DEAD Talks

Sammy “The Bull” Gravano—Gambino Mafia underboss and one of America’s most notorious mob hitmen—opens up about life, murder, and death like never before. After serving 23 years in the mob and testifying in 1991 against John Gotti, Sammy confessed to involvement in 19 murders.In this episode of DEAD Talks, Sammy shares raw stories from inside the Mafia, reflecting on violence, loyalty, betrayal, and mortality through the eyes of a man who lived it. We explore what it means to kill, survive, and face death after a lifetime in organized crime.This rare, unfiltered conversation offers a chilling but fascinating perspective on death from someone who dealt it firsthand.For more on "Sammy The Bull" follow him on instagram @officialsammythebullMore links to "Sammy The Bull": https://linktr.ee/officialsammythebullSupport the show for $5:Join the ⁠⁠DEAD Talk Patreon⁠⁠ to support our mission and get episodes early and ad free!MERCH:"Dead Dad Club" & "Dead Mom Club": ⁠⁠Shop Here⁠⁠DISCOUNTS:⁠10% off Neurogum⁠⁠ made with sustainably-sourced natural caffeine, L-theanine, as well as vitamins B6 and B12, which have been scientifically shown to boost attention and enhance focus. ABOUT:DEAD Talks with David Ferrugio engages death a little bit differently. Each new guest shares their experience with grieving or perspective on death in a way that shatters the “don’t talk about death” taboo. Grief doesn't end; it evolves. Having lost his father on September 11th when he was 12, he learned the importance of discussion and sharing other people's stories. DEAD Talks Podcast hopes to make it a little easier to talk about grief, loss, death, mourning, trauma, or whatever it may be. You may cry, but you also may laugh. ⁠Follow DEAD Talks Podcast on ⁠⁠YouTube⁠⁠, ⁠⁠Facebook⁠⁠, ⁠⁠Instagram⁠⁠, ⁠⁠TikTok⁠⁠ + ⁠⁠more⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠www.deadtalks.net⁠⁠⁠

At just 14 years old, Philip Siracusa died in a dentist’s chair—and what he experienced on the other side changed his life forever. In this near-death experience (NDE), Philip describes traveling through a beautiful garden, encountering a mysterious young girl, and reuniting with his deceased grandparents before being brought back to life.In this episode of DEAD Talks, we dive deep into his vivid NDE story, what it taught him about the afterlife, and how it shaped his perspective on living. From visions of the beyond to the lessons he carried into adulthood, Philip’s story is one of the most striking accounts of life after death you’ll hear.Support the show for $5:Join the ⁠⁠DEAD Talk Patreon⁠⁠ to support our mission and get episodes early and ad free!MERCH:"Dead Dad Club" & "Dead Mom Club": ⁠⁠Shop Here⁠⁠DISCOUNTS:⁠10% off Neurogum⁠⁠ made with sustainably-sourced natural caffeine, L-theanine, as well as vitamins B6 and B12, which have been scientifically shown to boost attention and enhance focus. ABOUT:DEAD Talks with David Ferrugio engages death a little bit differently. Each new guest shares their experience with grieving or perspective on death in a way that shatters the “don’t talk about death” taboo. Grief doesn't end; it evolves. Having lost his father on September 11th when he was 12, he learned the importance of discussion and sharing other people's stories. DEAD Talks Podcast hopes to make it a little easier to talk about grief, loss, death, mourning, trauma, or whatever it may be. You may cry, but you also may laugh. ⁠Follow DEAD Talks Podcast on ⁠⁠YouTube⁠⁠, ⁠⁠Facebook⁠⁠, ⁠⁠Instagram⁠⁠, ⁠⁠TikTok⁠⁠ + ⁠⁠more⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠www.deadtalks.net⁠⁠⁠

What happens when grief pushes your mental health to the breaking point? Meghan Riordan Jarvis, a psychotherapist and grief expert, opens up about the devastating impact of losing both her father and mother in quick succession—and how it sent her into a spiral of deteriorating mental health.In this episode of DEAD Talks, Meghan shares her raw story of breakdown and recovery, revealing the therapeutic tools that helped her rebuild from the same struggles she now helps clients face. We explore the intersection of grief, trauma, and mental health—how loss can manifest in anxiety, depression, and even physical symptoms—and what it really takes to heal.For information on Meghan and her new book "The End of The Hour" visit her website: https://meghanriordanjarvis.com/@meghan.riordan.jarvis on InstagramSupport the show for $5:Join the ⁠⁠DEAD Talk Patreon⁠⁠ to support our mission and get episodes early and ad free!MERCH:"Dead Dad Club" & "Dead Mom Club": ⁠⁠Shop Here⁠⁠DISCOUNTS:⁠10% off Neurogum⁠⁠ made with sustainably-sourced natural caffeine, L-theanine, as well as vitamins B6 and B12, which have been scientifically shown to boost attention and enhance focus. ABOUT:DEAD Talks with David Ferrugio engages death a little bit differently. Each new guest shares their experience with grieving or perspective on death in a way that shatters the “don’t talk about death” taboo. Grief doesn't end; it evolves. Having lost his father on September 11th when he was 12, he learned the importance of discussion and sharing other people's stories. DEAD Talks Podcast hopes to make it a little easier to talk about grief, loss, death, mourning, trauma, or whatever it may be. You may cry, but you also may laugh. ⁠Follow DEAD Talks Podcast on ⁠⁠YouTube⁠⁠, ⁠⁠Facebook⁠⁠, ⁠⁠Instagram⁠⁠, ⁠⁠TikTok⁠⁠ + ⁠⁠more⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠www.deadtalks.net⁠⁠⁠

What if your father’s murder was never solved—and you had to take the investigation into your own hands? Madison McGhee has spent years digging into the cold case of her father’s unsolved killing, balancing the relentless pursuit of truth with the grief of losing him at a young age.In this gripping episode of DEAD Talks, Madison shares intimate details from her investigation, the emotional toll of confronting unanswered questions, and how the search for justice collides with the process of grieving. This isn’t just a true crime story—it’s a raw conversation about loss, healing, and the fight for closure.Follow Madison on Instagram @madison_mcgheeTo listen to her podcast where she discusses more about the investigation of her own father's death please visit www.icecoldcase.comListen to Ice Cold Case on Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/show/5KZGIllYsj8jrQ6itE2AfBDEAD Talks with David Ferrugio engages death a little bit differently. Each new guest shares their experience with grieving or perspective on death in a way that shatters the “don’t talk about death” taboo. Grief doesn't end; it evolves. Having lost his father on September 11th when he was 12, he learned the importance of discussion and sharing other people's stories. DEAD Talks Podcast hopes to make it a little easier to talk about grief, loss, death, mourning, trauma, or whatever it may be. You may cry, but you also may laugh. Follow DEAD Talks Podcast on YouTube, Instagram, TikTok + more⁠ ⁠www.deadtalks.net⁠  

In 2017, the Grenfell Tower Fire in London claimed the lives of more than 70 people and left a community forever changed. British rapper AJ Tracey joins DEAD Talks to reflect on the tragedy, sharing his personal connection to the event and how grief has shaped his perspective on life, resilience, and justice.This conversation dives into the collective trauma of Grenfell, the fight for accountability, and AJ’s own journey navigating loss while balancing life in the public eye. Beyond music, this episode captures a powerful man-to-man discussion about grief, healing, and what it means to carry on after devastating loss.Listen to AJ Tracey on Spotify@ajtracey on InstagramLeave a 5 star review on Apple or Spotify to support DEAD Talks!Purchase the latest DEAD Talk trucker hats for $30 on Shopify.DEAD Talks with David Ferrugio engages death a little bit differently. Each new guest shares their experience with grieving or perspective on death in a way that shatters the “don’t talk about death” taboo. Grief doesn't end; it evolves. Having lost his father on September 11th when he was 12, he learned the importance of discussion and sharing other people's stories. DEAD Talks Podcast hopes to make it a little easier to talk about grief, loss, death, mourning, trauma, or whatever it may be. You may cry, but you also may laugh. Follow DEAD Talks Podcast on YouTube, Instagram, TikTok + more⁠ ⁠www.deadtalks.net⁠

At just 16 years old, Mark Patterson “died” from sudden cardiac arrest after a night of drinking and crossed over into a near-death experience that changed his life forever. He describes entering the light, being greeted by his late grandfather, and even receiving what he calls a “new soul” before returning to his body.In this powerful testimony, Mark reveals what he saw on the other side, the messages he brought back about the afterlife, and how the experience reshaped his purpose in life. This episode is more than just an NDE story—it’s a glimpse into life after death and the mysteries of consciousness.If you enjoy the show please write a 5 star review on your favorite podcast platform! For more on Mark Patterson visit: ⁠https://mark-patterson.com/⁠Support the show for $5:Join the ⁠⁠DEAD Talk Patreon⁠⁠ to support our mission and get episodes early and ad free!MERCH:"Dead Dad Club" & "Dead Mom Club": ⁠⁠Shop Here⁠⁠DISCOUNTS:⁠10% off Neurogum⁠⁠ made with sustainably-sourced natural caffeine, L-theanine, as well as vitamins B6 and B12, which have been scientifically shown to boost attention and enhance focus. ABOUT:DEAD Talks with David Ferrugio engages death a little bit differently. Each new guest shares their experience with grieving or perspective on death in a way that shatters the “don’t talk about death” taboo. Grief doesn't end; it evolves. Having lost his father on September 11th when he was 12, he learned the importance of discussion and sharing other people's stories. DEAD Talks Podcast hopes to make it a little easier to talk about grief, loss, death, mourning, trauma, or whatever it may be. You may cry, but you also may laugh. ⁠Follow DEAD Talks Podcast on ⁠⁠YouTube⁠⁠, ⁠⁠Facebook⁠⁠, ⁠⁠Instagram⁠⁠, ⁠⁠TikTok⁠⁠ + ⁠⁠more⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠www.deadtalks.net⁠⁠⁠

She faced the unimaginable—losing her father at just 19, and years later, her fiancé unexpectedly in 2022. These back-to-back tragedies forced her to confront grief in its rawest form and find a way forward when life felt unbearable.In this powerful conversation, she shares how she navigated the darkest moments of grief, what she learned about healing, and how she rebuilt her life after losing both her father and the love of her life. Her story is a testament to resilience, survival, and the human spirit’s ability to keep going when everything feels lost.She is also the host of the podcast National Park After Dark, where she blends true crime, history, and wilderness stories for “morbid outdoor enthusiasts.”For more on National Park After Dark: www.npadpodcast.comFollow their podcast on Instagram: @nationalparkafterdark Support the show for $5:Join the ⁠⁠DEAD Talk Patreon⁠⁠ to support our mission and get episodes early and ad free!MERCH:"Dead Dad Club" & "Dead Mom Club": ⁠⁠Shop Here⁠⁠DISCOUNTS:⁠10% off Neurogum⁠⁠ made with sustainably-sourced natural caffeine, L-theanine, as well as vitamins B6 and B12, which have been scientifically shown to boost attention and enhance focus. DEAD Talks with David Ferrugio engages death a little bit differently. Each new guest shares their experience with grieving or perspective on death in a way that shatters the “don’t talk about death” taboo. Grief doesn't end; it evolves. Having lost his father on September 11th when he was 12, he learned the importance of discussion and sharing other people's stories. DEAD Talks Podcast hopes to make it a little easier to talk about grief, loss, death, mourning, trauma, or whatever it may be. You may cry, but you also may laugh. ⁠Follow DEAD Talks Podcast on ⁠⁠YouTube⁠⁠, ⁠⁠Facebook⁠⁠, ⁠⁠Instagram⁠⁠, ⁠⁠TikTok⁠⁠ + ⁠⁠more⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠www.deadtalks.net⁠⁠⁠

What is your purpose? For many, that question only becomes urgent after loss. In this episode, we explore how grief can be a powerful doorway to finding deeper meaning and connection to your higher self.Through stories of personal loss and transformation, we dive into how tragedy can awaken intuition, reshape priorities, and lead to a more fulfilling path. From meditation to spiritual guidance, this conversation offers tools for aligning with your higher self and living with intention after grief.This episode challenges you to ask the bigger questions: What do I value? How do I heal? And what’s my true purpose?For more on Ariya please visit https://ariyalorenz.com/Support the show for $5:Join the ⁠⁠DEAD Talk Patreon⁠⁠ to support our mission and get episodes early and ad free!MERCH:"Dead Dad Club" & "Dead Mom Club": ⁠⁠Shop Here⁠⁠DISCOUNTS:⁠10% off Neurogum⁠⁠ made with sustainably-sourced natural caffeine, L-theanine, as well as vitamins B6 and B12, which have been scientifically shown to boost attention and enhance focus. DEAD Talks with David Ferrugio engages death a little bit differently. Each new guest shares their experience with grieving or perspective on death in a way that shatters the “don’t talk about death” taboo. Grief doesn't end; it evolves. Having lost his father on September 11th when he was 12, he learned the importance of discussion and sharing other people's stories. DEAD Talks Podcast hopes to make it a little easier to talk about grief, loss, death, mourning, trauma, or whatever it may be. You may cry, but you also may laugh. ⁠Follow DEAD Talks Podcast on ⁠⁠YouTube⁠⁠, ⁠⁠Facebook⁠⁠, ⁠⁠Instagram⁠⁠, ⁠⁠TikTok⁠⁠ + ⁠⁠more⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠www.deadtalks.net⁠⁠⁠

What happens when we die? The feature documentary After Death takes on one of life’s greatest mysteries, blending science, spirituality, and powerful personal stories. In this episode, we discuss the making of the film and the real-life experiences behind it, from near-death experiences to stories of grief and resilience.After Death features bestselling authors, doctors, scientists, and survivors who share extraordinary insights about the afterlife and the impact of crossing over. This conversation dives into those findings while also exploring how grief itself can spark a deeper search for meaning.Support the Show Join the DEAD Talks Patreon for just $5 to support the mission—and get episodes early & ad-free!Merch “Dead Dad Club” & “Dead Mom Club” – Wear your story, honor your people.Exclusive Discounts 10% off Neurogum – powered by natural caffeine, L-theanine, and vitamins B6 & B12 to boost focus and energy.About DEAD Talks DEAD Talks with David Ferrugio approaches death differently. Each guest shares raw stories of grief, loss, or unique perspectives that challenge the “don’t talk about death” taboo. Grief doesn’t end—it evolves. After losing his father on September 11th at just 12 years old, David discovered the power of conversation. Through laughter, tears, and honest dialogue, DEAD Talks helps make it a little easier to talk about death, mourning, trauma, and the life that continues beyond it.Connect with DEAD Talks YouTube | Facebook | Instagram | TikTok | www.deadtalks.net

What does it mean to teach yourself how to grieve? In this episode, we dive into the story of childhood trauma, loss, and the lessons learned along the way. From painful beginnings to the process of self-healing, this conversation explores how grief shapes who we are and how reflecting on those experiences can lead to transformation and growth.This is an honest look at how grief, loss, and resilience intersect—and how healing is possible even without a roadmap.For more on Dr. Bobby Price visit www.drbobbyprice.comSupport the Show Join the DEAD Talks Patreon for just $5 to support the mission—and get episodes early & ad-free!Merch “Dead Dad Club” & “Dead Mom Club” – Wear your story, honor your people.Exclusive Discounts 10% off Neurogum – powered by natural caffeine, L-theanine, and vitamins B6 & B12 to boost focus and energy.About DEAD Talks DEAD Talks with David Ferrugio approaches death differently. Each guest shares raw stories of grief, loss, or unique perspectives that challenge the “don’t talk about death” taboo. Grief doesn’t end—it evolves. After losing his father on September 11th at just 12 years old, David discovered the power of conversation. Through laughter, tears, and honest dialogue, DEAD Talks helps make it a little easier to talk about death, mourning, trauma, and the life that continues beyond it.Connect with DEAD Talks YouTube | Facebook | Instagram | TikTok | www.deadtalks.net