

Musings from the Mount
Meditation Mount
A weekly conversation of all things esoteric with Michael Lindfield and Joseph Carenza, presented by Meditation Mount and HeartLight Productions.
This podcast is brought to you by Meditation Mount, a non-profit spiritual center in Ojai, CA, visit us online at meditationmount.org.
This podcast is brought to you by Meditation Mount, a non-profit spiritual center in Ojai, CA, visit us online at meditationmount.org.
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Jul 7, 2025 • 1h 3min
"An Eye for an Eye Makes the Whole World Blind" - Transforming Our Response to Harm with Michael Lindfield & Joseph Carenza
When we examine the impulse for revenge through a systems perspective, we discover something profound: the very act that promises to restore balance actually perpetuates the imbalance it seeks to correct. This episode explores the fundamental difference between revenge and justice, revealing how one traps us in endless cycles while the other opens pathways to genuine resolution. The conversation moves beyond theoretical frameworks to examine the practical reality of how revenge operates in our daily lives - from family dynamics to global conflicts. Rather than dismissing the desire for retribution, we explore why it emerges and how it functions as a feedback loop that prevents evolution and growth. The discussion reveals how traditional concepts of justice have evolved, and why Gandhi's insight that "an eye for an eye makes the whole world blind" remains more relevant than ever. Central to this exploration is the recognition that we are all interconnected parts of one living system. When we truly understand this principle of unanimity - that we belong to each other - the very foundation for revenge dissolves. The episode examines how sub-personalities within us can hijack our responses, leading to reactions that reflect our past conditioning rather than our highest wisdom. Perhaps most importantly, this conversation offers a practical framework for transformation: shifting from a courtroom mentality (what happened, who's guilty, how do we punish) to a classroom approach (what happened, what did we learn, how will we do things differently). This isn't about becoming passive or accepting harm, but about finding the higher synthesis that allows for genuine healing and evolution - both personally and collectively. Meditation Mount and HeartLight Productions are pleased to present Musings from the Mount – a weekly podcast with host Joseph Carenza and guests in conversation exploring a range of topics drawn from the Ageless Wisdom teachings. New episodes every Monday. If you enjoy this podcast, please consider donating at MeditationMount.org

Jun 30, 2025 • 1h
The One Law That Rules Everything (And It's Not What You Think) with Michael Lindfield & Joseph Carenza
At first glance, "obedience" might trigger our inner rebel. After all, most of us grew up questioning authority and carving our own paths. But what if everything we thought we knew about obedience was backwards? This episode explores a radical shift happening in spiritual development - one that moves away from blind following toward conscious choice. Rather than being told what to do, we're being invited to tune into something far more sophisticated: the GPS of our own soul. Like any navigation system, it offers routes and suggestions, but the choice of which path to take remains entirely ours. The conversation reveals why the old model of master-disciple relationships is evolving. No longer are spiritual teachers taking karmic responsibility for their students' choices. Instead, they're offering opportunities and truth, then stepping back to let each person discover their own authentic path. This isn't spiritual abandonment - it's spiritual maturation. Perhaps most intriguingly, the discussion touches on "occult blindness" - the idea that we're spiritually protected from seeing too much too fast. Like a fuse protecting electrical equipment from overload, this natural safeguarding allows us to grow at a pace we can actually handle. The goal isn't to see everything at once, but to develop the capacity to hold increasing levels of light and love. The bottom line? True obedience isn't about following someone else's rules. It's about responding to the call of life itself - and that call always sounds like love. Meditation Mount and HeartLight Productions are pleased to present Musings from the Mount – a weekly podcast with host Joseph Carenza and guests in conversation exploring a range of topics drawn from the Ageless Wisdom teachings. New episodes every Monday. If you enjoy this podcast, please consider donating at MeditationMount.org

Jun 23, 2025 • 1h
The Garden Isn't Complete Without You: Healing The Ecosystem of Self with Michael Lindfield & Joseph Carenza
In our hyperconnected age, we find ourselves witnessing humanity's interconnectedness like never before - everyone's opinions, emotions, and reactions flowing through our devices in real-time. Yet paradoxically, authentic communication appears to be breaking down precisely when we need it most. We're experiencing what might be called a "malignant malaise of selfishness" where parts of the system attempt to dominate the whole. This episode explores the intersection of personal responsibility and collective healing, examining why the one system we truly have agency over - the ecosystem of self - becomes the crucial starting point for broader transformation. We delve into how individual patterns of reactivity, unprocessed trauma, and defensive communication create blockages in the larger human system, much like restricted blood flow creates numbness in parts of the body. Drawing from both ancient wisdom and contemporary challenges, we discuss what it means to become a "spiritual warrior" in the tradition of the Bodhisattva - one whose battle is with inner delusions rather than external enemies. We examine how techniques like "steel manning" arguments can lower our internal temperature and create space for genuine dialogue, even with those we strongly disagree with. The conversation touches on why waiting for external rescue misses the point entirely - we're in a collective classroom facing what the wisdom traditions call the "first initiation." This involves moving from ego-centric to soul-centric living, where the natural outpouring of the heart serves the health of the whole system. As we explore, the garden of humanity isn't complete without each person's unique contribution. Whether you're feeling overwhelmed by current events or seeking practical approaches to conscious living, this episode offers perspectives on how individual transformation creates the foundation for collective healing - because ultimately, we are the blood that needs to circulate freely through the entire system. Meditation Mount and HeartLight Productions are pleased to present Musings from the Mount – a weekly podcast with host Joseph Carenza and guests in conversation exploring a range of topics drawn from the Ageless Wisdom teachings. New episodes every Monday. If you enjoy this podcast, please consider donating at MeditationMount.org

Jun 16, 2025 • 59min
From Hysterical to Harmonious: Finding Patterns in Chaos Pt2 of The Ages with Michael Lindfield & Joseph Carenza
In Part 2 of our exploration of The Ages, we move from cosmic timescales to the deeply personal experience of transformation. Opening with a powerful quote from Lao Tzu that could have been written yesterday, we examine how ancient wisdom speaks directly to our current "hysterical, impulsive" cultural moment and what it means to find patterns beneath the chaos. The conversation explores the difference between cosmetic change and genuine transformation - whether in organizations, relationships, or personal growth. We discuss why so many attempts at change fail when they only address surface issues while leaving the underlying "note" or frequency unchanged. Real transformation requires going through what's called "crossing the burning ground" - a process that demands both courage and patience. We examine the transition from masculine-dominated leadership to a more balanced integration of both masculine and feminine principles within individuals and organizations. This isn't about replacing one gender with another, but about learning to embody both the capacity to plant seeds (masculine) and create fertile space for growth (feminine). The episode explores what this integration looks like practically in leadership, relationships, and personal development. The discussion culminates with the powerful metaphor of humanity as caterpillars facing the choice between "gluing wings on our backs" or having the courage to enter the chrysalis stage of genuine transformation. For anyone navigating major life changes or feeling called to deeper authenticity, this episode offers both wisdom and encouragement for the journey through uncertainty to emergence. Meditation Mount and HeartLight Productions are pleased to present Musings from the Mount – a weekly podcast with host Joseph Carenza and guests in conversation exploring a range of topics drawn from the Ageless Wisdom teachings. New episodes every Monday. If you enjoy this podcast, please consider donating at MeditationMount.org

Jun 9, 2025 • 58min
Wheels Within Wheels: Navigating the Great Cycles of Time Pt1 of The Ages with Michael Lindfield & Joseph Carenza
This week on Musings from the Mount, we explore a topic much larger than current cultural conversations - the concept of ages, cycles, and our place within the vast movements of time itself. What started as research into political and social transitions expanded into something far more comprehensive: understanding how we exist within "wheels within wheels within wheels" of cosmic cycles. Drawing from Vedic traditions and esoteric wisdom, we examine the transition between Kali Yuga (the age of destruction and mental analysis) and Satya Yuga (the golden age of synthesis and heart-centered consciousness). We discuss how these vast cycles affect everything from individual consciousness to collective human experience, and why we're living at a particularly significant alignment point. The conversation moves from mind-boggling cosmic timescales - like the 311.04 trillion year cycle of Brahma - down to practical human experience. We explore how different types of time affect us: "TikTok time" (our quantitative, clock-based experience) versus "Kairos time" (the qualitative unfolding needed for true growth and completion). Whether you're feeling overwhelmed by rapid change or curious about humanity's larger evolutionary journey, this episode offers perspective on living consciously within time's rhythms. We discuss practical applications like honoring all four seasons in our projects, understanding passages between life phases, and learning to see and hear with the heart rather than just the mind. Meditation Mount and HeartLight Productions are pleased to present Musings from the Mount – a weekly podcast with host Joseph Carenza and guests in conversation exploring a range of topics drawn from the Ageless Wisdom teachings. New episodes every Monday. If you enjoy this podcast, please consider donating at MeditationMount.org

Jun 2, 2025 • 59min
Gatsby's Dilemma: Identity Beyond Material Wealth with Michael Lindfield & Joseph Carenza
This week on Musings from the Mount, we explore one of the most complex topics in spiritual practice - our relationship with luxury and material wealth. Using The Great Gatsby story as our starting point, we examine how the tragedy wasn't wealth itself, but using luxury as a substitute for authentic self-realization. Drawing from the Agni Yoga teachings and insights from cultural anthropology, we discuss how different societies define luxury - from American "military stripes" that signal divine approval, to Italian artistic refinement, to British aristocratic detachment. The conversation moves beyond simple judgments about wealth to examine the deeper psychological drives behind our material desires. We explore practical questions like: Is buying quality tools the same as indulging in luxury? How do we balance spiritual detachment with appreciation for beautiful craftsmanship? When does accumulation serve utility versus status? Through examples ranging from Leonard Cohen's utilitarian tour plane to the difference between owning a guitar to make music versus hanging it on your office wall. The episode doesn't offer easy answers about what's "right" or "wrong" regarding wealth, but rather invites deeper reflection on identity, stewardship, and our role as conscious participants in life's regenerative ecosystem. Whether you're navigating financial abundance or scarcity, this conversation offers thoughtful perspectives on what it means to relate consciously to the material world. Meditation Mount and HeartLight Productions are pleased to present Musings from the Mount – a weekly podcast with host Joseph Carenza and guests in conversation exploring a range of topics drawn from the Ageless Wisdom teachings. New episodes every Monday. If you enjoy this podcast, please consider donating at MeditationMount.org

May 26, 2025 • 1h 5min
There Is No Obligation to Obey: Rethinking Spiritual Freedom with Michael Lindfield & Joseph Carenza
This week on Musings from the Mount, we tackle terms that might initially make you uncomfortable - obedience and free will. Far from a call to blind submission, we explore these concepts as invitations to dance with life's greater rhythms and align with our deeper nature. Drawing from Section 125 of "Ponder on This," we examine the relationship between personal sovereignty and alignment with something greater. As the text itself begins with "There is no obligation to obey," we discover how the traditional teacher-student dynamic has evolved from one of directed instruction to one of guided opportunity and personal discovery. The conversation explores the surprising truth that the limitation of choice can sometimes expand our creative potential - like musicians in an orchestra agreeing to play in the same key or an artist working within constraints to discover new possibilities. We discuss how this applies to our spiritual practice and everyday choices. Whether you're navigating personal freedom, questioning authority, or seeking to understand your role in life's greater symphony, this episode offers fresh perspectives on what it means to consciously choose alignment rather than submit to external demands. Join us as we explore how freedom and obedience can exist not as opposites, but as complementary aspects of an authentic spiritual path. Meditation Mount and HeartLight Productions are pleased to present Musings from the Mount – a weekly podcast with host Joseph Carenza and guests in conversation exploring a range of topics drawn from the Ageless Wisdom teachings. New episodes every Monday. If you enjoy this podcast, please consider donating at MeditationMount.org

May 19, 2025 • 1h 3min
God Is Not a Thing: A Conversation on the Divine with Michael Lindfield & Joseph Carenza
After exploring topics from black and white magic to love in our recent episodes, Michael and I decided to tackle something simple for our latest Musings From The Mount podcast - just the nature of God. Through the lens of Alice Bailey and Agni Yoga traditions, we examine what might be the most challenging concept humans can contemplate. Our conversation navigates between Eastern perspectives that emphasize the non-individualized nature of deity and Western traditions that present God as both transcendent and immanent. Rather than arguing which interpretation is "correct," we explore how these seemingly contradictory understandings complement each other, creating a more complete picture. We discuss why the mind alone is insufficient for grasping this mystery, and why the heart might be better equipped for sensing what lies beyond definitions. The discussion takes some fascinating turns as we consider questions like: Does God evolve along with consciousness? What does it mean to "exchange gods" and walk to the One? And perhaps most practically, how might understanding ourselves as expressions of divine life change our everyday interactions, even with someone cutting us off in traffic? What emerges isn't a neat definition of God but an invitation to direct experience - what Michael describes as "a mystery to be lived, not a problem to be solved." Whether you're religious, spiritual-but-not-religious, or simply curious about different approaches to existence's deepest questions, this conversation offers perspective without prescription. Meditation Mount and HeartLight Productions are pleased to present Musings from the Mount – a weekly podcast with host Joseph Carenza and guests in conversation exploring a range of topics drawn from the Ageless Wisdom teachings. New episodes every Monday. If you enjoy this podcast, please consider donating at MeditationMount.org

May 12, 2025 • 1h 2min
Sound & Numbers vs. Blood & Bone: Understanding White and Black Magic Part 2 with Michael Lindfield & Joseph Carenza
Our two-part exploration of magic continues as we dive deeper into what true magical work means in today's world. Across social media and spiritual circles, we're seeing a surge in interest around manifestation techniques and ceremonial practices - but are these approaches aligned with our current evolutionary needs? In this episode, we examine why many esoteric teachings simultaneously discuss magical concepts while advising against their practice. Drawing from the Agni Yoga teachings, we explore the distinction between formula-based magic of the past and the heart-centered approach more suited to our present moment. As we move into the Age of Aquarius governed by the 7th ray of ceremonial magic, understanding this shift becomes increasingly relevant. We discuss how subtle activism differs from traditional magical work, and why group endeavor represents a more balanced and potent approach than solitary practice. Rather than manipulating external forces through rituals, today's "white magician" works through their own integrated and sovereign being - making their life itself the magic circle. Whether you're curious about manifestation practices or drawn to deeper esoteric work, this conversation offers thoughtful perspectives on conscious co-creation. Instead of seeking shortcuts or "cheat codes," we explore what it means to participate in life's evolutionary purpose through aligned group consciousness and the intelligence of the heart. Meditation Mount and HeartLight Productions are pleased to present Musings from the Mount – a weekly podcast with host Joseph Carenza and guests in conversation exploring a range of topics drawn from the Ageless Wisdom teachings. New episodes every Monday. If you enjoy this podcast, please consider donating at MeditationMount.org

May 5, 2025 • 1h 6min
Cooperation vs. Control: Understanding White and Black Magic Part 1 with Michael Lindfield & Joseph Carenza
This week on Musings from the Mount, in part one of a two-episode series, we tackle a topic that eventually crosses the path of every esoteric student - magic. But don't expect tales of wands and wizard duels. Instead, we explore what magic truly means in the Alice Bailey tradition: the fundamental creative process where "energy follows thought." Using Section 107 from "Ponder on This," we break down the surprisingly straightforward distinction between white and black magic. It's not about supernatural powers but about intention - are you working in service of the whole or solely for personal gain? We discuss how this ancient understanding applies directly to our modern world challenges and personal growth journeys. The episode connects these teachings to historical contexts like Atlantis while bringing them into our present reality. We examine how fear opens doors to unwanted influences, how emotional tranquility serves as protection, and why cultivating a connection to your higher self provides the ultimate safeguard against straying onto the left-hand path. Whether you're new to esoteric concepts or a longtime student, this conversation offers practical wisdom for navigating life's choices with greater awareness. As Michael notes, "We're here to allow love to show up on Earth in time, space, and substance." Join us as we explore what it means to be conscious co-creators aligned with evolution rather than involution. Meditation Mount and HeartLight Productions are pleased to present Musings from the Mount – a weekly podcast with host Joseph Carenza and guests in conversation exploring a range of topics drawn from the Ageless Wisdom teachings. New episodes every Monday. If you enjoy this podcast, please consider donating at MeditationMount.org