
The Doctor's Art
The practice of medicine–filled with moments of joy, suffering, grace, sorrow, and hope–offers a window into the human condition. Though serving as guides and companions to patients’ illness experiences is profoundly meaningful work, the busy nature of modern medicine can blind its own practitioners to the reasons they entered it in the first place. Join resident physician Henry Bair and oncologist Tyler Johnson as they meet with doctors, patients, leaders, educators, and others in healthcare, to explore stories on finding and nourishing meaning in medicine. This podcast is for anyone striving for a deeper connection with their medical journey. Visit TheDoctorsArt.com for more information.
Latest episodes

Oct 18, 2022 • 51min
Reimagining Aging and Later Life | Louise Aronson, MD, MFA
Advances in modern medicine mean a greater proportion of people today than ever before will live well into old age. Despite the seemingly encouraging trend, geriatrician Louise Aronson, MD, MFA argues that we have made old age into a disease, a condition to be dreaded, denigrated, neglected, and denied. Dr. Aronson has made it her life's work to help us reimagine the rich possibilities of human longevity and of later life. Her bestselling book, Elderhood, was a finalist for the 2020 Pulitzer Prize for general nonfiction. In this episode, Dr. Aronson explains what makes geriatrics a meaningful career for her, discusses the faults in our society’s conception of elderhood, and shares her humane and hopeful vision for the future of aging.In this episode, you will hear about:An overview of what geriatrics entails - 1:47The need to recognize elderhood as distinct a life stage - 4:42Dr. Aronson’s reflections on what drew her into caring for older patients - 6:15The ways goals of care change in elderhood - 8:24Dr. Aronson’s approach to caring for her patients holistically - 13:27How physicians can change the “losers and winners” paradigm in healthcare - 17:34A discussion of structural and cultural ageism and the insidious ways it harms our society - 23:03How American culture and medicine elevates patient autonomy and how this can sometimes be harmful to older patients - 30:59A discussion of Dr. Aronson’s writing and what motivated her to become an author - 38:49How Dr. Aronson experienced and overcame burnout - 42:57Advice to new clinicians on how to connect with patients and create a more meaningful career path - 46:08Dr. Aronson is the author of the nonfiction book Elderhood and the short story collection A History of the Present Illness, as well as several essays and articles on ageism and aging and a blog.Follow Dr. Louise Arondson on Twitter @LouiseAronson, Instagram @LouiseAronsonSF, and LinkedIn.Visit our website www.TheDoctorsArt.com where you can find transcripts of all episodes.If you enjoyed this episode, please subscribe, rate, and review our show, available for free on Spotify, Apple Podcasts, or wherever you get your podcasts. If you know of a doctor, patient, or anyone working in health care who would love to explore meaning in medicine with us on the show, feel free to leave a suggestion in the comments or send an email to info@thedoctorsart.com.Copyright The Doctor’s Art Podcast 2022

Oct 11, 2022 • 58min
Caregiving at the End | Andy Clinnin
On June 28, 2022, we released an episode featuring Ellen Dunphy, a 35-year old patient with a terminal diagnosis of gastric cancer who had been under the care of co-host Dr. Tyler Johnson. Ellen passed away a week later. Accompanying every step on her cancer journey was her husband, Andy Clinnin. In this episode, Andy joins us to share his experiences as Ellen’s caregiver and primary source of emotional support. Over the course of our conversation, we explore Andy and Ellen’s relationship from its beginnings all the way to her final days and after. Andy’s reflections on these challenging moments, perhaps paradoxically, has much to teach us about what it looks like to courageously make the most of life, however much of it remains. In this episode, you will hear about:A synopsis of how Ellen came to be in Dr. Johnson’s care - 1:03How Andy and Ellen met, and their relationship leading up to her diagnosis - 6:44Andy’s perspective on Ellen’s diagnosis - 10:15What it was like for Andy to learn about Ellen’s diagnosis and how he adjusted to being her caregiver - 16:26Andy’s reflections on the experience of having Dr. Johnson as Ellen’s oncologist - 21:39How Andy helped Ellen think through her priorities at the end-of-life - 27:15How being with his partner until the end has changed the way Andy sees life - 35:46How California’s End of Life Treatment Act allowed Ellen to control how her life story ended - 43:14Andy’s advice for other caregivers on how to best take care of themselves so they may best provide care to their loved ones - 51:33 Ellen Dunphy’s one-woman play “Imaginary Endings” about facing her cancer diagnosis can be viewed on YouTube.Visit our website www.TheDoctorsArt.com where you can find transcripts of all episodes.If you enjoyed this episode, please subscribe, rate, and review our show, available for free on Spotify, Apple Podcasts, or wherever you get your podcasts. If you know of a doctor, patient, or anyone working in health care who would love to explore meaning in medicine with us on the show, feel free to leave a suggestion in the comments or send an email to info@thedoctorsart.com.Copyright The Doctor’s Art Podcast 2022

Oct 4, 2022 • 43min
Expanding Healthcare at the Margins | Toyin Ajayi, MD, MPhil
What should we do about the fact that a person's health is affected in large part by social factors beyond the confines of the hospital? For a long time, traditional health care institutions have been inadequate in answering this question. Joining us in this episode is Toyin Ajayi, MD, MPhil, co-founder and chief executive officer of Cityblock Health, a tech-driven health care provider for communities with complex health and social needs. With a focus on Medicaid and lower income Medicare beneficiaries, Cityblock Health has been widely recognized as an exemplar of a sustainable model of care delivery for marginalized populations. We are pleased to be joined by Dr. Ajayi to discuss Cityblock Health as well as her clinical work, which centers on patients with chronic complex and end-of-life needs.In this episode, you will hear about:Dr. Ajayi’s personal journey from growing up in Kenya to leading Cityblock Health - 1:57Why Dr. Ajayi chose to focus her career on patients with complex and chronic health needs - 4:11The social determinants of health and its impact on a patient’s ability to seek appropriate medical care - 5:21Dr. Ajayi’s story of a chronically-ill patient who appeared ‘difficult’ but in truth was suffering from social inequities that limited his access to health care - 10:35A discussion of Cityblock Health, the value-based healthcare provider that Dr. Ajayi co-founded to provide care to the Medicaid patient population - 18:07The stigmas around Medicaid patients and why Dr. Ajayi sees opportunities instead of barriers - 22:02An in-depth exploration of the services Cityblock Health provides - 27:00The challenges of the fee-for-service model of American healthcare, and how Cityblock seeks to address them - 32:36Dr. Ajayi’s advice to medical practitioners on how to build trust and rapport with their patients - 37:50The future of Cityblock Health and the health equity movement - 40:05Follow Dr. Toyin Ajayi on Twitter @ToyinAjayiDoc and Cityblock Health @CityblockHealthVisit our website www.TheDoctorsArt.com where you can find transcripts of all episodes.If you enjoyed this episode, please subscribe, rate, and review our show, available for free on Spotify, Apple Podcasts, or wherever you get your podcasts. If you know of a doctor, patient, or anyone working in health care who would love to explore meaning in medicine with us on the show, feel free to leave a suggestion in the comments or send an email to info@thedoctorsart.com.Copyright The Doctor’s Art Podcast 2022

Sep 27, 2022 • 50min
Man of Science, Man of Faith | Francis Collins, MD, PhD
The Human Genome Project was a 13 year long international effort to map and sequence all of the genes in the human genome. Leading this ambitious endeavor was Francis Collins, MD, PhD, who was also Director of the National Institutes of Health from 2009 to 2021. His work has had a far-reaching impact on our understanding of diseases and the development of new therapies. In addition to being one of the foremost physician scientists of our time, Dr. Collins is also well known for his bold defense of his Christian faith and for his steadfast promotion of dialogue between science and religion. His book, The Language of God, was an international bestseller. In this episode, Dr. Collins joins us to share his remarkable path in medicine, the origins and evolution of his faith, and his perspectives on the moral mission of medicine.In this episode, you will hear about:A close personal look at Dr. Collins’ career, leading to his directorship of the Human Genome Project - 1:56The mission and implications of the Human Genome Project - 10:02The cultural upheaval that has occurred during Dr. Collins’ lifetime and the way popular culture tends to pit science and faith against each other - 15:25The origin of BioLogos and its mission to foster a community that strives to harmonize science and Christian faith - 24:47A brief discussion of Intelligent Design, a movement that aims to prove the existence of God through science, and how it differs from BioLogos - 28:26Dr. Collins’ reflections on the reconciliation between his faith in God and the human suffering he has witnessed throughout his career - 32:42Advice on finding meaning and fulfillment in both life and work, and how community can help combat burnout - 40:38Dr. Francis Collins is the author of The Language of God and the founder Biologos.org.Dr. Collins references The Problem of Pain by C.S. Lewisas being particularly enlightening to his personal worldviewDr. Collins was recently interviewed by Science.org about his time leading the National Institutes of HealthVisit our website www.TheDoctorsArt.com where you can find transcripts of all episodes.If you enjoyed this episode, please subscribe, rate, and review our show, available for free on Spotify, Apple Podcasts, or wherever you get your podcasts. If you know of a doctor, patient, or anyone working in health care who would love to explore meaning in medicine with us on the show, feel free to leave a suggestion in the comments or send an email to info@thedoctorsart.com.Copyright The Doctor’s Art Podcast 2022

Sep 20, 2022 • 51min
On Leading Medicare | Meena Seshamani, MD, PhD
With around 63 million beneficiaries, Medicare is the single largest provider of health insurance in the United States, serving Americans aged 65 or older, as well as some younger patients who have certain disabilities. Directing this massive program is Meena Seshamani, MD, PhD, an otolaryngologist and former Vice President of Clinical Care Transformation at MedStar Health, a large health care organization primarily operating in the Baltimore-Washington metropolitan area. There, she led initiatives in palliative care, geriatrics, and community health. She has also served as Director of the Office of Health Reform at the US Department of Health and Human Services. In this episode, Dr. Seshamani discusses her path from surgeon to health policy leader, what draws her to caring for older adults, and her vision for a better, more sustainable health care of the future.In this episode, you will hear about:Dr. Seshamani’s enthusiasm for medicine at a young age and the diverse career trajectory that followed - 2:08A discussion of Dr. Seshamani’s past leadership roles, including those at the Office of Health Reform under the Obama administration and at MedStar Health - 6:27Balancing the need for clinicians to work collaboratively and the inclination of physicians to value autonomy - 10:20An explanation of Medicare’s role in the US healthcare ecosystem - 14:51What draws Dr. Seshamani to focus on the care of older adults - 17:39The crisis of burnout in the medical profession and Dr. Seshamani’s vision for how this can be addressed - 21:00The fee-for-service mechanism of healthcare reimbursement, accountable care relationships, and the value of preventative care - 25:33The pay disparity between specialists and primary care physicians, and the role Medicare can play - 30:40How the growing population of aging Americans impacts the future sustainability of the Medicare program - 38:41How Medicare is reforming its allocation of resources to promote health equity - 42:02Dr. Seshamani’s advice to students and clinicians on engaging in meaningful work as they advance in their careers - 48:24In this episode, we discuss the speech “Cowboys and Pit Crews” by Atul Gawande, published in the New Yorker.You can follow Dr. Seshamani on Twitter @DrMeenaSeshVisit our website www.TheDoctorsArt.com where you can find transcripts of all episodes.If you enjoyed this episode, please subscribe, rate, and review our show, available for free on Spotify, Apple Podcasts, or wherever you get your podcasts. If you know of a doctor, patient, or anyone working in health care who would love to explore meaning in medicine with us on the show, feel free to leave a suggestion in the comments or send an email to info@thedoctorsart.com.Copyright The Doctor’s Art Podcast 2022

Sep 13, 2022 • 45min
The Brain and All That Makes Us Human | Jay Wellons, MD
Pediatric neurosurgeons manage some of the most complex diseases in children, operating on the delicate and precious organ that makes us essentially human. Jay Wellons, MD is Chief of the Division of Pediatric Neurosurgery at Vanderbilt University Medical Center and the author of All That Moves Us, a memoir that offers an intimate and gripping account of the triumphs, terrors, joys, and pathos he encounters on a daily basis. In this episode, Dr. Wellons joins us to discuss his path to neurosurgery by way of English literature and family medicine, his faith as an anchor amidst his challenging work, and reflections on what the human dramas involving the most vulnerable children he has cared for has taught him about resilience, courage, and grace under pressure.In this episode, you will hear about:A discussion of the range of procedures pediatric neurosurgeons perform - 1:58How a fascination with neuroanatomy drew Dr. Wellons into neurosurgery, and how his literary studies have impacted his patient care - 3:58The origin of Dr. Wellons’ book All That Moves Us and his experiences with a personal health crisis - 8:59What it is like to operate on one of the most intricate and delicate parts of the human body - 18:00How Dr. Wellons deals with the weight of unsuccessful procedures, and how he carries on - 27:51Forming relationships with the families of very young and often very ill patients - 31:12A discussion of spiritual faith and its place in the life of a surgeon who sees so much tragedy - 35:27Dr. Wellons’ advice to students, trainees, and clinicians on how to stay connected and hopeful in the face of seemingly insurmountable challenges - 40:52Dr. Wellons is the author of a book All That Moves Us: A Pediatric Neurosurgeon, His Young Patients, and Their Stories of Grace and Resilience, as well as the article “How the Summer Camp Doctor Earned His Stripes ” for Garden & Gun magazine.You can follow Dr. Jay Wellons on Twitter @JayWellons5Visit our website www.TheDoctorsArt.com where you can find transcripts of all episodes.If you enjoyed this episode, please subscribe, rate, and review our show, available for free on Spotify, Apple Podcasts, or wherever you get your podcasts. If you know of a doctor, patient, or anyone working in health care who would love to explore meaning in medicine with us on the show, feel free to leave a suggestion in the comments or send an email to info@thedoctorsart.com.Copyright The Doctor’s Art Podcast 2022

Sep 6, 2022 • 49min
Facing the Rarest of Cancers | Katie Coleman
On New Year's Eve of 2020, at the age of 29, Katie Coleman was diagnosed with metastatic renal oncocytoma, a type of kidney cancer so rare that she is the only known case in the United States and one of only a handful around the world. The sheer uniqueness of her situation resulted in a prolonged course of prognostic and therapeutic uncertainty. Thanks to the work of oncologists at the National Cancer Institute and MD Anderson Cancer Center, Katie is now in remission. Today, she is a patient advocate who passionately supports other patients through their cancer journeys. In this episode, Katie joins us to share her incredible story, her experiences with grief, uncertainty, and hope, and her lessons learned on finding joy and meaning in life.In this episode, you will hear about:Katie’s backstory and the events leading up to her diagnosis - 1:50The experience of being diagnosed with one of the rarest cancers in the world - 3:58How Katie’s oncologists discussed this unusual diagnosis with her - 10:42The experience of receiving treatment with the goal of prolonging life, rather than curing the disease - 13:06How co-host Dr. Tyler Johnson communicates issues of serious illness with his patients - 15:38How the uncertainty around a terminal cancer prognosis impacts the way patients approach living their lives - 22:21How Katie’s changing prognoses have altered her life plans - 28:53The wisdom on living well one gains from facing a life-limiting illness - 34:32Lessons on hope in the face of uncertainty - 39:55The various ways clinicians can open up and connect with their patients on a human level - 44:14Katie’s story has been profiled by the National Cancer Institute, NBC News, and the Today Show.You can follow Katie on Twitter @KayDAustinKatie is also an active content creator and patient advocate on Youtube, TikTok, and Instagram.Visit our website www.TheDoctorsArt.com where you can find transcripts of all episodes.If you enjoyed this episode, please subscribe, rate, and review our show, available for free on Spotify, Apple Podcasts, or wherever you get your podcasts. If you know of a doctor, patient, or anyone working in health care who would love to explore meaning in medicine with us on the show, feel free to leave a suggestion in the comments or send an email to info@thedoctorsart.com.Copyright The Doctor’s Art Podcast 2022

Aug 30, 2022 • 43min
A Physician-Engineer and His Patient Stories | Bryant Lin, MD, MEng
Technological advancements have enabled us to accomplish medical miracles through novel medical devices, algorithms, and digital tools. At the same time, the exponential entanglement of tech with healthcare has led many clinicians to feel disconnected from the human element of medicine. Here to discuss this conundrum is Bryant Lin, MD, MEng, the director of Medicine and the Muse, the medical humanities program at Stanford Medical School, and a mechanical engineer by training who focuses on medical device development. Dr. Lin also conducts research in Asian population health and is the cofounder of Stanford’s Consultative Medicine Clinic, which evaluates patients with medical mysteries. In today’s episode, Dr. Lin shares his unique perspective at the crossroads of technology and the humanities, and discusses how storytelling can be a powerful instrument to keep physicians grounded in what truly matters for their patients.In this episode, you will hear about:How an early interest in engineering led Dr. Lin to medicine - 1:42A poignant letter Dr. Lin received from one of his long-term aging patients that reaffirms why his medical career is meaningful - 4:10A discussion of how medical bureaucratization has stolen away much of the human connection that underpins fulfilling medical work - 7:39How Medicine and the Muse, the medical humanities program at Stanford, helps clinicians connect with the meaning in medicine - 12:40What Dr. Lin hopes to achieve through teaching medical humanities to future clinicians - 25:45How storytelling helps healthcare providers better connect with their patients - 27:28How Dr. Lin integrates storytelling into medical device design, and why it is imperative to not allow technology to distance physicians from their patients - 31:24Dr. Lin manages the forthcoming digital medical humanities newsletter Panacea Health. Visit our website www.TheDoctorsArt.com where you can find transcripts of all episodes.If you enjoyed this episode, please subscribe, rate, and review our show, available for free on Spotify, Apple Podcasts, or wherever you get your podcasts. If you know of a doctor, patient, or anyone working in health care who would love to explore meaning in medicine with us on the show, feel free to leave a suggestion in the comments or send an email to info@thedoctorsart.com.Copyright The Doctor’s Art Podcast 2022

Aug 23, 2022 • 49min
A Doctor's Journey from the Edge of Death | Rana Awdish, MD
Rana Awdish, MD was on the last day of her critical care medicine training when her life changed forever. Seven months pregnant at the time, Dr. Awdish abruptly found herself in a life threatening crisis when a previously undiagnosed liver tumor suddenly ruptured. She was rushed to the ICU of her own hospital, where she came unimaginably close to death multiple times. Despite this tragic event, she survived thanks to the incredible work of her medical team. Today, Dr. Awdish is the author of the acclaimed memoir In Shock, which recounts her time as an ICU patient. She is also the Medical Director of the Pulmonary Hypertension Program at Henry Ford Hospital in Detroit, Michigan, and Medical Director of Care Experience for the Henry Ford Health System. In this episode, she shares what she has learned from her experiences about compassion, hope, and improving empathetic communication in health care. In this episode, you will hear about:How a family ailment inspired Dr. Awdish to pursue a medical career - 2:10An riveting personal account of the catastrophic medical event that befell Dr. Awdish - 4:17A discussion of the learning curve in medicine and the need to create safe spaces for physicians to admit ignorance - 12:13The fascinating and unsettling experience of being a highly-trained physician and a critically-ill patient at the same time, and how this experience showed her the way our current medical culture disempowers patients - 15:17Dr. Awdish’s reflections on the antagonistic environment of her prolonged hospital stay - 20:19A discussion of hope, concept often misunderstood by physicians as running counter to realistic expectations - 27:37The intense and unexpected role of spirituality in Dr. Awdish’s critical care experience - 32:14Navigating the medical profession while confronting suffering and not burning out - 34:37A discussion of Dr. Awdish’s profound essay The Shape of the Shore about the first year of the COVID-19 pandemic in Detroit - 37:36Dr. Awdish’s advice to new physicians and students to help them stay connected to their work and to see the humanity in their patients - 44:33Dr. Rana Awdish is the author of:In Shock: My Journey from Death to Recovery and the Redemptive Power of Hope, a memoir about the harrowing events discussed in this episode and the revelations she attained by going through them.The Shape of the Shore, an essay about working in the ICU during the first months of the COVID-19 pandemic.Dr. Johnson mentions the essay The Learning Curve by Dr. Atul Gawande.Follow Dr. Awdish on Twitter @RanaAwdish.Visit our website www.TheDoctorsArt.com where you can find transcripts of all episodes.If you enjoyed this episode, please subscribe, rate, and review our show, available for free on Spotify, Apple Podcasts, or wherever you get your podcasts. If you know of a doctor, patient, or anyone working in health care who would love to explore meaning in medicine with us on the show, feel free to leave a suggestion in the comments or send an email to info@thedoctorsart.com.Copyright The Doctor’s Art Podcast 2022

Aug 16, 2022 • 49min
Purpose and Justice on the Pandemic Frontlines | Thomas Fisher, MD
Imagine showing up for work every day for a year, knowing full well that each day you risk contracting a potentially devastating disease with unknown long-term consequences. That's exactly what Thomas Fisher, MD went through, as he documents vividly in his recent book, The Emergency: A Year of Healing and Heartbreak in a Chicago E.R., which delves into what it was like fighting COVID-19 on the frontlines in 2020. Dr. Fisher, an emergency physician at the University of Chicago Medical Center, former healthcare executive, and former White House Fellow, has dedicated his life to caring for his community, the black population of Chicago's South Side. In this episode, he recounts harrowing stories from the emergency room, gives an impassioned critique of a health care system with too little space for doctors to provide the care their patients need, and shares a renewed vision of healthcare as a foundation of social justice.In this episode, you will hear about:What motivated Dr. Fisher to write his book, The Emergency, a riveting first-hand account of the first year of the COVID-19 pandemic - 2:09The uncertainty and terror physicians faced at very beginning of the pandemic - 5:29An intimate picture of how emergency physicians approached the first COVID-19 patients - 9:45How an upbringing in Chicago’s South Side propelled Dr. Fisher into a career in healthcare, and how the reality of inequitable systems has shaped his medical practice - 13:10A discussion of the concept of “heroism” in the context of frontline healthcare workers - 20:35How Dr. Fisher used letters addressed to patients as a narrative device in his book to explore social injustices that affect individual health - 30:50Dr. Fisher’s reflections on maintaining a connection to the meaning of his work despite the seemingly insurmountable systemic challenges that he recognizes - 35:57Practical advice for clinicians on making space for patient care within a rushed healthcare environment - 42:28Dr. Fisher is the author of The Emergency: A Year of Healing and Heartbreak in a Chicago E.R.Follow Dr. Fisher on Twitter @TFisherMD.Visit our website www.TheDoctorsArt.com where you can find transcripts of all episodes.If you enjoyed this episode, please subscribe, rate, and review our show, available for free on Spotify, Apple Podcasts, or wherever you get your podcasts. If you know of a doctor, patient, or anyone working in health care who would love to explore meaning in medicine with us on the show, feel free to leave a suggestion in the comments or send an email to info@thedoctorsart.com.Copyright The Doctor’s Art Podcast 2022