

Weaving Your Reality
Ksenia Avdulova
Welcome to the space where you weave a new world of soul led self expression, in a world of infinite possibility.
Weaving Your Reality holds conversations that weave inner and outer technology as a vehicle for your soul’s expression in the world. We explore entrepreneurship, creativity and ritual in the digital age.
We talk about business here — but not the kind built on burnout or boxes.
We talk about creativity, visibility, and digital presence — not as strategies to squeeze into, but as sacred technologies for frequency, storytelling, and energetic leadership.
This is not just a podcast. It’s an invocation.
A whispered reminder that you are the creator — and everything you build from your center carries the codes of who you really are.
So let this be an invitation to weave boldly.
To create not from pressure, but from presence.
Not from performance, but from truth.
To design your life, your brand, and your online expression as a sacred offering.
May the frequencies you tap into here remind you of your inner technology.
May you be moved into aliveness, joy of creation and playfulness.
May miracles unfold as a natural side effect of being fully alive.
Thank you for being here.
Thank you for weaving your reality alongside me.
Weaving Your Reality holds conversations that weave inner and outer technology as a vehicle for your soul’s expression in the world. We explore entrepreneurship, creativity and ritual in the digital age.
We talk about business here — but not the kind built on burnout or boxes.
We talk about creativity, visibility, and digital presence — not as strategies to squeeze into, but as sacred technologies for frequency, storytelling, and energetic leadership.
This is not just a podcast. It’s an invocation.
A whispered reminder that you are the creator — and everything you build from your center carries the codes of who you really are.
So let this be an invitation to weave boldly.
To create not from pressure, but from presence.
Not from performance, but from truth.
To design your life, your brand, and your online expression as a sacred offering.
May the frequencies you tap into here remind you of your inner technology.
May you be moved into aliveness, joy of creation and playfulness.
May miracles unfold as a natural side effect of being fully alive.
Thank you for being here.
Thank you for weaving your reality alongside me.
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Jan 25, 2023 • 1h 43min
234. Ancestral Healing, Living In Your Truth, and Remembering That We Are Already Free – NATHAN MAINGARD
I really enjoyed this conversation with Nathan Maingard – podcast host, transformational guide and wordsmith. This is the first interview under the updated podcast cover art, and that’s intentional: the depths to which we journey in this episode takes the sacred space that is this podcast to a new level! We discuss: How a conscious social media Google search brought together Nathan and me What is was like growing up barefoot and naked in a small village in South Africa Choosing to be the healer in your lineage Overcoming the lineage of violence “Trauma travels through the lineage until someone is brave enough to feel it” Nathan’s school experiences and being bullied as a hyper sensitive child Trusting that your parents did the best they could The beauty that came out of Nathan’s parents’ divorce Nathan’s experience with family constellation therapy Overcoming addiction to hard drugs Some of the healing modalities and plant medicines Nathan has worked with, and the lessons they brought (kambo and psilocybin) Nathan’s spoken word piece that went viral How Nathan is answering the call to pivot from music career How Nathan is practicing being in balance of feminine and masculine energies About Nathan Maingard: Born at home to a writer and a craftsman in a tiny cottage on the tip of Africa, Nathan Maingard was raised barefoot and naked. As a highly sensitive person formed by the sounds of wild ocean and musical poets, he was nearly crushed by the limiting boxes society pushed him into. Through his inner healing journey of finding his 'enoughness', he has grown into an empowering wordsmith, healing facilitator, and transformational guide. His gift is to support down-to-earth seekers and free people as they feel, heal, and grow. Related episodes: 233 Weaving A New Reality (Podcast Update) 232 Miracles Abound: Recap Of My Healing Journey To Turkey 216 Cultivating a Sacred Connection to Source, Your Soul & Social Media Audience – ALYSON CHARLES INTERVIEWS KSENIA on Ceremony Circle Podcast 201 Lion Tracker Boyd Varty: Following The Track Of Your Life and Creative Process In The Digital Age 170 TikTok’s Grooviest Couple Is Bringing Healing to The World – GROOVE WITH GAIA aka CAM AND ELI on Movement, Mindfulness & Plant Medicine 123 Rebecca Naylor: Kambo, The Consciousness Expanding Frog Medicine Mentioned: Jeremy Loops music Immaculée Ilibagiza Rasa adaptogenic coffee alternative Connect with Nathan Maingard: Instagram: @nathanmaingard https://nathanmaingard.com Connect with Ksenia: kseniabrief.com Ksenia's email list Instagram @ksenia.brief YouTube Ksenia Brief TikTok @ksenia.brief Subscribe, rate and review the podcast on Apple Podcasts Follow the podcast on Spotify

Jan 24, 2023 • 20min
233. Weaving A New Reality
I’ve been in a deep process of surrendering and incubating an upgraded podcast name and cover, and I’m so excited to share this update with you. In this solo episode, I share: Alchemization of WEB8 podcast name How someone calling me out led to a big expansion New podcast cover! Some of the symbols within the WEB8 podcast cover art The most important “to do” list I’ve ever had: “surrender to God” Not saving things up “for later” – unclogging my creative field Related episodes: 213 Introducing WEB8: New Podcast Name, New Era 186 Join Me For 11 Days Of Sharing On Social Media | Hyping You Up To Share Your Medicine with The World 118 Sophie Chiche: Manage Your Energy, Not Your Time Mentioned: Shaq and kitty cat – viral TikTok Animal Power Book by Alyson Charles Connect with Ksenia: kseniabrief.com Ksenia's email list Instagram @ksenia.brief YouTube Ksenia Brief TikTok @ksenia.brief Subscribe, rate and review the podcast on Apple Podcasts Follow the podcast on Spotify

Jan 13, 2023 • 45min
232. Miracles Abound | Recap Of My Healing Journey To Turkey
When you have a feeling that there’s an adventure, a journey you’re meant to take, but you don’t know where to start… get patient and listen. The guidance always drops in. In this episode, I share the boundless miracles that have unfolded for me and my family in the last couple of weeks as we journeyed through Turkey. We cover: - Getting quiet and listening listening to the land - My experience being guided to go to Turkey and following through on it - Planting seeds for a healthy pregnancy - Releasing the story that ancestral healing needs to be hard - My experience with prescription ketamine medicine - Supporting each other on our own individual journeys as one of the pillars of my relationship with Eric - The miracles that unfold when we say YES before we know the HOW - My favorite way to use my intuition when shopping - A magical 600-year-old garden I got to visit in Istanbul - Creating family memories - Disconnecting from external drama and re-plugging into the peace within - How this year already feels very different like anything I’ve experienced in the past Related episodes: 231 Manoj Dias: You Already Are Everything You Seek To Be | Meditation As A Catalyst For Healing 181 Intentional Journaling Prompts To Create A Vision For The New Year and Reflect on This Year 180 Rebecca Naylor: The Universe As A Treasure Map, Learning To Trust The Mystery and Water As A Consciousness Carrier 123 Rebecca Naylor: Kambo, The Consciousness Expanding Frog Medicine Mentioned: Open meditation, breathwork and movement app Connect with Ksenia: kseniabrief.com Ksenia's email list Instagram @ksenia.brief YouTube Ksenia Brief TikTok @ksenia.brief Subscribe, rate and review the podcast on Apple Podcasts Follow the podcast on Spotify

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Jan 6, 2023 • 1h 5min
231. MANOJ DIAS – You Already Are Everything You Seek To Be | Meditation As A Catalyst For Healing and Remembering
Manoj Dias, co-founder of Open, a modern meditation organization, talks about his journey from corporate marketing to being a meditation teacher. He discusses the transformational power of meditation, his cultural background in the Buddhist tradition, and the expansion of Open from a drop-in studio to a global app. Manoj also shares insights on finding balance between the mind and body, trusting your body's wisdom, and his decision to become a tech entrepreneur.

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Dec 24, 2022 • 1h 10min
230. Rethinking Content Creator Business and Creating Your Own Algorithm – TOM BOYD Interviews KSENIA BRIEF
In this episode I'm interviewed by Tom Boyd for his show Creators Are Brands. It's packed with gems! Description from Creators are Brands: In a world where everyone is telling us to speed up, we talk about intentionally slowing down to create more of what you love, how to create your own algorithm, we talk about her integrated holistic way of working with sponsors (that i encourage you to borrow), why she stopped selling courses even though they were bringing in crazy money, how to re-frame feelings of jealousy or comparison of other creators, why she’s quitting being an influencer, and stay to the very end and she shares a strategy for connecting with your audience through every digital thing you make. We discuss: Rethinking content creator business Building a sustainable brand on social media Finding meaning and longevity in digital self-expression Relationships over transactions Social media as a stepping stone on the way of remembering who you are The metrics that actually matter Trusting the content you’re “meant to” share over logical strategy How to reframe comparison on social media Allowing social media to be a mirror of places you are meant to grow Redefining success Seeing triggers as opportunities for growth Do you need to create a separate instagram account for your podcast? Clearing out your creative shelf Give yourself the grace to move through what you’re moving through Ways to connect to the joy of creation How Ksenia is currently approaching podcast and social media brand sponsorships Related episodes: 225 Retiring From Being An Influencer: Identity Alchemy, Soul Journey As A Public Figure and Releasing Addiction To Hustle 193 Tom Boyd of @bonusfootage: All Things Content Creation, Short Form Video and TikTok Growth 186 Join Me For 11 Days Of Sharing On Social Media | Hyping You Up To Share Your Medicine with The World Resources: Meditation and breathwork challenge on Open Social Media Challenge: 11 days of sharing Hashtag Mindful class on Skillshare Connect with Tom Boyd: www.tomboyd.co Creators are Brands podcast Instagram: @bonusfootage TikTok: @bonusfootage Twitter: @BOYDERyo Connect with Ksenia: kseniabrief.com Ksenia's email list Instagram @ksenia.brief YouTube Ksenia Brief TikTok @ksenia.brief Subscribe, rate and review the podcast on Apple Podcasts Follow the podcast on Spotify

Dec 16, 2022 • 1h 22min
229. FLORENCIA FRIDMAN – Choosing To Be Where You Are, Working With Ceremonial Cacao, Stepping Into Your Voice and Power, and Spirit-Led Business and Social Media
In this episode recorded over a cup of ceremonial cacao, I catch up with Florencia Fridman, my “cacao mama”. Her beautiful cacao ceremony offerings served as a doorway for me to connect to the spirit of cacao, and since then I’ve had the joy of doing a cacao ceremony training with Flo, as well as traveling to Guatemala with the cacao brand she runs with her brother, Cacao Laboratory. We discuss: How Florencia got into ceremonial cacao Florencia’s experience going to a mystery school in Guatemala Answering the call to work with ceremonial cacao Understanding the medicine of cacao through Maya Cosmovision Cacao as a sacred food that helps us connect deeper with our relationship with Spirit The one time that an Amazonian Indigenous elder asked Florencia for a cup of ceremonial cacao The relationship between the spirits of plants and the dream world Flo’s earliest memories of connecting with the Spirit realm The first time Florencia met her spirit guides Ksenia shares how she overcame the fear of the unseen beings Florencia’s experience moving from Argentina to USA as a kid Going off your path to come back stronger than ever How a marriage led Florencia to exploring shadow work Finding your own way outside of a romantic partnership How ending a marriage propelled Florencia to commit to her spiritual path Experiencing the energetic blueprint of freedom Facing self-sabotage and shame and exploring internal conflict Owning and honoring your ancestry and DNA How Florencia’s relationship with cacao has evolved The magic of drinking cacao with local plants Plants that work synergistically with cacao – like blue lotus and mugwort Florencia’s rituals with cacao Spirit-led relationship with business Balance between humility and owning your worth Rituals to nourish a brand Welcoming it all and generously allowing emotions to move through your experience Choosing to live a fully expressed human experience Lessons from plants and two months in Ecuador that Florencia is integrating Activating your voice and trusting your path Social media through the lens of Spirit Activating the new dream Florencia’s community platform Florecer and the vision for it Episode sponsors: Op e n Open is a meditation and breathwork app I’ve been loving. I’ve been wanting to re-commit to a daily meditation practice and this January, I will be doing a daily meditation + breathwork challenge with Open! Learn more and join me here: https://go.o-p-e-n.com/KSENIABRIEFCHALLENGE. With my link, you will get free access to breathwork, meditation and movement practices for the month of January, and a chance to win an Open in-person retreat in 2023 (valued at $2k-$5k). Zencastr Have you ever bought anything after hearing an ad on a podcast? I know I have. Whether you want to diversify your ad spend, add a new marketing stream, or test out podcast ads, Zencastr – a longtime partner of this show – now has its own Creator Network that makes it easy for brands to connect with podcasters with aligned content and audiences. Interested in sponsoring podcast ads for your business and maybe even this show? Go to zen.ai/WEB8 and fill out the contact form so that Zencastr can help you bring your business story to life. Resources: Cacao Lab Ceremonial Cacao - use code BREAKFASTCRIMINALS for 15% off What is cacao ceremony? The More Beautiful World Our Hearts Know Is Possible (Sacred Activism) by Charles Eisenstein Caro Arevalo Chiricaspi plant Anima Mundi Blue Lotus Flower to add to your ceremonial cacao Eat, Pray, Love by Elizabeth Gilbert Naku healing center in Ecuador Related episodes: 14 Florencia Fridman: Cacao Ceremony and Maya Cosmo-Vision, Align Making Money With Your Divine Purpose 223 How Jessica Scheer Helped An Indigenous Spiritual Leader Grow A 550K Community On TikTok: Bridging Ancient Wisdom and Technology 169 Anima Mundi Founder Adriana Ayales: Meeting the Sacred in Plants, Business and Money 145 Michelle Sinnette: New Paradigm of Business with Legacy Cacao Founder 104: Caro Arevalo – Stay True To The Essence You Want To Share with The World 98 Mark Elmy: Mayan Astrology as a Key To Decoding The Matrix Connect with Florencia Fridman: @florencia.fridman Florecer, flourishingoneness.com Cacao: Food of the Gods Documentary Connect with Ksenia: kseniabrief.com Instagram @ksenia.brief YouTube Ksenia Brief TikTok @ksenia.brief Subscribe, rate and review the podcast on Apple Podcasts Follow the podcast on Spotify

Dec 3, 2022 • 1h 51min
228. The Gathering Of Healer Warriors, Trusting That You Know Which Way To Go, Botanical Wifi, and Rituals Around Social Media – Flower Alchemist KATIE HESS
Katie Hess is a flower alchemist, TEDx speaker, author of Flowerevolution and founder of LOTUSWEI, one of the world’s leading floral apothecaries. Katie Hess is one of my favorite people in the world, and I use LOTUSWEI products daily – they have been an incredible ally on my journey of stepping into my truth and into my voice. We discuss: Gathering of healer warriors Developing a new model of medicine “Healer heal thyself” as the number one core value Ksenia shares her experience with LOTUSWEI flower elixirs Creating the energetic space for business expansion Internal resilience that comes from struggle How flower elixirs work: Botanical wifi How live blood analysis is showing cutting edge new research around the impact of flowers on health Uprooting self-violence and tuning into the frequency of self-love with Divine Within LOTUSWEI series Ksenia’s game-changing mindset shift while adjusting to life with a new puppy Dogs as profound mirrors and teachers Ksenia’s experience discovering biological dentistry and deciding to do a root canal removal surgery Katie’s experience discovering cobalt trace mineral Flowers that can help you connect to your inner knowing How Katie connects to plants and flowers and alchemizes LOTUSWEI products Flower essences that can help you tap into particular Earth energy grids to resource information Building the muscle of self-trust Unhooking from being right into the spacious realm of the unknown Living in the question Making love with the plant world through air The miracles that can happen when you start working with flowers The journey to choosing your self The lessons Katie and Ksenia are currently moving through Our bodies as a temporary home Softening the “I got it” mentality and stepping into receiving Flowers for hopelessness and grief Finding a home wherever you are The gift of receiving Connecting to intuitive electrical communication Being in the question The dance between business and spirit What to do when you feel torn about being on social media Ksenia shares her rituals around social media The power of saying no and the courage to opt out Katie does a live mini flower reading for Ksenia Episode sponsor: Zencastr Have you ever bought anything after hearing an ad on a podcast? I know I have. Whether you want to diversify your ad spend, add a new marketing stream, or test out podcast ads, Zencastr – a longtime partner of this show – now has its own Creator Network that makes it easy for brands to connect with podcasters with aligned content and audiences. Interested in sponsoring podcast ads for your business and maybe even this show? Go to zen.ai/WEB8 and fill out the contact form so that Zencastr can help you bring your business story to life. Resources: LOTUSWEI.com use code KSENIA15 for 15% off through 2022 Divine Within Sacred Heart Sacred Awareness Radance Orchid Radiant Energy Mist Pear Blossom Pieris Elixir Indian Paintbrush Elixir Fringed Orchid Elixir Related episodes: 223 How Jessica Scheer Helped An Indigenous Spiritual Leader Grow A 550K Community On TikTok: Bridging Ancient Wisdom and Technology 222 Embodying Main Character Energy (Dropping The “Nice Person” Role) 220 Anna Gannon: How To Start Developing Intuitive Abilities and Share The Frequency of LOVE On Social Media 12 How To Build A Successful Conscious Business Infused with Ancient Wisdom with Katie Hess of LOTUSWEI Connect with Katie Hess: LOTUSWEI.com @lotuswei @iamkatiehess Connect with Ksenia: kseniabrief.com Instagram @ksenia.brief YouTube Ksenia Brief TikTok @ksenia.brief Subscribe, rate and review the podcast on Apple Podcasts Follow the podcast on Spotify About Katie Hess: Katie Hess is an expert of flower alchemy - using the healing power of flowers to awaken our true potential. She is the author of Flowerevolution and founder of LOTUSWEI, a leading flower elixir apothecary. She travels in search of rare flowers with the healing qualities most needed by today’s world, from the forests of British Columbia, to sacred sites in India, rainforests in Costa Rica, hot springs in Iceland and the jungles of Taiwan. Katie captures the lifeforce and activating potential of flowers and translates it into an accessible method to bring more happiness into our daily lives. One of the most sustainable forms of natural medicine, flower remedies are known for their short-term benefits like clarity, focus and sleep, with long-term benefits of rapid personal growth. Having gathered empirical research from thousands of private clients, Katie created a flower essence library with elixirs now used by people in more than 50 countries. She teaches mindful-awareness practices at Flowerlounge events around the world, and hosts the Flowerlounge Podcast, featuring experts in unconventional paths to self-awareness, with listeners in more than 75 countries. She’s founder of the Self-Arising Nature Center in Phoenix, Arizona, a center for flower essence education, experiences and practitioner training. Whether it’s hosting retreats, leading meditations, or her travels to find the planet’s most powerful flowers, the essence of Katie’s work is to awaken people to their own inner wisdom. Find out what your favorite flower means about you at www.lotuswei.com.

Nov 24, 2022 • 17min
227. Coming Home To Self
The most important home to visit during the Holiday season is the one within. In this solo frequency transmission, I share the waves I’ve been surfing around coming home to self, cultivating unshakeable peace, and BEing an invitation into love everywhere I go. Some of the topics we traverse: How to be when triggers come up around family Invitation to shed anything you’re not meant to bring into the coming year Shining the light within the shadow Cultivating peace within Being a powerful weaver of your reality “How anyone around you acts is not a measure of how far you’ve come”. Related episodes: 222 Embodying Main Character Energy (Dropping The “Nice Person” Role) 197 Reggie Riverbear: Coming Home To Yourself Through Voice, Finding Your Community and Trusting Spirit As A Business Strategy 173 Part Two: I'm remembering who I am Connect with Ksenia: kseniabrief.com Instagram @ksenia.brief YouTube Ksenia Brief TikTok @ksenia.brief Subscribe, rate and review the podcast on Apple Podcasts Follow the podcast on Spotify

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Nov 19, 2022 • 57min
226. Podcasting Tips | 11 Lessons I’ve Learned From 500K Downloads, 230 reviews, 225 episodes, 4 Years and $150K+
In this episode, I share the top lessons I’ve learned so far from starting, growing and monetizing a podcast. We cover: Why I started a podcast and my intention behind continuing it Why podcasting is my favorite form of content creation after experiences creating courses, blogging, sharing on Instagram, TikTok, and YouTube The energetics of a successful podcast! The ways the podcast has helped me grow personally and professionally How switching my attention from the technical aspects of sharing my voice to the energetic aspects changed everything How the podcast has remained the of my content universe as I’ve gone through multiple iterations of how I show up online How solo episodes have unexpectedly become a huge part of the podcast My creative process for recording solo episodes How I make promo materials and graphics for podcast episodes Some of the tools I’ve used to grow the podcast How I find and book podcast guests Top ways I’ve monetized the show The easiest way to start monetizing your podcast no matter where you’re at in your podcasting journey Episode sponsor: Zencastr, my #1 podcasting tool since day one of this podcast. Zencastr provides crystal clear sound and gorgeous HD video. Use my special link https://zencastr.com/pricing?coupon=KSENIA&fpr=lek58 and use code KSENIA to save 30% off your first three months of Zencastr professional. Mentioned: Zencastr for podcast recording and post-production Chartable Creative Market Canva Pro Epidemic Sound My tech setup (Shure Mic with a stand and this Logitech Webcam or MacBook Pro Built-in Camera) Audacity software for when I want to record an episode on my computer (for solo episodes and in-person episodes) Auphonic (automatic post-production for times I record locally on my computer, not on Zencastr) Transformational Speaking audiobook by Gail Larsen Related episodes: 224 Let Go Of The Myth Of Getting Somewhere and Trust The Timing Of Your Quantum Path – BRITTANY EASTMAN 85 Dr. Andrew Weil – Expanded Consciousness, Breathwork & Matcha 47 Dr. Josh Axe: How Vision, Strategy & Spiritual Practice Led To 17 Million Monthly Visitors 161 Rasa Founder Lopa van der Mersch: Business As Its Own Energetic Being, Plant Consciousness and Energy Intelligence 198 Trust What’s Coming Next, The Universe Only Gives Upgrades – DOE PAORO aka @doeknowsthings on TikTok 170 TikTok’s Grooviest Couple Is Bringing Healing to The World – GROOVE WITH GAIA aka CAM AND ELI on Movement, Mindfulness & Plant Medicine Connect with Ksenia: kseniabrief.com Instagram @ksenia.brief YouTube Ksenia Brief TikTok @ksenia.brief Subscribe, rate and review the podcast on Apple Podcasts Follow the podcast on Spotify

Nov 11, 2022 • 40min
225. Retiring From Being An Influencer | Identity Alchemy, Soul Journey As A Public Figure and Releasing Addiction To Hustle
Recording this solo episode has felt like a ceremony and I’m grateful to share this potent conversation with you! I share an update on my relationship with being a “content creator”, as well as some of the biggest lessons that I’ve been moving through both in my personal and professional life. I also share my vision for the future of being a storyteller in the digital age. I share: Why I’m retiring from being “an influencer” My journey of being a content creator, public speaker, and course creator Why I paused all sponsored content for 6 months How I leveraged short form video content to sponsor some of the tiny cabin renovations Separating my worth from the addition to producing Expanding into being guided by Source How I decide which brands I want to work with How I make sure I don’t burn out as someone who shares my life online Making space for what’s meant to come through you next What do you choose to amplify with your powerful energy and intention? A new way to look at being a storyteller in the digital age Episode sponsor: Zencastr, my #1 podcasting tool since day one of this podcast. Zencastr provides crystal clear sound and gorgeous HD video. Use my special link https://zencastr.com/pricing?coupon=KSENIA&fpr=lek58 and use code KSENIA to save 30% off your first three months of Zencastr professional. Mentioned: One-on-one sessions with Ksenia My first social media course on Skillshare (which became the pilot for the Conscious Social Media Program) Related episodes: 222 Embodying Main Character Energy (Dropping The “Nice Person” Role) 210 Honoring The End Of The Tiny Cabin Journey: Holding A Big Vision, Channeling Creativity and Trusting Our Sacred Partnership 201 Lion Tracker Boyd Varty: Following The Track Of Your Life and Creative Process In The Digital Age 193 The Balance Between “Playing The Game” and Following Your Gut | All Things Content Creation, Short Form Video and TikTok Growth – TOM BOYD 188 Eleven: Identity Alchemy In The Digital Age, The Medicine Path and Being Your Own Pattern Interruptor 173 Part Two: I'm remembering who I am Solo episode: trust your soul’s journey 165 Alyson Charles: Sacred Pause As The Most Powerful Way To Elevate Your Business