Adventures Through The Mind

Michael Hilliard began his 27-year policing career in 1975 as a patrolman in an economically depressed neighborhood in East Baltimore. He served as an internal affairs detective where he coordinated Baltimore youth programs and led an undercover squad that investigated violent crimes and low-to mid-level drug crimes. He is on the show as a representative of the Law Enforcement Action Partnership, or LEAP. They are a nonprofit organization "composed of police and other criminal justice professionals dedicated to educating the public about the harms of drug prohibition", advocating "for solutions across a broader range of drug policy and criminal justice issues"[source]. LEAP wants to end the war on drugs, and Maj. Michael Hilliard is on the show to talk about why. During the interview, we speak on more than just the issues around drug policy, prohibition, and what brought Maj. Hilliard to his current advocacy against the drug war. We also speak of the problematic image police represent as agents of said drug policy, as well as issues of abuse of power, following unethical orders, and being seen as predators by the people they have sworn to protect. *** See the full show notes and my blog entry on this episode: http://bit.ly/ATTMind64 *** Episode Breakdown Why Hilliard became a police officer. How he went from leading investigations against drug crimes to lobbying against drug prohibition. The impact of the drug war on crime, communities, and public safety in general. Why we should to legalize, regulate, and control drugs. Losing friends to the drug war. Problems with law enforcement's current mentality towards drugs. The drug war's role in worsening the opioid crisis. The police cultures' perception of the drug culture and where it differs from the truth. A police officer's experience 'busting' someone for possession. The issue of police misuse of power. Police community cover-ups and crooked cops. Ethical responsibility when faced with unethical orders. *** IF YOU ARE ENJOYING THIS podcast, PLEASE SUPPORT ME IN PRODUCING it FOR YOU BY OFFERING WHAT YOU CAN IN A ONE-TIME PAYPAL or Bitcoin donation, OR BY BECOMING my PATRON ON PATREON. No amount is too small; anything is something. You can also share this post via social media or simply tell a friend about it. It is by community support that this podcast and website continues to exist (and exist ad-free!). Thank you for helping this project continue. ♥ *** Special Thanks To Patrons: Thomas & Melanie H. Greg A., Dean H., Clea S., Andy D., Angela & James J., Ian C., & Reese. H. for their extra generous support!

What does ayahuasca integration mean and how do we do it? This is a question our guest for this episode, Rachel Harris Ph.D., has been exploring intensely though research, clinical practice, and her own direct experiences. Rachel Harris, PhD, although retired now, was a practising psychotherapist for 35 years. She received a National Institutes of Health New Investigator's Award, has published more than forty scientific studies in peer-reviewed journals, and has worked as a psychological consultant to Fortune 500 companies and the United Nations. She is also the author of the recent book Listening to Ayahuasca. She is on the show to talk about her research with ayahuasca and what integration means, however, a very interesting tangent-at-depth emerged during the conversation between her and I: hearing voices, in particular hearing the voice of ayahuasca in your head as though it were an entity of external agency and intelligence, during and after the ceremony. To say that this is an intellectually dicey topic in the realms of conventional psychiatry and psychology, might be an understatement, but include in that fact that Rachel herself proposes to hear this voice and it was what guided her along her groundbreaking research and we have thoroughly entered the medical and academic fringe. I very much enjoyed this connection with Rachel Harris and trust that you will too. Thanks for listening. Enjoy. *** See the full show notes and my blog entry on this episode: http://bit.ly/ATTMind63 *** Episode Breakdown Research foundations, extent, and observations. Relating to the spirit of ayahuasca. Hearing voices: religious or psychosis? God as an attachment relationship Ayahuasca as the perfect therapist. Criticisms of biological psychiatry's approach to mental illness. Differentiating psychosis from spiritual awakening. Dark entities and entity attachment. Spiritual bypassing and spiritual materialism Integration: theories and practicalities. The importance of community transparency and social relationships in the integration process. Tips for finding safe and supportive ayahuasca experiences. *** IF YOU ARE ENJOYING THIS podcast, PLEASE SUPPORT ME IN PRODUCING it FOR YOU BY OFFERING WHAT YOU CAN IN A ONE-TIME PAYPAL or Bitcoin donation, OR BY BECOMING my PATRON ON PATREON. No amount is too small; anything is something. You can also share this post via social media or simply tell a friend about it. It is by community support that this podcast and website continues to exist (and exist ad-free!). Thank you for helping this project continue. ♥ *** Special Thanks To Patrons: Thomas & Melanie H. Greg A., Dean H., Andy D., Angela & James J., Robbie G., Ian C., & Reese. H. for their extra generous support!

Joan Bello is the author of The Benefits of Marijuana: Physical, Psychological and Spiritual. She has been writing on cannabis since before the internet; since getting information meant driving from library to library hunting the stacks; since any mention of cannabis in public might have meant federal investigations and jail time. It was during the height of the Drug War that she published this book; when the knowledge was forbidden, and she has continued to advocate for it since. Her perspective on the benefits of marijuana was an outgrowth of her training at the Himalayan Institute under the tutelage of Swami Rama, who she describes as an advanced Tantric Master. Joan has been a Hospice Worker, an editor, a grower, an activist, a jail counselor, a fugitive from the law and even a prisoner. She was the director of the class action lawsuit that sued the U.S. government for its prohibition of therapeutic cannabis in 1998. She also has a Master of Science Degree in eastern studies and holistic health. At 75 years old, Joan Bello is an elder of the modern cannabis movement. We welcome her to ATTMind to share some of her stories from the trenches of the drug war, her perspectives on where we are and where we are going with cannabis as a society, as well as her perspectives on what benefits cannabis does, and does not, have to offer us as individuals and as a society. *** See the full show notes and my blog entry on this episode: http://bit.ly/ATTMind62 *** Episode Breakdown What led Joan Bello to dedicate her life to cannabis activism. The 1998 class action lawsuit against the U.S. government for its prohibition of therapeutic cannabis. A yogic/holistic perspective of marijuana's impact on the autonomic nervous system. Her view from the trenches at the start of the drug war. The problems we might face with the corporatization and commercialization of marijuana. "Microdosing" vs. chronic use. The story of Joan's first Dab, at 75 years old. So-called cannabis addiction and why cannabis won't help you heal your psychological problems. The benefits of marijuana used with a therapeutic container---for psychology and spirituality. Joan's hope for our future with cannabis. *** IF YOU ARE ENJOYING THIS podcast, PLEASE SUPPORT ME IN PRODUCING it FOR YOU BY OFFERING WHAT YOU CAN IN A ONE-TIME PAYPAL or Bitcoin donation, OR BY BECOMING my PATRON ON PATREON. No amount is too small; anything is something. You can also share this post via social media or simply tell a friend about it. It is by community support that this podcast and website continues to exist (and exist ad-free!). Thank you for helping this project continue. ♥ *** Special Thanks To Patrons: Thomas & Melanie H. Greg A., Dean H., Andy D., Angela & James J., Robbie G., Ian C., & Reese. H. for their extra generous support!

There are drugs in the bible and the most high were getting really high on 'em. ... So what if I were to tell you that the ancient Israelites upon which these the religions are based were a cult of desert pagans following the wisdom of shamans who used plant-based concoctions in hallucinogenic rituals to induce altered states of consciousness; and that the very structure of those religions today are based on clandestine distortion of the original teachings in order to disconnect the populous from direct connection to the divine in order to establish and maintain sociopolitical control? That is what the guest for this episode of Adventures Through The Mind, Reverend Danny Nemu, is here present a case for. *** See bit.ly/ATTMind61 for full show notes and reference links *** Episode Breakdown What drugs are in the bible and where you can find them. Aphrodisiacs and sexual promiscuity in the bible. The different names (and personalities) of God. The presence of DMT-containing Acacia across the folklore of ancient Israelites and the Egyptians. A breakdown of different psychoactive concoctions in the bible and their pharmacological effect, including: The Holy Anointing Oil. Manna. The Showbread. The incense used in the holy tabernacle. The origins of The Old Testament and the modern bible. How and why the biblical texts have been clandestinely modified. The anarchistic beginnings of Christianity and how the Israelites became monotheistic (they weren't originally). The ontological necessity of the physical resurrection of Christ for maintaining political and societal control hierarchy within Christianity. What this all means for the average person today. *** SUPPORT THE SHOW If you are enjoying this content, please support me in producing it for you by offering what you can in a one-time PayPal donation or by becoming a patron on Patreon. No amount is too small; anything is something. You can also share this post via social media or simply tell a friend about it. It is by this community support that this podcast and website continues to exist (and exist ad-free!). Thank you for helping this project continue. ♥ Special thanks to patrons Thomas & Melanie H. Greg A., Dean H., Andy D., Angela & James J., Robbie G., Ian C., & Reese. H. for their extra generous support!

Many people struggle with addiction their whole lives. Their story one of (hu)man vs. addiction, their story often ending with addiction the victor. But what if that is not the way the story needs to be written? What if there is a way out that helps us suffering to reach into the root of our pain and find our love for life again? The guests for this episode of the podcast, Elizabeth Bast and Chor Boogie, believe true freedom from addiction is possible with an ancient African root bark called Iboga. They believe this not only because of the growing scientific research and the countless anecdotes about iboga's potential available on the internet but because it is also their lived experience. Elizebeth and Chor join us on the show to talk about heroin addiction, how it impacted their intimate relationship, the redemption they found in Iboga, and what iboga taught them about what it takes to heal the pain at the root of addiction in oneself and the hearts of those we love. ***** See Full Show Notes and all related links: http://bit.ly/ATTMind60 Connect with me for a Skype call: http://www.jameswjesso.com/contact/je... Buy HEART MEDICINE: a true love story by Elizabeth Bast: http://www.ebast.net/heart-medicine.html ***** Support The Show. If you are enjoying this content and want to reciprocate the value you are receiving from it, I kindly invite you to become my patron on Patreon, or drop me a PayPal donation. Thank you ❤ Patreon: https://www.patreon.com/jameswjesso ❤ PayPal: https://www.paypal.me/JWJesso *** Episode Breakdown The problematic language around addiction. A portrait of an addiction-impacted romantic relationship. A journey into heroin addiction. Heroin's impact on the trust, honesty, and intimacy in their relationship. How Iboga found its way in. What iboga taught them about what it means to be in a sacred partnership. Iboga's potential role in the ongoing opioid crisis. A poignant and pointed discussion on what it takes to heal addiction. The traditional origins of the Bwiti and the mythic origins of Iboga. The challenges iboga and iboga culture will face with its growth in a global marketplace and colonialism in general. The cultural impact of connecting with iboga for the African diaspora in North America.

There are some commonalities sewn into the foundation of the human experience: we are all subject changes we'd rather not be subject to, we all have the capacity to love and to hate, we all suffer and we all desire freedom from suffering, we are all born and we will all die and furthermore so will everyone we know and care for. Today's guest is a man with a propensity to contemplate big questions around dying and a long history of being on the front lines of what he calls "the death trade". Welcome, Stephen Jenkinson to Adventures Through The Mind. *** Check out the full show notes to this episode and links to Stephen's books at http://bit.ly/ATTMind59 Support The Show on Patreon: https://www.patreon.com/jameswjesso Leave a One-Time PayPal donation: https://www.paypal.me/JWJesso *** Episode Breakdown A society gone wrong. A case for wisdom. What it means to die well. Designer dying, euthanasia, and choosing not to die at all. What your dying means beyond you. Our greatest fears around dying. Looking back to move forward. Grief is not to be mastered. The nature of mystery, and things mysterious, and the end of good luck. Choosing to die hope-free.

James Kent has been studying psychedelics for over twenty-five years. He was the editor of Psychedelic Illuminations Magazine, publisher of Trip Magazine, and founder of DoseNation.com. His book, Psychedelic Information Theory, is an examination of the physical processes behind psychedelic hallucination. His latest project is the final ten episodes of the DoseNation podcast, where he explores the darker side of psychedelics and the psychedelic community. His 'Final Ten Episodes Of DoseNation' is an unapologetic and unbarred exploration of his questions criticisms, and exposures of the psychedelic culture from his 25 years of immersion and his first-hand experiences of psychosis, psychotic episodes, and even ketamine addiction. I am happy to have him on the show to explore some of the themes of psychosis, psychotic episodes and delusional mania in the psychedelic community. This is not only because I consider them essential for the ongoing psychedelic discourse but because they have been personally impactful and helpful for myself. *** Support Us On Patreon! Http://www.patreon.com/jameswjesso Leave A One-Time PayPal Donation: https://www.paypal.me/JWJesso *** Check out 'The Final Ten Episodes Of DoseNation': http://www.dosenation.com/ Head to http://www.bit.ly/ATTMind58 for all other related links and my blog entry on the theme of this episode. *** Episode Breakdown: Where these ideas came from and why, despite years of keeping them private, he has chosen to go public with them. The psychological implications of speaking out on unpopular ideas and perspectives. How do you know if you have a "fragile psyche"? Psychedelics, psychosis, psychotic episodes, and mania. The European intellectuals and the purpose of psychedelics Shamanism and delusional megalomania. Ayahuasca: a ritualistic poisoning? Similarities between ayahuasca dieta and cultural indoctrination or military brainwashing techniques. Heart Of Darkness (ayahuasca edition) Social displacement from psychedelic experiences. The challenges of living in western culture post-transpersonal awakening. Trying to change the world. Loneliness in the psychedelic community. *** Follow and subscribe! Twitter: https://twitter.com/jameswjesso Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/jameswjesso Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/jameswjesso/ YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/c/AdventuresThroughTheMind?sub_confirmation=1 *** Support Us On Patreon! Http://www.patreon.com/jameswjesso Leave A One-Time PayPal Donation: https://www.paypal.me/JWJesso

Back in the summer of 2017, I was invited to go to Mexico by author and Toad (5-MeO-DMT) facilitator Dr. Gerry Sandoval. He wanted me to come with him to Oaxaca, Mexico up to eat the wild psilocybin mushrooms that grow there. It was already an amazing offer and it hit a new level when he told me both Julian Palmer and Kilindi Iyi would be there as well. For this episode, I release to you the recording of Julian, Kilindi, Gerry, and I talking about our mushroom experiences the day after the ceremony. I knew this was going to be an opportunity of a lifetime, not only for myself but for you as well! There was a unique dynamic between us that morning and I knew I wanted to catch it for you. Enjoy. Hear more about my trip and see some exclusive photos at bit.ly/ATTMind57 Episode Breakdown Introductions What is the "landslide mushroom"? The modern history of mushrooms in the Oaxaca region of Mexico. Each of our specific experiences with the landslides the night before. Exploring the differences between different strains of mushrooms. Ayahuasca vs. Mushrooms; the vast potential of psilocybin. Communicating with plants. Entities, plant spirits, or manifestations of personal mind? Reality: oneness or multiplicity? Making sense of the psychedelic experience; the role psychedelics have played in each of our journeys. The ecological instability and threat encroaching these mushrooms. The different strains we have tried and which are our favorites. Advice for dosing mushrooms at that high, entheogenic level. Did you hear about my big news and all that goes with it? Please help me in this journey by becoming my patron on Patreon http://www.patreon.com/jameswjesso

Christopher Timmermann is the cognitive neuroscientist leading a project at Imperial College London focusing on the effects of DMT in the brain and human consciousness. He is interested in the use of methods bridging the relationship between the phenomenology evoked by the psychedelic experience and changes in brain activity using diverse neuroimaging tools. We have him on the show to ask him some nerdy questions about his research on DMT, psychedelic research in general, and the relationship between neural activity and Altered Consciousness. Please Support The Show One-time PayPal Donation: https://www.paypal.me/JWJesso Become a patron on Patreon: https://www.patreon.com/jameswjesso Episode Breakdown What is DMT and why Chris is researching it. The most common and baffling reports on the DMT experience. The value of psychedelic research for understanding consciousness and the brain The research that has been done on DMT in the brain. What do we know already and what's next? The relationship between psychedelics and the 'default mode network' and its impact on our sense of self. Using light/sound frequencies and brain entrainment to produce DMT experiences. Does DMT have an inherent positive effect on the brain? Could it become a clinical medicine? All about that machine that provides a continuous DMT infusion, keeping a person under for 20mins or more. Is there DMT naturally occurring in our bodies and, if so, what is its role? The neural relationship between brain function, psychedelics, death and consciousness in general. Psychedelic therapy is coming; what impact people regularly experience DMT or psilocybin have on society? See Full Show Notes: http://bit.ly/ATTMind56

Julian Vayne is an occultist and the author of numerous books, essays, journals, and articles in both the academic and esoteric press. While his name is closely associated with chaos magic Julian is also an initiated Wiccan, member of the Kaula Nath lineage and Master Mason. We talk magical traditions, self-transformation with psychedelic, religious history, and the nuances around cultural appropriation in the neo-shamanic and nonaboriginal cultures of the modern world. We also talk about different activities or games we can play while tripping to endow a greater sense of meaning in not only our psychedelic adventures but in our daily lives as well. Full Show Notes at bit.ly/ATTMind55 Become My Patron On Patreon SUPPORT ONE-TIME (PayPal) Episode Breakdown Disambiguating "magic", "self-transformation", and "spirituality". The legitimacy of the recreational use of psychedelics. The root of, and dissociation from, ectasis in religious history. The herding of the mind. Neoshamanism and cultural appropriation. The principle of ceremony and how to make your own. Welding (chaos) magick to craft meaning in psychedelic experiences. The importance of PLAY!!! (and games to play while tripping). Differences/similarities between magick & Jungian depth psychology.