 - Embracing Uniqueness and Individuality
01:25:23 - Musical Interlude
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Jun 19, 2010 • 1h 17min
025. Ted Strauss & Hillary Davis
As a child, I had many experiences of the limitless side of my Being, but perhaps nothing extraordinary. I think most people have such experiences quite naturally. As I grew older, I felt increasingly overwhelmed by my own wounds and by all the separation and denial I felt inside and out. By the time I left grammar school, I was confused and repressed. But I was telling myself and the world I was fine and everything was OK.
By the time I’d reached my teens, I was in crisis and I found myself reaching out for something beyond the ordinary world. I began my spiritual search (as did many of my peers) reading books by J. Krishnamurti, Yogananda, Carlos Casteneda, Ram Dass, and Richard Bach. Soon thereafter, I began using hallucinogens as a tool in my self-inquiry process. I glimpsed my future realization in this life, but I also saw that I couldn’t reach it through drugs. At 17, I took initiation into TM and began to practice regularly. After meeting Maharishi, I found myself preparing to become a TM teacher. I took years of training, (over a year in deep meditations and fasting in the Switzerland), spent lots of time with Maharishi, and finally was endowed by him with the knowledge I needed to initiate others. I taught TM to hundreds of seekers, thinking that this simple technique would eventually bring them (and myself) freedom. It was around this time that it became perfectly clear to me that, until I and many others around me had awakened into some fundamental self-recognition and integrity of Being, nothing else was going to make the world any better.
Website: trilliumawakening.org
Summary and transcript of this interview
Interview recorded June 12, 2010
Batgap interview with Ted Strauss and Carole Griggs
YouTube Video Chapters:
00:00:00 - Introduction and Background
00:03:34 - The Magical Encounter at the Fair
00:06:09 - Falling in Love and Kissed Feet
00:08:58 - A Friendship Begins
00:12:06 - The Depth of the Heart
00:15:14 - The Tantric Challenge of Coming into the World with Awakened Consciousness
00:18:18 - The Awakening of Consciousness
00:21:30 - Cultivating the Recognition of Consciousness Embodied
00:24:16 - Different Experiences of Awakening
00:27:04 - Beyond the Ultimate Awakening
00:29:36 - Introduction of Samuel Bondar and his role in awakening
00:32:22 - Overcoming Pain and Suffering
00:35:19 - The Avoidance of Duality and Fundamentalism
00:38:13 - The Discomfort of Being Human
00:41:24 - Being with Discomfort
00:44:47 - The Evolution of Human Consciousness
00:48:02 - The Process of Disillusionment and Surrender
00:51:04 - The Rot Out of Illusion
00:54:02 - Evolution and Growth in Spiritual Development
00:56:56 - The Genius of Being is Guiding the Shell
01:00:12 - Evolution of Relationship Dynamics
01:03:30 - Partners in Waking Down
01:05:48 - The Three Components of Waking Down
01:08:44 - The Importance of Awakening in Personal Growth
01:11:25 - Reflections on the Awakening Experience
01:14:34 - The Breakthrough Moment
01:17:25 - Falling Into Embodiment
01:19:59 - Awakening and Centers of Consciousness
01:22:36 - Wrap-up and Final Thoughts
01:24:53 - Embracing Spiritual Variety
01:27:15 - Closing Credits
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Jun 11, 2010 • 1h 19min
023. Rick Archer interviewed by Richard Miller
(Photo taken in front of the American Gothic House in Iowa and is jokingly meant to emulate the famous painting American Gothic. We don't usually dress like that! Or hold pitchforks!)
Richard Miller hosts a interview show called Never Not Here. Somehow we connected and he asked to interview me, not necessarily as an awakened being or teacher, but as a fellow spiritual aspirant. In the summer of 1967, when I was 17 years old, I was driving through Westport, CT with three friends in the car. One of them in the back seat was reading from a commentary on the Tibetan Book of the Dead by Timothy Leary and Richard Alpert (Ram Dass). A quiet but memorable realization dawned in me that there was such a thing as "enlightenment" and that realizing it was life's ultimate goal. I rather recklessly explored that possibility through drugs for a year, then saw the futility of that approach and learned Transcendental Meditation. I taught TM for 25 years and still meditate regularly but am not affiliated with any particular spiritual organization. I respect any of them which seem to offer genuine benefits to their participants.
Summary and transcript of this interview
Interview recorded 6/5/2010.
Other talks by or interviews of Rick on BatGap:
SAND 2019 - Knowledge/Reality is Different in Different States of Consciousness
2018 SAND Conference Q&A and Interview by Shakti Caterina Maggi
SAND 2017: "The Ethics of Enlightenment"
Talk at Berkeley Open Circle Center
SAND 2015: Science and Spirituality: Potential Allies in Discovering Truth
Interviewed by Fax Gilbert
YouTube Video Chapters:
00:00:00 - Welcome to Never Not Here
00:02:56 - The Growth of Transcendental Meditation in Fairfield
00:05:45 - A Diverse Spiritual Community in Fairfield
00:08:12 - The Blurring of Cultural Boundaries
00:11:23 - The Awakening Moment
00:13:59 - Sincerity and Genuine Practice
00:16:48 - The Profound Effects of Long Meditation
00:19:36 - The Process of Re-Entry from Meditation Retreats
00:22:28 - Unwinding Deep Stresses
00:24:52 - The Benefits of Dissolving Negative Experiences
00:26:35 - The Continuous Practice of Meditation
00:28:26 - The Reflection of Consciousness in the Nervous System
00:30:25 - Becoming a Better Reflector
00:32:21 - The African man's interpretation of the surroundings
00:34:31 - The Correlation of Concept and Experience
00:38:11 - The Presence of Babbling Saints and Articulating Experience
00:41:28 - Different Orientations and Experiences
00:45:27 - The Origins of Spiritual Traditions and Their Relevance Today
00:48:16 - The Qualities of Enlightenment
00:50:06 - Layers of Ignorance and the Essence of Consciousness
00:51:56 - Preferences and Enlightenment
00:54:03 - The Limitations of Conceptual Thinking
00:56:25 - Duality in Concepts: The Positive and Negative
00:58:40 - The Tragedy of Locked Perspectives
01:01:23 - Living in a State of Enlightenment
01:04:27 - Leaving the Incubator and Awakening
01:07:11 - The Illusion of Movement in Enlightenment
01:10:21 - Embracing Further Unfoldments in Education
01:13:33 - The Paradox of Seeking Answers
01:16:05 - Remembering the Nature of Thoughts
01:18:28 - Farewell for this Episode

May 21, 2010 • 1h 26min
022. James Braha
After thirty years of seeking liberation, James Braha had nearly given up on finding fulfillment. His mind began to change, however, when he encountered the Hindu/Vedic philosophy of non-duality. Upon reading “Sailor” Bob Adamson’s book What’s Wrong with Right Now Unless You Think About It, James immediately invited Bob to come from Australia to share his knowledge with Americans. For five glorious weeks in the summer of 2004, Bob and his wife stayed with the Braha family at their home in Florida. Spiritual talk with arguably the greatest non-duality teacher alive continued from morning till night, as James’ dearest friends and spiritualists from around the country joined the investigations into the truth of reality versus the illusion of appearance.
James Braha's Site
Sailor Bob's Site
Transcript of this interview
Interview recorded 5/19/2010.
YouTube Video Chapters:
00:00:00 - Introduction and Background
00:03:52 - Seeking Spiritual Techniques and Paths
00:07:41 - Understanding Non-duality and True Nature
00:11:51 - The Illusion of the Self
00:14:45 - The Fear of Not Being Here
00:17:04 - Eliminating the Craziness
00:18:50 - Living in the Present Moment
00:20:38 - Freedom and Clarity
00:22:45 - The Search for Enlightenment beyond Experiences
00:25:07 - The Paradox of Reality and Illusion
00:27:53 - The Freedom of Psychological Suffering
00:30:56 - The Illusory Nature of the World
00:33:49 - The Importance of Wanting Enlightenment
00:36:30 - The Illusory Elephant and the Illusory Me
00:39:49 - Maturing Desires and Shifts in Understanding
00:43:34 - The False Reference Point in Enlightenment
00:47:35 - Enlightenment in Prison
00:50:57 - Following Your Dharma
00:53:35 - The Nature of Growth and Deepening
00:56:32 - The Fallacy of Final Understanding
00:59:31 - The Dream and the Laws of Nature
01:01:46 - The Marvel of the Illusion
01:05:11 - The Illusion of Suffering and Existence
01:07:29 - There is No You
01:09:31 - The Role of Desire in Liberation
01:12:17 - Dealing with an Annoying Woman
01:14:50 - The Founder of Advaita
01:17:11 - The Illusion of Duality
01:19:33 - Being Yourself and Embracing Unfoldment
01:22:23 - Letting Go of Past Suffering
01:24:39 - Buddha at the Gas Pump
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Apr 29, 2010 • 1h 15min
020. Fali Engineer
Am a Zoroastrian by birth but a theosophist by inclination; was educated in South India as a civil engineer and worked in Pakistan from 1950.
I learned TM in 1974 from an American teacher who introduced it for the first time in the country. Realizing its great value, I traveled to Switzerland in early 1975 and graduated as a teacher of TM under the guidance of Maharishi Mahesh Yogi who had popularized its practice in the West. As the only teacher in Pakistan initially, I organized the TM Movement there and was its National Leader for 12 years until my wife and I left in 1987 to settle in the US. Several thousand were taught during this period. In 1981, at Maharishi's invitation, I visited India and graduated as a TM-Sidhi teacher at his ashram in Rishikesh.
Have been a member of the Theosophical Society for 44 years and am at present the president of the Houston Lodge, which is 98 years old. The motto of the Society is "There is no religion higher than Truth", to which all seekers would subscribe.
Interview recorded 4/28/2010.
YouTube Video Chapters:
00:00:00 - Introduction to Fali Engineer and his background
00:05:06 - The Global Ripple Effect of Emotional and Mental Energies
00:09:19 - The Infancy of Consciousness
00:12:54 - Understanding Global Energies and Managing Polarization
00:15:45 - Extreme Polarization and Lack of Understanding
00:18:46 - The Vulnerability of Consciousness
00:22:08 - Strengthening the Etheric Body
00:24:45 - The Influence of Non-Physical Levels
00:27:34 - Shifting Priorities to Diminish Polarization
00:30:36 - Teaching Relaxation in Muslim Countries
00:33:22 - The Power of Mantras and Sufi Masters
00:36:29 - Deeper Reasons for Disharmony
00:39:16 - The Transmission of Traumatized States
00:41:57 - The Impact of Historical Traumas
00:44:00 - Indigo Children and the Egyptian Civilization
00:45:58 - The Transformation and Preparation for Change
00:48:24 - The Flaws of the Two-Party System
00:51:08 - The People's Party and the Voice of the People
00:53:28 - Creating Islands of Peace
00:56:07 - Calming the Nation and Duplicating Peace
00:58:05 - Upgrading the American Dream
01:00:23 - The Price to Pay
01:06:07 - The Arrival of the Ruler
01:08:50 - The Path to Immortality
01:11:26 - The Way of Accumulated Wisdom
01:14:08 - Theosophical Hallmarks and Higher States of Consciousness
01:17:02 - Evolution of Consciousness
01:19:44 - The Limitation of Normal Meditation
01:22:23 - The Process of Evolution and Elevating the Perishable Part
01:25:08 - Batgap.com and other platforms

Apr 24, 2010 • 1h 34min
019. Igal Moria
Igal Moria was infected with the spiritual bug in his teens has no plans of recovering. He joined Maharishi Mahesh Yogi at 19 (in 1973) and was involved with the TM movement for 25 years, working with Maharishi on developing courses and course materials on Maharishi Vedic Science and world religions. He was a member of Andrew Cohen’s core body of students.
Summary and transcript of this interview
Interview recorded 4/21/2010
YouTube Video Chapters:
00:00:00 - Introduction: Buddha at the Gas Pump
00:05:16 - Leaving the Ashram and Seeking Independence
00:09:42 - A Traumatic Event and Its Aftermath
00:12:44 - The End of an Era
00:16:03 - Introduction to Andrew Cohen and Enlightenment
00:20:17 - A Rekindling of the Spirit
00:24:14 - The Allure of Spiritual Leadership
00:27:46 - The Recognition of a Bigger Reality
00:31:53 - Overcoming Inertia and Embracing Change
00:35:36 - Liberation from Anxiety and Gratitude for Maharishi
00:41:03 - The Meeting of Papaji and Ramana Maharshi
00:45:04 - The Power of Trust and Shifting Consciousness
00:48:13 - The Classical Idea of Enlightenment
00:51:21 - The Origins and Development of Monotheism
00:54:55 - Enlightenment through engagement with others
00:58:49 - The Power of Coming Together Beyond Ego
01:02:04 - Coming together beyond ego
01:05:19 - The Five Tenets of Enlightenment
01:08:08 - Facing What You're Made Of
01:11:23 - The Bigger Picture
01:13:56 - The Eye of the Universe
01:16:25 - The Evolution of Consciousness and the Motivation for the Spiritual Life
01:19:04 - Seriös Arbeit und Entwicklung
01:22:09 - The Value of Meditation for Freedom
01:25:31 - Cultivating Freedom from Mind and Emotions
01:29:06 - Contrasting meditation techniques
01:32:54 - The Three Instructions for Meditation
01:36:54 - Cultivating a Position of Freedom
01:42:32 - Various Perspectives on Spiritual Teachings
01:48:31 - The New Enlightenment: Embracing Inner and Outer Existence
01:55:00 - The Radical Becoming of Enlightenment

Apr 8, 2010 • 1h 16min
017. Mary Foster
Summary and Transcript of this interview
Interview recorded 4/7/2010.
Interview with George and Mary Foster
YouTube Video Chapters:
00:00:00 - Introduction to Buddha at the Gas Pump
00:06:09 - The Power of Hearing in Consciousness
00:09:44 - The Realization of Being Stuck in the Body
00:13:53 - The Ultimate Connection with All of Existence
00:18:00 - The Experience of "I" in Consciousness
00:21:09 - Awareness of the Self and the World
00:23:20 - The Natural State of Man is Seeking More
00:25:56 - The Persistence of Awareness Beyond the Body
00:28:20 - A New Sensory Experience
00:31:40 - The Expansion of Awareness
00:34:31 - The Power of Meditation and Automatic Progress
00:37:34 - Connecting with the Celestial Realms
00:40:43 - Connecting with the Celestial Realm
00:43:20 - The Connectedness of All Beings
00:45:44 - Celestial Nervous Systems and Consciousness
00:48:48 - The Job of Celestial Beings
00:51:55 - The Experience of Wholeness
00:55:17 - Witnessing the Birth of a Universe
00:57:56 - The Significance of Experiences
00:59:54 - The Roadmap to Enlightenment
01:02:04 - The Experience of Being Awake
01:04:11 - Unfolding the Spiritual Journey
01:06:23 - Differences in Physiology and Consciousness
01:09:09 - The Certainty of an Ongoing Journey
01:11:26 - Near-Death Experiences and Leaving the Physical Body
01:14:07 - The Connectedness of Everything
01:16:19 - The Universe as an Interconnected Arrangement of Beads
01:18:15 - Fine-tuning and Awareness
01:20:04 - Building Spiritual Muscles
01:21:57 - Engaging with batgap.com
01:23:34 - Conversations and Gratitude

Apr 1, 2010 • 1h 16min
016. John Speer
John Speer is a spiritual teacher and psychotherapist whose awakening journey is grounded in authenticity, acceptance, and integration. John candidly shares how his deep transformation unfolded—not through seeking exotic states or escaping daily life, but by embracing his full humanity. 🌟 Topics explored include:
The nature of spiritual awakening and nonduality
How trauma and shadow work support real awakening
The danger of spiritual bypassing
The value of ordinary experiences on the path
The role of therapy in spiritual development
How awakening impacts relationships, identity, and daily life
This conversation is ideal for seekers interested in integrating spirituality with psychology, working through personal wounding, or navigating life post-awakening with presence and compassion.
Transcript of this interview
Interview recorded 3/31/2010.
YouTube Video Chapters:
00:00:00 - Introduction and Background of John Speer
00:03:45 - Questioning Existence and Meaning of Life
00:06:50 - Puzzling Reality and Spiritual Awakening
00:09:23 - The Feeling of Joy and Destiny
00:12:09 - Discovering Maharishi Mahesh Yogi
00:14:41 - A Chance Encounter with Transcendental Meditation
00:17:03 - Introduction to Meditation Journey
00:19:27 - Meeting Elaine and Falling in Love
00:22:14 - A Profound and Loving Experience
00:25:00 - A Profound Sense of Joy and Witnessing Human Emotions
00:28:00 - The Death of Our Son
00:31:05 - The Science of Free Will and Determinism
00:34:06 - Returning to Fairfield
00:36:41 - Resonating with a Spiritual Experience
00:39:25 - Discovering Raja Ram
00:42:01 - Freedom from Belief and Dependency
00:45:00 - The Freedom of Experience
00:47:52 - A Near-Death Experience
00:50:10 - The Dome and TM City Program
00:53:06 - The Experience of Oneness
00:56:29 - The Embodiment of the Universe in Christ
00:59:05 - The Omnipresence of God
01:01:43 - Christ as the Savior for Each Other
01:04:37 - Finding Fulfillment on the Spiritual Path
01:07:39 - Reflecting the Essence of the Soul
01:10:36 - "Light that is one, though the lamps be many"
01:13:00 - The Awakening Moment
01:15:34 - The Essence of Seeking and Finding
01:18:10 - Ramana Maharshi and the Essence of Spiritual Awakening
01:20:42 - The Mahavakya and a Good Stopping Point
01:23:09 - Conclusion and Farewell

Mar 18, 2010 • 1h 14min
015. Andy Schulman
I remember having the thought at age 26, “what am I going to do, I will never make it through the second year of graduate school”? Having just completed my first year in training as a psychiatric social worker it was obvious that I felt more like a patient, who needed intense help, than the person charged with helping others. At that moment, I became a seeker. The subsequent initiation into Transcendental Meditation forever set the direction of my life in ways I could not have imagined and it was a blessing that I did not. The road was bumpy quite a bit of the time yet there were always people there to help. Nature was always there giving both challenges and help necessary to see my way through them. Then one day not knowing how it happened or why, silence was now present all the time. Everything had changed yet nothing was different. The change was both ordinary and profound. It was not the end of the journey but a new beginning and way of experiencing it. Life is now spent in the deepening of that silence and removal of the remaining junk. One can indeed know “One’s Self” and yet have much more work to do.
Summary and transcript of this interview.
Interview recorded 3/17/2010.
YouTube Video Chapters:
00:00:00 - Motivations for creating the show and the different paths to enlightenment
00:03:48 - Awakening and the Impact of Spiritual Practice
00:07:41 - The Impact of TM Meditation on Personal Growth
00:12:23 - The Shift in Consciousness
00:17:19 - The Solvent of Silence
00:21:15 - The Separation of Thinking from Awareness
00:25:33 - Exploring Heart-Oriented Practices
00:29:06 - Gratitude and Appreciation
00:32:49 - The Importance of Development and Meditation in Life
00:36:20 - Meditation as a Vehicle for Growth
00:39:11 - The Value of Seeking Help
00:42:18 - Working through Thoughts and Achieving Peace
00:45:25 - Overcoming Fear and Wrong Thinking
00:47:48 - Recognizing and Accepting Personal Strength
00:50:07 - Dealing with Habits and Tendencies
00:52:32 - The Byron Katie Work and the Journey of Self-Discovery
00:55:20 - The Fulfillment of Silence
00:57:53 - Getting Along Better with People in Silence
01:00:19 - The Value of Peaceful Relationships and Cordiality
01:02:35 - Varieties of Awakened People
01:04:47 - The Similarity of Silence
01:07:33 - The Illusion of Enlightenment
01:10:25 - Overcoming Fear through Faith in God
01:13:44 - Nature's Help in Moving Forward
01:16:28 - Shifting Perspective: From Individual to Ocean
01:19:13 - Life's Supportive Events
01:21:23 - Support and Spontaneity in Doing the Work
01:24:09 - Relaxing into Vastness
01:26:29 - Letting Go of Control and Accepting Life
01:29:09 - The Gift of Fairfield
01:31:44 - Living in Fairfield: A Fascinating Place


