
Stop Trying to Be Spiritual
The Stop Trying to Be spiritual podcast is the show that makes spirituality practical for everyone so that healing, expanding consciousness, & connecting with Spirit is authentic and unique as you are. Taking complex topics and breaking them down, so you can stop "trying" to be spiritual and start BE-coming who you are meant to be. Join me each week as I do solo cast & invite in thought leaders to encourage, teach, and share relatable stories on the spiritual journey.
Latest episodes

Jul 15, 2025 • 33min
Ep. 53-Why you feel stuck spiritually... unfiltered
If I wasn't afraid to hurt your feelings, I would tell you that: your psychic abilities/ intuition and how you feel about your life is directly connected to your spiritual practice & the inner work you are doing or not doing.
In this episode, I’m sharing what actually creates powerful intuition and deep spiritual connection and it’s not more card pulls or waiting for a sign. It’s consistency. It’s self-honesty. It’s healing.
I talk about my own journey of navigating fear, letting go of performing spirituality, and how everything changed when I finally committed to being with myself through meditation, shadow work, and real embodiment.
If you’re ready to stop trying to look spiritual and actually start living it this conversation is for you.
Here’s what we dive into:
Why psychic gifts aren’t meant for performance — they’re here to help you heal
How fear and avoidance keep you disconnected from your truth
Why consistency in your spiritual practice matters more than chasing signs
What I learned about manifestation (that no one talks about)
How to reconnect with your intuition and finally feel clear
Let this be your reminder: you were never meant to seek outside yourself. You’ve always had access you just have to show up for it.
Work 1:1 with me here: www.lailataylor.com

Jul 1, 2025 • 30min
Ep. 52: You're probably more clairvoyant than you think
Clairvoyance isn’t just “seeing spirits” or having wild visions. It’s subtle. It’s intuitive. And it’s probably already happening for you; you're just not calling it that yet.
In this episode, I’m breaking down the truth about clairvoyance: what it really is (and isn’t), how to know if you're already using it, and the sneaky ways language and spiritual dogma can block you from trusting your gifts. I share my own awakening journey, the doubts I had, and how I began to fully reclaim my psychic vision.
Whether you're deep in your spiritual work or just starting to tune in, this is your reminder that your intuition is real and it’s time to trust it.
I’ll also give you a glimpse inside my Awaken course, where we go deeper into unlocking your psychic gifts in a grounded, supported way.
Takeaways: • Clairvoyance shows up in many forms, not just images • Doubt and confusion are part of the awakening path • Reframing your language around intuition is a game-changer • Self-trust is everything • You can learn to read the energy and messages that are already flowing to you
Ready to deepen your gifts? Join the July cohort of Awaken—a live course experience to develop your intuition, connect with your spirit team, and trust your inner knowing fully. Discover more info HERE

Jun 24, 2025 • 35min
Ep. 51: How to Actually Develop Your Psychic Abilities
Discover the journey of unlocking psychic abilities without pressure or perfection. Explore how meditation and shadow work can enhance intuition and awareness. Learn the distinction between intuition and psychic gifts while embracing personal healing and affirmations. Hear inspiring stories of spiritual awakenings and the importance of self-worth in manifestation. This empowering conversation reminds you that your intuitive gifts are already within you—it's about learning to work with them.

Jun 10, 2025 • 30min
Ep- 50: The Moment Your Old Story Starts to Collapse
In this episode, I’m sharing a powerful session I had with a student who connected with her ancestors for the first time—and was completely overwhelmed by the love that came through.
But here’s the thing… her lived experience growing up was the opposite. There was pain, gossip, disconnection. So how do you integrate that kind of spiritual love when your body still remembers the old story?
This conversation goes deep into what happens when your awakening gives you a truth your nervous system isn’t used to holding. When you know you’re loved and guided—but you still feel tethered to old pain.
If you’ve ever felt the gap between what spirit shows you and what life still feels like… this episode is for you.
Want to work 1:1 with me? Discover more of you, HERE

May 20, 2025 • 21min
Ep.49- Guardian Angels Are Real—Here's How to Feel Them and Work With Them
In this episode of Stop Trying to Be Spiritual, I’m guiding you into the presence of your guardian angel—not as a concept, but as an energetic reality that you can feel, trust, and call on.
We often associate angels with religion, but they are frequency-based beings of unconditional love, not bound by any belief system. And yes—you have one, even if you’ve never felt it before.
You’ll hear:
What guardian angels actually do (it’s more than protection)
A client story that brought angelic healing into real-life trauma support
Why your ability to receive their energy is more about trust than technique
How to know if you’re feeling your angel’s presence (and what to do if you don’t)
The difference between intellectual belief and embodied experience when working with spiritual energies
Plus, I share simple ways you can connect with your own guardian angel—today.
Whether you’re new to intuitive development or deeply on your path, this is an invitation to feel deep emotional support, healing, and peace… beyond words.
Spirit Connector Sessions → 1:1 intuitive session to help you meet your guides, unlock messages, and feel validated in your gifts: LailaTaylor.com
The AWAKEN Course → My foundational program for psychic development, intuitive trust, and connection with spirit guides, angels, the Akashic Records & more AWAKEN COURSE

May 13, 2025 • 22min
Ep.48- Your Voice is Your Magic Wand: The Missing Link in Trusting Your Intuition
In this episode of Stop Trying to Be Spiritual, I’m breaking down why your voice—not your third eye, not your rituals, not your perfect morning routine—is the most potent spiritual tool you have.
If you’ve ever felt like you say you want to trust your intuition... ...but deep down you’re still second-guessing yourself, ...still swallowing your truth because you’re afraid of how others will respond, ...still trying to "protect your peace" by avoiding hard conversations— This episode is for you.
I’ll share:
Why so many intuitive, sensitive, empathic women feel blocked in their psychic abilities
How your inability to speak your truth is creating fragmentation and inner chaos
The difference between speaking from the wound and speaking from the heart
Why comfort isn’t what you actually want (and what your soul really desires instead)
How to collapse old patterns by using your voice as an alchemizer
This is the conversation the spiritual world avoids—and it's the one that will change your life.
If you’re ready to trust your gifts, anchor into your truth, and finally feel like you can stand strong in all parts of you... This is where it starts. With your voice. With your truth.
Want to experience this in your body (not just in theory)?
In June, I’m opening a new space for deep embodiment, integration, and calling all parts of you back home. Make sure you’re on my email list to get the details. Sign up for more details HERE

Apr 30, 2025 • 30min
Ep. 47- When Your Calling Feels Too Big: The Real Path of a Spiritual Entrepreneur
This week on Stop Trying to Be Spiritual, I’m pulling back the curtain on what it really looks like to build a spiritually-aligned business—especially when your gifts feel big, your vision feels overwhelming, and your human self is still catching up.
We’re talking about the identity shifts that no one prepares you for, how to stay present when your mission feels massive, and why entrepreneurship is one of the most powerful healing paths you can walk.
If you’ve ever felt stuck, unsure, or like your purpose might swallow you whole—this episode is your anchor.
I share how to build confidence in your gifts without waiting until you feel "ready," how to weave your spiritual self into your everyday life, and why mentorship isn’t just helpful—it’s essential.
Because your calling is real. And it’s not too big for you. You’re just becoming the version of you who can hold it.
✨ Ready to go deeper and walk this path with support? My 1:1 mentorship is here when you're ready to stop waiting and start moving. More info HERE

Apr 22, 2025 • 27min
Ep. 46- The Inner Work No One Talks About (But It’s Everything)
This week on Stop Trying to Be Spiritual, we’re diving into the beautiful messiness of spiritual growth, self-discovery, and psychic development. Aka—the real stuff no one tells you when you first wake up.
I’m talking about the fear that you might be “going crazy,” the inner battles with your beliefs, and how self-doubt loves to sneak in just when your intuition starts speaking up. If you’ve ever felt like you’re unraveling and waking up at the same time—this one’s for you.
I get real about what it actually takes to access your psychic gifts (spoiler: healing is non-negotiable), how to trust your intuition when your inner voice is fogged by fear, and why mentorship can be the lighthouse you didn’t know you needed.
You’ll also hear me talk about shadow work, belief systems, and how I’ve come to understand psychic abilities—not as something outside of us, but as something we return to when we integrate all the messy, beautiful parts of who we are.
It’s a conversation that’ll remind you: you’re not broken, you’re becoming whole.
And if this episode lights something up inside of you—if you're feeling the call for deeper support, guidance, and soul-anchored clarity—my 1:1 mentorship is where the real magic happens.
We go deep, get real, and move you into alignment with the YOU that’s been waiting all along. More info HERE.

Apr 15, 2025 • 56min
Ep. 45- Spiritual Identity & Letting Go of Perfection: a BTS convo with a 1:1 mentor call
In this week's podcast you are going to hear an actual client mentorship call that hits home amongst all spiritual seekers. That is the imposter syndrome, 2nd spiritual awakening, dark night of the soul, and the questioning of everything in life. Sounds dreamy, right?
This client has such a beautiful energy and graciously allowed this recording to be shared, because sometimes you just need to hear that you aren't alone. I am always sharing my experiences and being real with you guys, because fake all love and light spiritual teachings hasn't ever helped anyone really.
So yes, I share my own existential crisis, my imposter syndrome and how I moved through my own self-limiting beliefs to end up where I am now. Which is not surviving but thriving as a spiritual entrepreneur who's always looking for new ways to love and embrace me.
That's what I encourage for you to. This whole spiritual awakening life can be a trip. Might as well do it together.
If you like what I share here & online you will love my 1:1 mentorship. It's such a fun and intimate space that truly can help you bust through your old identities, expand your spiritual abilities, and feel truly aligned to the YOU of who you are. Check out more info HERE

Mar 25, 2025 • 18min
Ep. 44- Using The Universe as your Spiritual Sounding Board
In this podcast episode, I talk about the need for embodying and speaking our truth on the spiritual journey. I bring up some recent client experiences that help give context to people who have been doing the 'work' but yet don't see that shift yet in their reality and explore what's really going on there
We discuss how the Universe is always responding to what we believe about ourselves and sending us more of what we agree to. That to truly shift your experience of reality, you must lean into your discomfort with speaking your truth and to do it rooted in love and compassion.
If you listen to this episode and feel drawn to healing or want to connect in with your guides, your own spiritual abilities, intuition, and more and want direction. I also have multiple 1:1 offerings to assist you.
You can look into more information HERE