
Weaving Your Reality
Welcome to the space where you weave a new world of soul led self expression, in a world of infinite possibility.
Weaving Your Reality holds conversations that weave inner and outer technology as a vehicle for your soul’s expression in the world. We explore entrepreneurship, creativity and ritual in the digital age.
We talk about business here — but not the kind built on burnout or boxes.
We talk about creativity, visibility, and digital presence — not as strategies to squeeze into, but as sacred technologies for frequency, storytelling, and energetic leadership.
This is not just a podcast. It’s an invocation.
A whispered reminder that you are the creator — and everything you build from your center carries the codes of who you really are.
So let this be an invitation to weave boldly.
To create not from pressure, but from presence.
Not from performance, but from truth.
To design your life, your brand, and your online expression as a sacred offering.
May the frequencies you tap into here remind you of your inner technology.
May you be moved into aliveness, joy of creation and playfulness.
May miracles unfold as a natural side effect of being fully alive.
Thank you for being here.
Thank you for weaving your reality alongside me.
Latest episodes

Aug 6, 2021 • 23min
163: Cultivating Abundance: Spaciousness, Peace and Play
Since my last solo update in episode 160, things have been shifting a lot! Reporting on my learnings from being mentored by Michelle Sinnette, trusting social media as a doorway, 5D Mastermind closing ceremony, leaning back into receiving, and being the vessel I’m meant to be when creating content and beyond. We’ll cover: Trusting your path without having to understand it Seeing the human experience as a playful invitation to bring ingredients from the Divine pantry into the Earthly realm Releasing the myth of unworthiness and softening into receiving Practicing energy hygiene when holding space for clients and students (Group programs, masterminds and one-on-ones) The alchemy of the process of creation over outcome What the work I do is really about How surface social media strategy is meaningless without inner work Trusting the unique message you’re meant to bring into the world The power of attention, intention and invitation Mentioned: Work with me: Digital Attunement Sessions Aligned Social Media Challenge: A 5-Day Reset Related episodes: 162: BJ Miller – Surrendering to The Flow Of Life 160: Overwhelm, Trusting the Process Of Being Funded by Source and Affiliate Business Energy Shift 156: New Podcast Name: Funded by Source 155: Share What Moves You, Not What Makes Sense 145: Michelle Sinnette – New Paradigm of Business with Legacy Cacao Founder Connect with Ksenia: Courses and Programs: Conscious Social Media Method Podcast Instagram: @fundedbysource Ksenia’s Instagram: @athomewithksenia @ksenia.brief TikTok: @athomewithksenia YouTube Channel Share Funded by Source: 1. If you enjoyed the podcast, share it with a friend or on Instagram stories and tag @fundedbysource. 2. Subscribe, rate and review the show on Apple Podcasts. 3. Join my email list to know about upcoming workshops and more. 4. Visit fundedbysource.com. 5. Subscribe, rate and review the show on Apple Podcasts.

Jul 22, 2021 • 1h 4min
162: BJ MILLER – Surrendering To The Flow Of Life, The Power Of Being Love and Receiving Love
Dr. BJ Miller is a longtime hospice and palliative medicine physician and educator. If you haven’t seen his powerful TED Talk titled “Not Whether But How” (aka “What Matters Most at the End of Life”), please watch it prior to listening to this episode. We go into territory BJ hasn’t typically talked about on podcasts. “If we love such moments ferociously, then maybe we can learn to live well — not in spite of death, but because of it. Let death be what takes us, not lack of imagination.” - BJ Miller We discuss: Discovering awe and mystery of life through nature Surrendering to the flow of life Finding wisdom in daily life that’s right in front of us Where can we source the courage to remember our unique medicine? What happens after a popular TED talk Finding peace with being a work in progress Inhabiting a made-up social world Why BJ Miller isn’t on Instagram or TikTok Is conscious social media possible? Social media as a way to be more ourselves Psychedelics as life-affirming vehicles Exploring meaning through existential crisis that can come up within the context of palliative care Making space for both meaning and meaninglessness The importance of palliative care Expanding our perception of what’s normal The power of being love and receiving love Mentioned: 125: Jasmin Jenkins: Lessons From Ayahuasca Plant Medicine and Alchemizing Grief Into Presence Zen Hospice Project Connect with BJ’s work: mettlehealth.com nytimes.com/2020/12/18/opinion/sunday/coronavirus-death.html BJ Twitter: @BJMillerMD Mettle Twitter: @Mettle_Health BJ Miller and Shoshana Berger’s Book – A Beginner's Guide to the End: Practical Advice for Living Life and Facing Death Connect with Ksenia: kseniabrief.com Ksenia's email list Instagram @ksenia.brief YouTube Ksenia Brief TikTok @ksenia.brief Subscribe, rate and review the podcast on Apple Podcasts Follow the podcast on Spotify

Jul 16, 2021 • 1h 26min
161: Business As Its Own Energetic Being, Plant Consciousness and Energy Intelligence – Rasa Founder LOPA VAN DER MERSCH
Lopa van der Mersch is many things: Serial entrepreneur. Mother of two. Sustainability advocate. TEDx speaker. Recovering cult member. Three years ago, she added a new chapter: Founder and CEO of Rasa, the adaptogenic coffee alternatives revolutionizing people’s relationship to energy. Lopa is one of my biggest inspirations in the world of conscious entrepreneurship, and a return guest on Funded by Source. If you’re called to try Rasa, use code KSENIA for 15% off. We discuss: How Indian martial art Kalaripayattu, also known as Kalari, changed Lopa’s life The power of anchor habits What’s been going on at Rasa since our first conversation on the podcast How to practice presence Remembering to remember Growing a self-funded business from a garage to 20 employees Moving towards a 9-figure culture-changing consumer package goods business Switching to a new paradigm of business: community-owned business Interacting with a business as its own energetic being Energy intelligence powered by adaptogens A peek into product development at Rasa Which Rasa can help you access your creative energy Being a conduit for people to be impacted by plant consciousness Transparency as an energy cultivating practice Lessons from 2 months off social media Social media energy hygiene practices Mentioned: Rasa - use code KSENIA for 15% off @nikhilvaragiri Listen next: 46: Lopa van der Mersch – Business As A Tool For Spiritual Growth 145: Michelle Sinnette – New Paradigm of Business with Legacy Cacao Founder 70: Co-Founder Of Addictive Wellness Sage Dammers – Adaptogens, Raw Cacao and Conscious Business Episode sponsor: This episode is brought to you by one of my absolute go-to marketing tools, Tailwind. Pinterest scheduling with Tailwind helps you grow your business with more traffic, so you can spend time doing what you love. You can create your pins right from your Tailwind dashboard – Tailwind Create is a brand new tool from Tailwind that allows you to create beautiful Pins faster than ever before. I personally love and use it, and couldn’t recommend it enough! If you haven’t tried Tailwind yet, go to tailwindapp.com/fundedbysource to get $30 off of a paid plan! About Lopa van der Mersch: Lopa van der Mersch is many things: Serial entrepreneur. Mother of two. Sustainability advocate. TEDx speaker. Recovering cult member. Three years ago, she added a new chapter: Founder and CEO of Rasa, the adaptogenic coffee alternatives revolutionizing people’s relationship to energy. 2015 was what Lopa now calls “her own personal 2020” — she left a cult, had emergency surgery while pregnant, lost a family member, and had a traumatic birth. Beaten down and exhausted, she needed a source of energy that could sustain her without burnout, crashes, or jitters. What she needed didn’t exist, so she worked with a clinical herbalist and Rasa was born: adaptogen-rich blends that nourish & energize while providing enough rich, roasty flavor to convert even the most devoted coffee fanatic. What started with a mom elbow-deep in herbs in her kitchen is now a movement, with triple-digit YoY growth and over 100K customers worldwide. Connect with Lopa: @lopalovesyou Connect with Ksenia: kseniabrief.com Instagram @athomewithksenia YouTube Ksenia Brief TikTok @ksenia.brief Subscribe, rate and review the podcast on Apple Podcasts Follow the podcast on Spotify

Jul 9, 2021 • 30min
160: Overwhelm, Trusting the Process Of Being Funded by Source and Affiliate Business Energy Shift – KSENIA
In this solo episode, I share what’s been happening behind the scenes since the podcast name change – it’s been quite an energetic uplevel, bringing up lots of old stories ready to be released. I share about current projects I’m working on, lessons I’m learning from being mentored by Michelle Sinnette, making sure my invitations are “clean” before I put them out into the world, and trusting the unknown. Related episodes: 101 Aaron Rose: Intentional Frequency Exchange Online 118 Sophie Chiche: Manage Your Energy, Not Your Time 145 Michelle Sinnette: New Paradigm of Business with Legacy Cacao Founder 157 Monica Carota: Intuitive Mentorship, Meeting Your Guides and Converting Dollars To Blessings Episodes that mention plant medicine Mentioned: Skillshare Breakfastcriminals.com Heart Bowl Charles Eisenstein on Psychedelic Leadership podcast Charles Eisenstein on Aubrey Marcus Podcast Books: Marianne Williamson - A Return to Love: Reflections on the Principles of "A Course in Miracles" Charles Eisenstein – Sacred Economics: Money, Gift, and Society in the Age of Transition Charles Eisenstein – The More Beautiful World Our Hearts Know Is Possible (Sacred Activism) Episode sponsor: This episode is brought to you by one of my absolute go-to marketing tools, Tailwind. Pinterest scheduling with Tailwind helps you grow your business with more traffic, so you can spend time doing what you love. You can create your pins right from your Tailwind dashboard – Tailwind Create is a brand new tool from Tailwind that allows you to create beautiful Pins faster than ever before. I personally love and use it, and couldn’t recommend it enough! If you haven’t tried Tailwind yet, go to tailwindapp.com/fundedbysource to get $30 off of a paid plan! Connect with Ksenia: Courses and Programs: Conscious Social Media Method Podcast Instagram: @fundedbysource Ksenia’s Instagram: @athomewithksenia @ksenia.brief TikTok: @athomewithksenia YouTube Channel Share Funded by Source: 1. If you enjoyed the podcast, share it with a friend or on Instagram stories and tag @fundedbysource. 2. Subscribe, rate and review the show on Apple Podcasts. 3. Join my email list to know about upcoming workshops and more. 4. Visit fundedbysource.com. 5. Subscribe, rate and review the show on Apple Podcasts.

Jul 1, 2021 • 1h 14min
159: Indigenous Wisdom Meets Social Media and Online Business – “Spirit of Technology” JESSICA SCHEER
Jessica Scheer is an Earth Guardian, traveler and a business strategist supporting indigenous communities and life economy businesses. In this beautiful conversation, we discuss: Building an online business with Manari, leader of the Sápara Nation in the Ecuadorian Amazon How the prophecy of the Eagle and the Condor influenced the work Jessica does today Trusting the unknown when you’re not sure about the next steps in your business Social media as a way to communicate wisdom How Manari knew now is the time to start sharing his wisdom on Instagram How working with Manari has inspired Jess to own her gift Seeing a business as a spirit that we get to bring into this world Technology as a catalyst for positive change Listening to the wisdom of the Earth and Spirit through the dream world Jessica’s experience staying with the Sápara Nation in Ecuador What is life economy business? Why no strategy is Manari’s social media strategy Infusing blessings into your content Jessica’s lessons from launching an online course with Manari What do recurring dreams mean? How do you interpret dreams? How cutting off social media impacted Jessica’s dreams How your life becomes more interesting when you develop a relationship with your dreams Rituals for remembering your dreams learned from Manari The role that eco-tourism plays in the Sápara Nation community Jessica’s experience working with plant medicine spirits Who the Dream World program is for How participating in Manari’s online offerings directly impacts his community Mentioned: Dream World Program - use code KSENIA10 for 10% off John Perkins – Life economy business Episode sponsor: This episode is brought to you by one of my absolute go-to marketing tools, Tailwind. Pinterest scheduling with Tailwind helps you grow your business with more traffic, so you can spend time doing what you love. You can create your pins right from your Tailwind dashboard – Tailwind Create is a brand new tool from Tailwind that allows you to create beautiful Pins faster than ever before. I personally love and use it, and couldn’t recommend it enough!If you haven’t tried Tailwind yet, go to tailwindapp.com/fundedbysource to get $30 off of a paid plan! Related episodes: 14 Florencia Fridman: Cacao Ceremony and Maya Cosmo-Vision, Align Making Money With Your Divine Purpose 98 Mark Elmy: Mayan Astrology as a Key To Decoding The Matrix 104 Carolina Arevalo: Stay True To The Essence You Want To Share with The World 110 Aaron Rose: Intentional Frequency Exchange Online & Shadow Work On Instagram Connect with Jessica Scheer: @sayyeswithjess http://www.sayyeswithjess.com Connect with Manari: @manariushigua https://www.manariushigua.com Naku (to visit The community) @naku.com.ec https://www.naku.com.ec Connect with Ksenia: kseniabrief.com Instagram @athomewithksenia YouTube Ksenia Brief TikTok @ksenia.brief Subscribe, rate and review the podcast on Apple Podcasts Follow the podcast on Spotify

Jun 25, 2021 • 1h 1min
158: MOSE – Co-creating with The Spirit of Plants, Cacao Dance and Being A Channel for Healing Through Music
Mose’s music is on all of my cacao ceremony playlists. It is thanks to him that I discovered Ayla Schafer, Danit, Suyana and other healers through song. His creations truly carry a vibration beyond words, and I’m grateful that we get to meet the heart behind the music that’s been a huge part of my life. In this moving conversation, we cover: Co-creating with the spirit of plants Founding weekly cacao dance (cacao ceremony with ecstatic dance) at Eagles Nest on Lake Atitlan in Guatemala Cacao as a grounding plant medicine Where to buy ceremonial cacao The role that cacao has played in Mose’s music and creative self-expression How Mose found his home in Guatemala Building bridges between cultures through ceremony The power of intention The difference between edit and remix How Mose’s edit of Danit’s Naturaleza led to the explosion of his audience How Mose chooses who to collaborate with and what ceremonial songs to edit What is medicine music? Being a channel for what wants to come through Who is Mose the artist, really? The story of creating Shante Ishta song with Suyana Being funded by Source by sharing his music on YouTube and Spotify Why going on annual solo retreats is instrumental to his work The energetics behind a creative process Resources: Cacao dance on YouTube Ceremonial cacao mentioned by Mose Ksenia’s favorite ceremonial cacao Keith’s Cacao Danit – Naturaleza (Mose edit) Mose & Suyana – Shante Ishta Arrival movie @samgarrettmusic Moon Course Ilumina retreat in Costa Rica with Mose and Sam Garrett Related episodes: 14 Florencia Fridman: Cacao Ceremony and Maya Cosmo-Vision, Align Making Money With Your Divine Purpose 98 Mark Elmy: Mayan Astrology as a Key To Decoding The Matrix 127 Keith Wilson: Ceremonial Cacao for Creativity & Business 152 Ceremonial Singer-Songwriter Ayla Schafer: Music as a Spiritual Force Episode sponsor: This episode is brought to you by one of my absolute go-to marketing tools, Tailwind. Pinterest scheduling with Tailwind helps you grow your business with more traffic, so you can spend time doing what you love. You can create your pins right from your Tailwind dashboard – Tailwind Create is a brand new tool from Tailwind that allows you to create beautiful Pins faster than ever before. I personally love and use it, and couldn’t recommend it enough!If you haven’t tried Tailwind yet, go to tailwindapp.com/fundedbysource to get $30 off of a paid plan! About Mose: Mose is based in Guatemala on the beautiful volcanic crater lake of Atitlán where cacao ceremonies, kirtan, and ecstatic dance have had a major influence on his productions and DJ style. It is here that he founded weekly cacao dances where members of the community have the opportunity to journey deep into dance in a container of deep intention, free of alcohol. Having been nomadic since 2011, he has developed a sound all his own through interaction with cultures from around the globe. When he is not touring the world or playing these special events in Guatemala, he spends his time going into extended periods of retreat and silence, only to emerge with a deeper, truer and more refined sound. Beyond the multicultural rhythms and the steady hypnotic beat, Mose weaves ephemeral chanting of sacred songs and calls to love, kindness and compassion, often bringing in live musicians to create something beautiful and timeless. There is a universal element to his organic sound that appeals to a wide range of audiences, from the relaxed chill out space to the dance floor. Connect with Mose: http://www.mosemusic.com Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/artist/29osCpAsrEiHxE8t6khiJr Youtube: https://www.youtube.com/c/mosemusica Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/mosemusica/ Patreon: https://www.patreon.com/mosemusica Soundcloud: http://soundcloud.com/mosemusica Bandcamp: http://mosemusica.bandcamp.com Facebook: http://facebook.com/mosemusica Apple Music: https://itunes.apple.com/gb/artist/mose/1370135742 Tidal: https://listen.tidal.com/artist/24351147 Newsletter: https://mailchi.mp/bc48522b285c/mose-newsletter Connect with Ksenia: kseniabrief.com Ksenia's email list Instagram @ksenia.brief YouTube Ksenia Brief TikTok @ksenia.brief Subscribe, rate and review the podcast on Apple Podcasts Follow the podcast on Spotify

Jun 14, 2021 • 2min
Funded by Source Trailer
Funded by Source is here to remind you what you already know deep within as well as awaken you to a new realm of possibility. We explore the topics of entrepreneurship, creativity, ritual and expanded consciousness in the digital age. We are weaving a new story of abundance - one that’s beyond logic, spreadsheets and hashtags. I am your host Ksenia Avdulova and my intention is to activate ripples of courage for you to share your own voice and medicine with the world, trusting that when you follow the whispers, you’re fully funded by Source. In a world of outsourcing, we’ll explore the things that you can only in-Source, revealing the unique path that you came here to walk, creating your own definition of success. I’m here to hold space of curiosity, play, courageous communication and unwavering trust as we dive between the physical, the digital and the unseen realms. Synchronicity brought you here because you're ready, and deep inside your soul knows why. I invite you to listen to the whispers. Releasing enoughness, receiving aliveness. With every breath, every thought and every word, creating a new world. A world where you feel free to share your unique medicine. A world where we tell a new story of creating, connecting and giving. A world where you are fully FUNDED BY SOURCE. Thank you Monica Carota for courageously introducing me to the concept of being Funded by Source, and Michelle Sinnette for being my guide in applying it to my own life. Find all the episodes, show notes and current offerings on fundedbysource.com. Connect with Ksenia: Fundedbysource.com Courses and programs Instagram: @fundedbysource YouTube channel TikTok: @athomewithksenia

Jun 14, 2021 • 11min
156: NEW PODCAST NAME – Funded by Source
Beyond the new podcast name, Funded by Source is a whole new possibility and an energetic container I’m excited to play with. While Woke & Wired felt like something I created, Funded by Source feels like its own being outside of the realm of what I can perceive with logic. In this episode, I share what I’ve learned from airing 150+ episodes, and how my understanding of expanded consciousness and entrepreneurship has been expanded ;) I also share some of the biggest inspirations behind Funded by Source, including Monica Carota, who changed my life by courageously introducing me to the concept, our teacher Michelle Sinnette, who’s been my guide in applying it to my own life and business, and Boyd Varty. See all show notes, episodes and more on fundedbysource.com Connect with Ksenia: Fundedbysource.com Courses and programs Instagram: @fundedbysource YouTube channel TikTok: @athomewithksenia

Jun 10, 2021 • 7min
155: Share What Moves You, Not What Makes Sense (A Big Announcement!) – KSENIA
In this solo episode, I share the story of sharing my voice. My intention is that it reminds you to listen to your own whispers – the inner knowing that’s already there, leading you where you’re meant to be. I also announce something big about the podcast! Amplify Funded by Source: 1. If you enjoyed the podcast, share it with a friend or on Instagram stories and tag @fundedbysource. 2. Subscribe, rate and review the show on Apple Podcasts. 3. Join my email list to know about upcoming workshops and more. 4. Visit fundedbysource.com. Connect with Ksenia: Courses and Programs: Conscious Social Media Method Podcast Instagram: @fundedbysource Ksenia’s Instagram: @athomewithksenia @ksenia.brief Ksenia’s TikTok: @athomewithksenia Ksenia’s YouTube Channel

Jun 3, 2021 • 59min
154: Trusting Your Unique Path, Energy Management and Scaling a Coaching Business – LAUREN BONGIORNO
Lauren Bongiorno, CEO of Lauren Bongiorno Coaching, is challenging the current healthcare system and the world of diabetes management through her company's innovative health coaching programs, educational resources, and her book, The Diabetic Health Journal. See all show notes here. We discuss: Lauren’s Type 1 Diabetes (T1D) story What led Lauren beyond labs and into coaching and personal development How yoga shifted her path Lauren’s pivot from being a yoga influencer to starting a health coaching business Being yourself over copying someone else on social media Feeling at home in social media in your business Trusting divine timing Behind the scenes structure of Lauren’s Diabetic Health Coaching business How Lauren and I met thanks to mindbodygreen Being on a mission to disrupt healthcare systems that don’t work Holding the vision for who you need to be How to choose a coach How to let go of limiting beliefs by questioning your mind Morning practices to help manage your energy Lauren’s first hire and top lessons from building a team Lauren’t take on product suite and the core product in her Diabetic Health Coaching business Lessons from building funnels that convert Why Lauren and her fiance moved from New York City to nature The importance of making space in your life for what’s next (before you know what it is) Mentioned: 55 Amy Jo Martin: Your Value Is Not In Your Social Media Numbers 114 Nikki Brafman: Human Design and Social Media Human Design x Conscious Social Media Method Workshop Peter Attia’s interview with MAPS founder Rick Doblin Episode sponsor: This episode is brought to you by one of my go-to marketing tools, Tailwind. Pinterest scheduling with Tailwind helps you grow your business with more traffic, so you can spend time doing what you love. You can create your pins right from your Tailwind dashboard – Tailwind Create is a brand new tool from Tailwind that allows you to create beautiful Pins faster than ever before. I personally love and use it, and couldn’t recommend it enough!If you haven’t tried Tailwind yet, go to tailwindapp.com/wokeandwired to get $30 off of a paid plan! Connect with Lauren: Laurenbongiorno.com Instagram: @lauren_bongiorno Amplify Funded by Source: 1. If you enjoyed the podcast, share it with a friend or on Instagram stories and tag @fundedbysource. 2. Subscribe, rate and review the show on Apple Podcasts. 3. Join my email list to know about upcoming workshops and more. 4. Visit fundedbysource.com. Connect with Ksenia: Courses and Programs: Conscious Social Media Method Podcast Instagram: @fundedbysource Ksenia’s Instagram: @athomewithksenia @ksenia.brief Ksenia’s TikTok: @athomewithksenia Ksenia’s YouTube Channel