Sober Sunrise - AA Speaker Podcast

Paul M. from Oceanside, NY speaking at the 60th Gopher State Roundup in Bloomington, MN - May 25th 2013 Visit our merch and help support the channel🧡 Sober Sunrise Merch Visit our website - Sober-Sunrise.com Paul shares his journey from growing up in Northern Ireland amid drinking culture and conflict, through decades of compulsive alcoholism, seizures, hospitals, and repeated failed attempts to stop, to finally finding lasting sobriety in Alcoholics Anonymous by putting unity, service, and recovery into action; he emphasizes that AA was the last thing he tried and the first thing that ever worked, describing how one alcoholic helping another—following the example of Bill Wilson and Dr. Bob—gave him hope in human form, freedom from self, a new life of purpose, education, family, and peace of mind, and a commitment to stay in the middle of the program so he can help others find what he was freely given. Music: Deep by KaizanBlu

Joe M. from Bastrop, TX speaking at the 62nd anniversary of Club 12 in San Antonio, TX - August 29th 2010 Visit our merch and help support the channel🧡 Sober Sunrise Merch Visit our website - Sober-Sunrise.com Joe recounts a lifelong sense of being different, catastrophic alcoholism, repeated institutionalization, and total emotional collapse, before finally finding lasting sobriety through Alcoholics Anonymous, rigorous Big Book step work, sponsorship, and a complete surrender to a Higher Power; through painful amends, relentless service, and living AA as a way of life—not a meeting he attends—Joe describes how grace, gratitude, and helping others transformed him from a man who drank to die into a trusted servant with a restored marriage, family, and purpose, reminding listeners that no matter how hopeless the bottom, recovery is possible when we stay in the middle of the program and give it away to get it. Music: Deep by KaizanBlu

Audrey C. from Dallas, TX and Julie H. from Dallas, TX speaking on steps 1 thru 7 at the first annual Stay Sober for Keeps workshop in Laguna Niguel, CA - January 21-22 2011 Visit our merch and help support the channel🧡 Sober Sunrise Merch Visit our website - Sober-Sunrise.com Part 1 In this Big Book–centered workshop, Audrey and Julie work through Steps 1 thru 7 as part of their “Sober for Keeps” approach, clearly defining alcoholism as a disease of the mind and body marked by the loss of choice and control, and explaining why meetings, slogans, and willpower alone can never produce lasting recovery; using the Doctor’s Opinion, Step One facts, and real sponsorship experience, they show how understanding powerlessness, coming to believe, making a decision, inventory, confession, defects, and humility create a clear, actionable path to permanent sobriety—one that leads not just to staying sober, but to being truly recovered and able to carry the message to others. Music: Deep by KaizanBlu

Tom P. from Dallas, TX speaking at the Freedom Group of Alcoholics Anonymous in Mesquite, TX - September 17th 2006 Visit our merch and help support the channel🧡 Sober Sunrise Merch Visit our website - Sober-Sunrise.com Tom shares how he stayed sober for 17 years while slowly dying inside Alcoholics Anonymous, mistaking meeting attendance and slogans for recovery, until a relapse forced him to finally understand Step One at a gut level; through clear, uncompromising explanation of the physical allergy, the mental obsession, and the complete loss of the power of choice, Tom explains why fear, memory, willpower, and “thinking through the drink” never worked for real alcoholics like him, and how working the Twelve Steps quickly and precisely as written—especially through service and sponsorship—produced the spiritual awakening that gave him lasting freedom, purpose, and a life devoted to carrying a solution instead of opinions. Music: Deep by KaizanBlu

Paul G. from Cambridge, MN speaking at Western Wisconsin traveling intergroup speaker meeting in Prescott, WI - March 15th 2008 Visit our merch and help support the channel🧡 Sober Sunrise Merch Visit our website - Sober-Sunrise.com Paul shares a powerful Big Book–centered message that cuts through watered-down recovery and returns Alcoholics Anonymous to its original purpose: a program of action that produces a real spiritual awakening; drawing from homelessness, violence, repeated incarcerations, and devastating loss, Paul explains alcoholism as true powerlessness—of mind, body, and spirit—and shows how only a vital spiritual experience, achieved through the Twelve Steps as written, removed his obsession to drink forever and for good, transforming him from a hopeless drunk into a man of humility, service, integrity, and purpose who now carries a message of depth and weight to save lives, not comfort egos. Music: Deep by KaizanBlu

Charlie P. from Austin, TX speaking at the Specific Group in Las Vegas, NV - March 22nd 2007 Visit our merch and help support the channel🧡 Sober Sunrise Merch Visit our website - Sober-Sunrise.com Charlie shares a powerful, Big Book–grounded AA story that moves beyond wild drinking into the deeper danger of long-term sobriety run on self-will, describing how years of meetings without real step work left him restless, self-centered, and spiritually flat until service, sponsorship, and returning to the book sparked a profound awakening at 17 years sober; his message is a clear reminder that Alcoholics Anonymous is not just fellowship, but a program of action that offers real freedom, lasting purpose, and a life far better than anything alcohol—or ego—ever promised. Music: Deep by KaizanBlu

Joe G. from Pearland, TX speaking at the South East Texas Area 67 convention in Beaumont, TX - January 20th-22nd 2006 Visit our merch and help support the channel🧡 Sober Sunrise Merch Visit our website - Sober-Sunrise.com Joe shares a brutally honest, often humorous, and deeply spiritual journey that begins with his first drink as a child, races through blackout drinking, violence, homelessness, near-death experiences, a crazy Mexico trip, and complete emotional collapse, and ultimately arrives at lasting recovery through Alcoholics Anonymous and the Big Book; he describes losing all control at an early age, mistaking alcohol for manhood and freedom, repeatedly choosing death over sobriety, and finally surrendering when every other option was gone, showing how rigorous step work, gut-level honesty, sponsorship, amends, and service transformed him from a desperate, broken teenager into a man with peace, gratitude, purpose, and a life rebuilt from the inside out—proving that AA didn’t just help him stop drinking, it gave him mercy instead of justice and a life worth living. Music: Deep by KaizanBlu

Peter M. from Union, NJ speaking at the Hardheads 20th group anniversary in Queens, NY - March 2003 Visit our merch and help support the channel🧡 Sober Sunrise Merch Visit our website - Sober-Sunrise.com Peter M. shares a gripping, often humorous, and deeply spiritual journey from a painfully isolated childhood, early relief found in alcohol, and years of escalating chaos—homelessness, repeated rehabs, family devastation, and despair—to full recovery through the Big Book of Alcoholics Anonymous; with clarity and urgency, he explains why meetings alone were never enough for a real alcoholic like him, how surrender, sponsorship, inventory, amends, and spiritual awakening restored his dignity and family bonds, and how AA ultimately freed him from lifelong shame and inner torment, allowing him to live with peace, purpose, and a commitment to carrying the message to others. Music: Deep by KaizanBlu

Don C. from Colorado Springs, CO speaking at the Fellowship of the Spirit in Silver Creek, CO - July 25th 1998 Visit our merch and help support the channel🧡 Sober Sunrise Merch Visit our website - Sober-Sunrise.com Don shares his journey from repeated defeat by alcohol to lasting sobriety through surrender, cultural healing, and rigorous Big Book work, weaving Native American traditions with the Twelve Steps to show how true recovery comes from humility, honesty, and a lived relationship with the Creator; through vivid stories—including his unforgettable boxing-ring battle with alcohol—Don illustrates how acceptance of powerlessness, sponsorship, inventory, amends, and service restored his family relationships, healed deep trauma, and ultimately led to a life of purpose, freedom, and service to entire communities through his work with Native American recovery, proving that AA doesn’t just help individuals stay sober—it can heal generations Music: Deep by KaizanBlu

Stephen B. from Los Angeles, CA speaking at the SNL speaker meeting in Provo, UT - August 16th 2025 Visit our merch and help support the channel🧡 Sober Sunrise Merch Visit our website - Sober-Sunrise.com Stephen shares a deeply grounded and hopeful AA story that traces a loving childhood in small-town Louisiana, an early and devastating loss of control once alcohol entered his life, and more than a decade of failed attempts to quit on his own before finally finding lasting sobriety through Alcoholics Anonymous in 1987, where the Big Book, the Steps, sponsorship, and honest connection gave him hope he never believed possible; he describes how AA not only kept him sober but restored relationships, healed family wounds through amends, reshaped his understanding of God into something loving and accessible, and taught him how to live with integrity, humility, and service, allowing him to show up as a trusted friend, a present father, and a steady source of love for his family right up to walking his mother through her final days, which he sees as one of his greatest life accomplishments and a direct result of the spiritual principles of AA—proof, in his words, that Alcoholics Anonymous didn’t just save his life, but gave his life meaning. Music: Deep by KaizanBlu