DEAD Talks

In 2021, blogger and creator of The Mommy Codes Julie Barzman experienced the devastating stillbirth of her son, Blake — a loss that forever changed her life. Alongside the pain of losing her child and her own mother, Julie found herself navigating grief while also stepping into motherhood again with her daughter, Zoe.Through writing and sharing her story, Julie has built a community for other mothers coping with loss, grief, and healing. Her voice is both vulnerable and empowering, offering comfort, solidarity, and hope to anyone walking a similar path.This episode explores the heartbreak of pregnancy loss, the challenges of grieving while mothering, and the ways storytelling and community can become powerful tools for healing.Watch full episode on YouTube: https://youtu.be/7m5JfWfvfagFollow Julie Barzman on Social Media:https://www.facebook.com/themommycodeshttps://www.instagram.com/juliebarzman/https://twitter.com/juliebarzmanhttps://www.pinterest.ca/themommycodes/https://www.tiktok.com/@juliebarzman?is_from_webapp=1&sender_device=pc Support the Show Join the DEAD Talks Patreon for just $5 to support the mission—and get episodes early & ad-free!Hats, Shirts, Hoodies + More: Shop Here “Dead Dad Club” & “Dead Mom Club” – Wear your story, honor your people.Exclusive Discounts  10% off Neurogum – powered by natural caffeine, L-theanine, and vitamins B6 & B12 to boost focus and energy.About DEAD Talks  DEAD Talks with David Ferrugio approaches death differently. Each guest shares raw stories of grief, loss, or unique perspectives that challenge the “don’t talk about death” taboo. Grief doesn’t end—it evolves. After losing his father on September 11th at just 12 years old, David discovered the power of conversation. Through laughter, tears, and honest dialogue, DEAD Talks helps make it a little easier to talk about death, mourning, trauma, and the life that continues beyond it.Connect with DEAD Talks YouTube | Facebook | Instagram | TikTok | www.deadtalks.net

On September 11, 2001, I was 12 years old when my father died in the World Trade Center while working for Cantor Fitzgerald on the 105th floor of Tower 1. That moment changed my life forever — and it became the origin of DEAD Talks.In this raw and unscripted episode, I share my personal story of losing my father, the trauma of that day, and how grief has shaped me into the man I am today. Speaking openly and from the heart, I reflect on how 9/11 altered not just my life, but the lives of countless others, and why keeping these stories alive is essential.This conversation is a reminder of the power of vulnerability, the importance of sharing grief, and how even the darkest days can plant the seeds of purpose.Support the Show Join the DEAD Talks Patreon for just $5 to support the mission—and get episodes early & ad-free!Hats, Shirts, Hoodies + More: Shop Here “Dead Dad Club” & “Dead Mom Club” – Wear your story, honor your people.Exclusive Discounts  10% off Neurogum – powered by natural caffeine, L-theanine, and vitamins B6 & B12 to boost focus and energy.About DEAD Talks  DEAD Talks with David Ferrugio approaches death differently. Each guest shares raw stories of grief, loss, or unique perspectives that challenge the “don’t talk about death” taboo. Grief doesn’t end—it evolves. After losing his father on September 11th at just 12 years old, David discovered the power of conversation. Through laughter, tears, and honest dialogue, DEAD Talks helps make it a little easier to talk about death, mourning, trauma, and the life that continues beyond it.Connect with DEAD Talks YouTube | Facebook | Instagram | TikTok | www.deadtalks.net

When Vernita Bostick suddenly lost her boyfriend in 2019, her world was turned upside down. As a stand-up comedian, she found an unexpected way to process grief — by using humor alongside raw honesty to share her journey.In this episode, Vernita opens up about navigating the pain of sudden loss, creating a supportive community for grievers on Instagram, and finding meaning through both laughter and vulnerability. Her perspective shows that while grief is no joke, humor can be one of the most powerful tools for healing.This conversation is filled with insight, courage, and the reminder that even in heartbreak, we can find ways to connect, cope, and carry on.Watch full episode on YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nu-AXFu4xWoFollow @grief_isnojokeFollow @DEADTalkspodcast on Instagram. Support the Show Join the DEAD Talks Patreon for just $5 to support the mission—and get episodes early & ad-free!Hats, Shirts, Hoodies + More: Shop Here “Dead Dad Club” & “Dead Mom Club” – Wear your story, honor your people.Exclusive Discounts  10% off Neurogum – powered by natural caffeine, L-theanine, and vitamins B6 & B12 to boost focus and energy.About DEAD Talks  DEAD Talks with David Ferrugio approaches death differently. Each guest shares raw stories of grief, loss, or unique perspectives that challenge the “don’t talk about death” taboo. Grief doesn’t end—it evolves. After losing his father on September 11th at just 12 years old, David discovered the power of conversation. Through laughter, tears, and honest dialogue, DEAD Talks helps make it a little easier to talk about death, mourning, trauma, and the life that continues beyond it.Connect with DEAD Talks YouTube | Facebook | Instagram | TikTok | www.deadtalks.net

Writer and brand owner Tay sits down to share her story of loss, grief, and the powerful signs she believes connect her to loved ones on the other side. From spirituality to mental health, this conversation explores how grief can open us to new perspectives on the afterlife and how those experiences can help us heal.Tay is the founder of Season Of, a streetwear brand built around the philosophy of “Dress to Express” — a mindset inspired by her own struggles and triumphs with mental health. Through her creative writing and advocacy work, she continues to promote positive messages and support for those navigating grief and healing.This episode dives deep into how signs, intuition, and creative outlets can bring meaning and connection after devastating loss.Watch episode on YouTube: https://youtu.be/MnW6is6jgHAFollow @taayhopeHer brand: Season Of Support the Show Join the DEAD Talks Patreon for just $5 to support the mission—and get episodes early & ad-free!Hats, Shirts, Hoodies + More: Shop Here “Dead Dad Club” & “Dead Mom Club” – Wear your story, honor your people.Exclusive Discounts  10% off Neurogum – powered by natural caffeine, L-theanine, and vitamins B6 & B12 to boost focus and energy.About DEAD Talks  DEAD Talks with David Ferrugio approaches death differently. Each guest shares raw stories of grief, loss, or unique perspectives that challenge the “don’t talk about death” taboo. Grief doesn’t end—it evolves. After losing his father on September 11th at just 12 years old, David discovered the power of conversation. Through laughter, tears, and honest dialogue, DEAD Talks helps make it a little easier to talk about death, mourning, trauma, and the life that continues beyond it.Connect with DEAD Talks YouTube | Facebook | Instagram | TikTok | www.deadtalks.net

Music producer Tayo Fetti lost his close friend Gabe to an overdose — and he was the one who found him that night. In this powerful episode, Tayo shares the story of that night, the pain of sudden loss, and how grief has fueled his growth and shaped his path forward.Known for producing tracks for artists like Lil Xan, Trippie Redd, Rae Sremmurd, Dom Kennedy, Larry June, 03 Greedo, and Sir Michael Rocks, Tayo has built a respected career in music while carrying the lessons grief has taught him.At only 30 years old, he’s learned some of life’s deepest truths through death — and here he opens up about resilience, creativity, and the ways loss can drive us to live with greater purpose.Follow Tayo @tayo_fettiSupport the Show Join the DEAD Talks Patreon for just $5 to support the mission—and get episodes early & ad-free!Hats, Shirts, Hoodies + More: Shop Here “Dead Dad Club” & “Dead Mom Club” – Wear your story, honor your people.Exclusive Discounts  10% off Neurogum – powered by natural caffeine, L-theanine, and vitamins B6 & B12 to boost focus and energy.About DEAD Talks  DEAD Talks with David Ferrugio approaches death differently. Each guest shares raw stories of grief, loss, or unique perspectives that challenge the “don’t talk about death” taboo. Grief doesn’t end—it evolves. After losing his father on September 11th at just 12 years old, David discovered the power of conversation. Through laughter, tears, and honest dialogue, DEAD Talks helps make it a little easier to talk about death, mourning, trauma, and the life that continues beyond it.Connect with DEAD Talks YouTube | Facebook | Instagram | TikTok | www.deadtalks.net

Mystical Advisor Tara Brandel returns to DEAD Talks to share stories and insights from her work in mediumship, psychic readings, tarot, palm readings, reiki energy work, and astrology. This is her second time on the podcast, bringing even more incredible stories about connecting with the other side.Whether you’re a believer or a skeptic, this conversation explores powerful experiences that suggest there’s more to life and death than what meets the eye. Tara offers examples from her own work, discusses how messages can come through mediums, and shares wisdom that may challenge even the most doubtful minds.This episode dives deep into spirituality, signs, and the possibility that our loved ones stay connected long after death.Watch full episode: https://youtu.be/TbZxrdivuMgSupport the Show Join the DEAD Talks Patreon for just $5 to support the mission—and get episodes early & ad-free!Hats, Shirts, Hoodies + More: Shop Here “Dead Dad Club” & “Dead Mom Club” – Wear your story, honor your people.Exclusive Discounts  10% off Neurogum – powered by natural caffeine, L-theanine, and vitamins B6 & B12 to boost focus and energy.About DEAD Talks  DEAD Talks with David Ferrugio approaches death differently. Each guest shares raw stories of grief, loss, or unique perspectives that challenge the “don’t talk about death” taboo. Grief doesn’t end—it evolves. After losing his father on September 11th at just 12 years old, David discovered the power of conversation. Through laughter, tears, and honest dialogue, DEAD Talks helps make it a little easier to talk about death, mourning, trauma, and the life that continues beyond it.Connect with DEAD Talks YouTube | Facebook | Instagram | TikTok | www.deadtalks.net

In 2017, Bryan Martin lost his father — and just four months later, his partner Clayton was hospitalized with acute liver failure. Bryan cared for him while working full-time, until Clayton passed away in 2018. Faced with devastating back-to-back losses, Bryan was left in deep grief — but he slowly found a way to turn pain into purpose.In this episode, Bryan shares his journey of losing both his father and his partner, navigating widowhood, and how he’s chosen to embrace life again with joy and positivity. From blogging about his experiences to building a community of support, Bryan’s story shows how vulnerability, resilience, and authenticity can transform grief into connection and healing.This episode is a reminder that even in the darkest seasons, we can choose joy, and that grief and hope often coexist.Watch full episode on YouTube: https://youtu.be/PYdNqAti050Bryan Martin on Facebook & Instagram.www.sealionbryan.com Support the Show Join the DEAD Talks Patreon for just $5 to support the mission—and get episodes early & ad-free!Hats, Shirts, Hoodies + More: Shop Here “Dead Dad Club” & “Dead Mom Club” – Wear your story, honor your people.Exclusive Discounts  10% off Neurogum – powered by natural caffeine, L-theanine, and vitamins B6 & B12 to boost focus and energy.About DEAD Talks  DEAD Talks with David Ferrugio approaches death differently. Each guest shares raw stories of grief, loss, or unique perspectives that challenge the “don’t talk about death” taboo. Grief doesn’t end—it evolves. After losing his father on September 11th at just 12 years old, David discovered the power of conversation. Through laughter, tears, and honest dialogue, DEAD Talks helps make it a little easier to talk about death, mourning, trauma, and the life that continues beyond it.Connect with DEAD Talks YouTube | Facebook | Instagram | TikTok | www.deadtalks.net

In 2018, celebrity makeup and hair artist Christina Flach lost her husband, professional tennis player Ken Flach, to a sudden and fatal case of sepsis. His unexpected death became the catalyst for Christina’s mission to raise awareness about the dangers of sepsis and the importance of early detection.Since then, Christina has partnered with Sepsis Alliance and spoken on major outlets including Fox News, NBC, CBS, and ABC Bay Area to share Ken’s story and spread life-saving education. In this powerful conversation, Christina opens up about her personal journey of grief, her dedication to advocacy, and how she continues to honor her husband’s legacy.This episode is a reminder that grief can fuel purpose, and that awareness has the power to save lives.Watch full episode on YouTube: https://youtu.be/Xx-WMiXQtOcFor more on Christina Flach:www.christinaflach.com@christinaflachmakeup Support the Show Join the DEAD Talks Patreon for just $5 to support the mission—and get episodes early & ad-free!Hats, Shirts, Hoodies + More: Shop Here “Dead Dad Club” & “Dead Mom Club” – Wear your story, honor your people.Exclusive Discounts  10% off Neurogum – powered by natural caffeine, L-theanine, and vitamins B6 & B12 to boost focus and energy.About DEAD Talks  DEAD Talks with David Ferrugio approaches death differently. Each guest shares raw stories of grief, loss, or unique perspectives that challenge the “don’t talk about death” taboo. Grief doesn’t end—it evolves. After losing his father on September 11th at just 12 years old, David discovered the power of conversation. Through laughter, tears, and honest dialogue, DEAD Talks helps make it a little easier to talk about death, mourning, trauma, and the life that continues beyond it.Connect with DEAD Talks YouTube | Facebook | Instagram | TikTok | www.deadtalks.net

Bruce H. Lipton, PhD — internationally recognized stem cell biologist, bestselling author of The Biology of Belief, and recipient of the Goi Peace Award — joins DEAD Talks to share his groundbreaking insights into the biology of death and the science of epigenetics.Known for bridging science and spirit, Dr. Lipton challenges traditional views of life and death by exploring how our genes are influenced by environment, perception, and consciousness. His discoveries have transformed our understanding of biology and opened new doors into how we think about mortality and the human experience.This conversation explores what science can teach us about death, the role of epigenetics in shaping life, and how embracing both biology and spirituality can shift the way we view our mortality.Watch full episode on YouTube: https://youtu.be/i5es4gEkaQcwwww.brucelipton.com@BruceLipton on InstagramBruce Lipton's Store: https://www.brucelipton.com/store/?product-category=bruce-lipton-authored Support the Show Join the DEAD Talks Patreon for just $5 to support the mission—and get episodes early & ad-free!Hats, Shirts, Hoodies + More: Shop Here “Dead Dad Club” & “Dead Mom Club” – Wear your story, honor your people.Exclusive Discounts  10% off Neurogum – powered by natural caffeine, L-theanine, and vitamins B6 & B12 to boost focus and energy.About DEAD Talks  DEAD Talks with David Ferrugio approaches death differently. Each guest shares raw stories of grief, loss, or unique perspectives that challenge the “don’t talk about death” taboo. Grief doesn’t end—it evolves. After losing his father on September 11th at just 12 years old, David discovered the power of conversation. Through laughter, tears, and honest dialogue, DEAD Talks helps make it a little easier to talk about death, mourning, trauma, and the life that continues beyond it.Connect with DEAD Talks YouTube | Facebook | Instagram | TikTok | www.deadtalks.net

Stand-up comedian Fanto joins DEAD Talks to share the surreal and often hilarious experiences he’s had with visions of the dead and dreams where his late relatives appeared to communicate with him. Known for his sharp crowd work and his YouTube show Double or Nothing, Fanto blends raw honesty with humor while diving into deeply personal stories.From growing up in the former Soviet Union to making his mark on the Los Angeles comedy scene, Fanto opens up about life, death, and the strange but meaningful signs that have shaped his perspective. With a mix of laughter, sincerity, and vulnerability, he reminds us that grief and connection can show up in unexpected ways.This episode is equal parts entertaining and thought-provoking — proof that comedy and conversations about death can coexist beautifully.For more on Fanto check him out on social media:@wanna_fanto on InstagramFanto on YouTube Support the Show Join the DEAD Talks Patreon for just $5 to support the mission—and get episodes early & ad-free!Hats, Shirts, Hoodies + More: Shop Here “Dead Dad Club” & “Dead Mom Club” – Wear your story, honor your people.Exclusive Discounts  10% off Neurogum – powered by natural caffeine, L-theanine, and vitamins B6 & B12 to boost focus and energy.About DEAD Talks  DEAD Talks with David Ferrugio approaches death differently. Each guest shares raw stories of grief, loss, or unique perspectives that challenge the “don’t talk about death” taboo. Grief doesn’t end—it evolves. After losing his father on September 11th at just 12 years old, David discovered the power of conversation. Through laughter, tears, and honest dialogue, DEAD Talks helps make it a little easier to talk about death, mourning, trauma, and the life that continues beyond it.Connect with DEAD Talks YouTube | Facebook | Instagram | TikTok | www.deadtalks.net