Special episode with John and Kristen of the Sinsomnia podcast on the archetypal feminine/masculine myths in Star Wars. **start sending in your questions and comments for episode #200**  — (1:27) Plugs — (5:53) Salome & Star Wars intro — (7:00) Conditions of existence, Masculine/Feminine, and the third force — (10:38) John sets the Star Wars stage — (12:53) A New Hope: Princess Leia Loses It All — (19:58) Empire Strikes Back: Introducing Eros — (23:05) Return of the Jedi: The Metal Bikini — (27:28) The power fantasy, fathers/sons, and male expectations — (32:00) Kristen zooms out with the Star Wars mythology — (34:52) A glimpse of the feminine journey — (39:04) Dualistic feminine energies & Leia’s psyche — (47:20) Where are the feminine stories? — (52:15) Jung’s ‘Answer to Job’: Why is God a dick? — (56:20) Salome’s story — (1:02:30) The Death Mother — (1:06:00) The journey of the three instincts, Anima/Animus — (1:17:00) Alien: the violence of being born — (1:25:00) Masculine pain & the parental complexes Donate to support the show: https://paypal.me/bighormone venmo - @bighormone Check out the upcoming new Enneagram Audio Course with Josh & John at: https://www.theenneagramschool.com/ Find out what flavor of toxic you are 9w19w88w99w81w99w89w16w76w79w19w86w59w89w19w86w76w79w8 https://www.enneagrammer.com/ Alexandra’s astrology-enneagram readings and trash tv gossip: https://www.saturnruled9.com Josh and John’s 6-part class on the centers of intelligence and object relations: https://www.theenneagramschool.com/developmental-centers Only morons still don’t have John’s instinct book: https://www.amazon.com/dp/0578784971/ref=cm_sw_r_cp_api_glt_fabc_VZ3VZVEG0M1RY42AWN2T You’re a bread person if you only have one copy of DG’s Trifix Booklet once: https://www.enneagrammer.com/store/trifix-venn-booklet-david-gray Call the BHE hotline with questions for episode #200 at (323) 696-0647. Or you can also email bhepodcast@gmail.com or DM us with a pre-recorded voice message

Diving into the shadow sex scandal putting equatorial guinea on the map. — (1:27) New formats for the pod / send in questions for episode #200 — (5:15) The African gov’t official sex tapes scandal — (12:51) He’s a smooth criminal 9 — (27:09) Sexual blind conservatism in African culture — (36:26) Freakoffs is the douchiest DJ name / sexual narcissism  — (40:15) Dispersed mass triangulation in 9s — (46:43) 3w2 DJ roast segment — (56:37) The delusions we create and uphold to avoid reality / attachment nostalgia  — (1:11:17) Knowing the monster within — (1:15:55) Maladaptive self-subversion and sx instinct edge-seeking — (1:21:19) Big Hormone SP segment — (1:29:55) The orange man is 2-1 Social  Donate to support the show: https://paypal.me/bighormone venmo - @bighormone The Pain of the Blindspot seminar with John & Alexandra https://www.theenneagramschool.com/painoftheblindspot Find out what flavor of toxic you are 9w19w88w99w81w99w89w16w76w79w19w86w59w89w19w86w76w79w8 https://www.enneagrammer.com/ Alexandra’s astrology-enneagram readings and trash tv gossip: https://www.saturnruled9.com Josh and John’s 6-part class on the centers of intelligence and object relations: https://www.theenneagramschool.com/developmental-centers Only morons still don’t have John’s instinct book: https://www.amazon.com/dp/0578784971/ref=cm_sw_r_cp_api_glt_fabc_VZ3VZVEG0M1RY42AWN2T You’re a bread person if you only have one copy of DG’s Trifix Booklet once: https://www.enneagrammer.com/store/trifix-venn-booklet-david-gray Call the BHE hotline with your questions at (323) 696-0647. Or you can also email bhepodcast@gmail.com or DM us with a pre-recorded voice message

— (1:27) The Big Hormone Self-Pres podcast — (3:37) Psychedelics as anti-depressants (correction: serotonin is a neurotransmitter not a hormone) — (11:26) COVID stories and launching the pod — (16:31) The great disillusionment  — (19:51) Trump and elon dork — (21:52) Synflow vs contraflow in autonomy conflicts — (33:30) Getting back into the wing series / 3w2vs3w4 Donate to support the show: https://paypal.me/bighormone venmo - @bighormone The Pain of the Blindspot seminar with John & Alexandra https://www.theenneagramschool.com/painoftheblindspot Find out what flavor of toxic you are 9w19w88w99w81w99w89w16w76w79w19w86w59w89w19w86w76w79w8 https://www.enneagrammer.com/ Alexandra’s astrology-enneagram readings and trash tv gossip: https://www.saturnruled9.com Josh and John’s 6-part class on the centers of intelligence and object relations: https://www.theenneagramschool.com/developmental-centers Only morons still don’t have John’s instinct book: https://www.amazon.com/dp/0578784971/ref=cm_sw_r_cp_api_glt_fabc_VZ3VZVEG0M1RY42AWN2T You’re a bread person if you only have one copy of DG’s Trifix Booklet once: https://www.enneagrammer.com/store/trifix-venn-booklet-david-gray Call the nota4 hotline with your comments at (323) 696-0647. Or you can also email bhepodcast@gmail.com or DM us with a pre-recorded voice message

— (1:27) the john stream from the void — (5:22) consciousness experiencing itself and letting go — (8:45) complicated relationship to brotherhood — (18:10) a zone is always happening — (22:08) energy around male connection — (35:10) self-pres nerd out — (40:52) bhe guide to crashing out / menendez brothers parent killing — (45:55) zone stem updates and diddy freakoffs Donate to support the show: https://paypal.me/bighormone venmo - @bighormone The Pain of the Blindspot seminar with John & Alexandra https://www.theenneagramschool.com/painoftheblindspot Find out what flavor of toxic you are 9w19w88w99w81w99w89w16w76w79w19w86w59w89w19w86w76w79w8 https://www.enneagrammer.com/ Alexandra’s astrology-enneagram readings and trash tv gossip: https://www.saturnruled9.com Josh and John’s 6-part class on the centers of intelligence and object relations: https://www.theenneagramschool.com/developmental-centers Only morons still don’t have John’s instinct book: https://www.amazon.com/dp/0578784971/ref=cm_sw_r_cp_api_glt_fabc_VZ3VZVEG0M1RY42AWN2T You’re a bread person if you only have one copy of DG’s Trifix Booklet once: https://www.enneagrammer.com/store/trifix-venn-booklet-david-gray Call the nota4 hotline with your comments at (323) 696-0647. Or you can also email bhepodcast@gmail.com or DM us with a pre-recorded voice message

what it do babyyy: https://www.enneagrammer.com/instinct-zones — (1:27) We watched Bone Tomahawk — (5:06) Instinct Zone updates / Emeka’s 1-3 flame burnout — (10:09) The Play Zones and nailing down long term relationship — (15:23) Stackings within the stackings made a comeback / syn vs contra zone stems — (22:05) The weirdness of 3-1 fetish — (24:20) 3-2 containment and ‘health’ — (28:23) What’s SX2-3 really about? — (36:31) Stacking vs Zone Stems — (43:28) Reptilian SP3-1 Donate to support the show: venmo - @bighormone https://paypal.me/bighormone The Pain of the Blindspot seminar with John & Alexandra https://www.theenneagramschool.com/painoftheblindspot Find out what flavor of toxic you are 9w19w88w99w81w99w89w16w76w79w19w86w59w89w19w86w76w79w8 https://www.enneagrammer.com/ Check out Alexandra’s astrology-enneagram readings and trash tv gossip: https://www.saturnruled9.com Rediscover the centers of intelligence and object relations with John and Josh’s 6-part class: https://www.theenneagramschool.com/developmental-centers Only morons haven’t gotten John’s book on the instinctual drives: https://www.amazon.com/dp/0578784971/ref=cm_sw_r_cp_api_glt_fabc_VZ3VZVEG0M1RY42AWN2T You’re a bread person if you’ve only bought DG’s Trifix Booklet once: https://www.enneagrammer.com/store/trifix-venn-booklet-david-gray Call the nota4 hotline with your comments at (323) 696-0647. Or you can also email bhepodcast@gmail.com or DM us with a pre-recorded voice message

Spilling more instinct zone insights: https://www.enneagrammer.com/instinct-zones — (1:27) souuuunddd check — (4:18) Instinct Zone updates and DG’s SX2-3 game — (9:43) SX2 game vs SX1 froth — (14:44) SX3-2 and John’s meats sexual bias — (19:08) Emeka SX3-1 feeding the fetish — (23:12) John’s autonomy conflicts and the zones — (27:08) Renewing the spark in Zone 1  Donate to support the show: venmo - @bighormone https://paypal.me/bighormone John and Alexandra sexual instinct zoom course via https://www.theenneagramschool.com/sexual-instinct-class The Pain of the Blindspot seminar with John & Alexandra https://www.theenneagramschool.com/painoftheblindspot Find out what type of toxic you are 9w19w88w99w81w99w89w16w76w79w19w86w59w89w19w86w76w79w8 https://www.enneagrammer.com/ Check out Alexandra’s astrology-enneagram readings and trash tv gossip: https://www.saturnruled9.com Rediscover the centers of intelligence and object relations with John and Josh’s 6-part class: https://www.theenneagramschool.com/developmental-centers Only morons don’t have John’s book on the instinctual drives: https://www.amazon.com/dp/0578784971/ref=cm_sw_r_cp_api_glt_fabc_VZ3VZVEG0M1RY42AWN2T You’re a bread person if you’ve only bought DG’s Trifix Booklet less than twice: https://www.enneagrammer.com/store/trifix-venn-booklet-david-gray Call the nota4 hotline with your comments at (323) 696-0647. Or you can also email bhepodcast@gmail.com or DM us with a pre-recorded voice message

New juice to wet your beaks. To follow along check out the intro blogs and videos here: https://www.enneagrammer.com/instinct-zones — (3:29) What are the instinct zone stems? — (9:51) Why Alexandra feels like others are doing social wrong / SO2-1 the gossip flake — (13:48) The Social Zones — (16:54) DG’s social zone 1 provocations — (27:22) John’s SO2-3 A-list player influencer vs Emeka’s SO3-2 group container — (31:15) Alexandra’s SO2-1 sensitivity to social chemistry — (34:05) Emeka’s impractical SP1-2 — (38:10) The Self-pres Zones — (41:26) DG and Alexandra’s SP3-2 cozey uniform  — (54:45) Sexual zones / Jealousy and competition in Zone 2 — (1:02:16) Big hormone consummation in SX Zone 3 / DG’s Zone 2 Himbo proclivities  — (1:11:27) Your zone stem is the order you do the cycle in that instinct — (1:19:39) Sex drive and SX3-2 Donate to support the show: venmo - @bighormone https://paypal.me/bighormone John and Alexandra are teaching a sexual instinct zoom course via https://www.theenneagramschool.com/sexual-instinct-class The Pain of the Blindspot seminar with John & Alexandra https://www.theenneagramschool.com/painoftheblindspot Find out what type of toxic you are 9w19w88w99w81w99w89w16w76w79w19w86w59w89w19w86w76w79w8 https://www.enneagrammer.com/ Check out Alexandra’s astrology-enneagram readings and trash tv gossip: https://www.saturnruled9.com Rediscover the centers of intelligence and object relations with John and Josh’s 6-part class: https://www.theenneagramschool.com/developmental-centers Only morons don’t have John’s book on the instinctual drives: https://www.amazon.com/dp/0578784971/ref=cm_sw_r_cp_api_glt_fabc_VZ3VZVEG0M1RY42AWN2T You’re a bread person if you’ve only bought DG’s Trifix Booklet less than twice: https://www.enneagrammer.com/store/trifix-venn-booklet-david-gray Call the nota4 hotline with your comments at (323) 696-0647. Or you can also email bhepodcast@gmail.com or DM us with a pre-recorded voice message

Valeria, our akashic channel, is here to talk about channeling. To get your akashic reading with Valeria DM her on IG: https://www.instagram.com/valeriakechichian — (7:55) Welcome Valeria — (12:34) What is channeling? — (17:22) Importance of channels being clean vessels / perceiving things with neutrality and no judgement — (32:59) The enneagram was channeled by Ichazo / the enneagram symbol is sacred geometery — (35:32) How does the openness of the recipient affect the channeling session? — (40:29) Groups and couples akashic readings — (50:55) What does channeling feel like? Paranormal experiences — (1:00:31) The energetic resonance of holy sites — (1:07:18) The rays of light — (1:19:35) Canceling contracts Sign up for The Pain of the Blindspot seminar with John & Alexandra July 14 https://www.theenneagramschool.com/painoftheblindspot John and Alexandra are teaching a sexual instinct zoom course this summer starting 7/30 via https://www.theenneagramschool.com/sexual-instinct-class Find out what type of toxic you are 9w19w88w99w81w99w89w16w76w79w19w86w59w89w19w86w76w79w8 https://www.enneagrammer.com/ Check out Alexandra’s astrology-enneagram readings and content at her new website https://www.saturnruled9.com Rediscover the centers of intelligence and object relations with John and Josh’s 6-part class https://www.theenneagramschool.com/developmental-centers Get John’s book on the instinctual drives on amazon or barnesandnoble: https://www.amazon.com/dp/0578784971/ref=cm_sw_r_cp_api_glt_fabc_VZ3VZVEG0M1RY42AWN2T Buy David’s Trifix Booklet here: https://www.enneagrammer.com/store/trifix-venn-booklet-david-gray Donate to support the show here: venmo - @bighormone https://paypal.me/bighormone Call the nota4 hotline with your comments at (323) 696-0647. Or you can also email bhepodcast@gmail.com or DM us with a pre-recorded voice message

Full on mystical woo. To book your akashic reading with Valeria DM her on IG: https://www.instagram.com/valeriakechichian — (3:29) What are the akashic records? and what’s a reading like? — (11:49) DG’s a russian doll earth man — (20:35) Alexandra’s a forest fairy warrior — (37:45) John’s a player of dark entities — (53:45) Emeka’s a grounding fusion of raw instinct — (1:08:54) Ikram’s a golden angel channeler  John and Alexandra are teaching a sexual instinct zoom course this summer starting 7/30 via theenneagramschool.com Finally figure out what type of toxic you are with Enneagrammer. Watch recent typing videos on the Drake vs Kendrick beef, Baby Reindeer, and get typed at: https://www.enneagrammer.com/ Check out Alexandra’s astrology-enneagram readings and content at her new website https://www.saturnruled9.com Rediscover the centers of intelligence and object relations with John and Josh’s 6-part class https://www.theenneagramschool.com/developmental-centers Get John’s book on the instinctual drives on amazon or barnesandnoble: https://www.amazon.com/dp/0578784971/ref=cm_sw_r_cp_api_glt_fabc_VZ3VZVEG0M1RY42AWN2T Buy David’s Trifix Booklet here: https://www.enneagrammer.com/store/trifix-venn-booklet-david-gray Donate to support the show here: venmo - @bighormone https://paypal.me/bighormone Call the nota4 hotline with your comments at (323) 696-0647. Or you can also email bhepodcast@gmail.com or DM us with a pre-recorded voice message

Got your head on a swivel. — (1:27) How major the Bermuda Overlays are  — (4:23) No Diddy and creepy 3w2s — (8:16) Why do people hate Teal Swan so much? / BHE Suicide Hotline — (16:46) DG’s metallurgy analogy for how a wing transforms a fix — (23:22) Are the attachment wings harder to see? — (25:47) What if 9w8 is the most common 9? — (29:36) Gut is king / 8 chaos vs 1 order — (43:52) Bermuda hiddenness and discovering their particular specificities  — (52:32) The sensitivity of the human nervous system is the starting point — (55:01) Bermudas ‘going fuzzy’ is a wide cast net as a platform to show up in Finally figure out what type of toxic you are with Enneagrammer. Watch recent typing videos on the Drake vs Kendrick beef, Baby Reindeer, and get typed at: https://www.enneagrammer.com/ Check out Alexandra’s astrology-enneagram readings and content at her new website https://www.saturnruled9.com Rediscover the centers of intelligence and object relations with John and Josh’s 6-part class https://www.theenneagramschool.com/developmental-centers Get John’s book on the instinctual drives on amazon or barnesandnoble: https://www.amazon.com/dp/0578784971/ref=cm_sw_r_cp_api_glt_fabc_VZ3VZVEG0M1RY42AWN2T Buy David’s Trifix Booklet here: https://www.enneagrammer.com/store/trifix-venn-booklet-david-gray Donate to support the show here: venmo - @bighormone https://paypal.me/bighormone Call the nota4 hotline with your comments at (323) 696-0647. Or you can also email bhepodcast@gmail.com or DM us with a pre-recorded voice message