

Ill Conceived
Josh Boerman & June Sternbach
A podcast about natalism. Hosted by Josh Boerman (The Worst of All Possible Worlds, Traditional Scrench) and June Sternbach (Kill The Computer, The Onion).
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Jan 17, 2026 • 16min
PREVIEW - Mailbag & Chill: Masturbation & Pornography
THIS IS A PREVIEW OF A BONUS MAILBAG EPISODE. For access to the full length version of this and every other biweekly bonus mailbag episode, go to Patreon.com/illconceived
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The Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-Day Saints is now going to allow young women to go on their mission starting at the age of 18 in the hopes of getting young Mormons married even younger. We're talking about it, plus we read your letters responding to our Masturbation & Pornography episode regarding:
How age verification works for restricted websites in Australia
How anti-pornography action reflects the natalist agenda
Resources and organizations that are fighting online CSAM, including the Canadian Centre for Child Protection's Project Arachnid
The important differences between the Kellogg brothers
From here on out, you can expect Mailbag & Chill episodes every other Friday where we read your letters responding to the previous week's episode. (And we'll eventually get around to doing a dramatic reading of the Zootopia abortion comic.) Thanks as always for being a subscriber!

Jan 12, 2026 • 1h 32min
Masturbation & Pornography
Moral panic about masturbation and pornography is nothing new, but in the wake of Donald Trump's re-election, numerous conservative groups—many of whom have deep ties to the natalist movement—have started to ring the alarm bell once again. This week, June and Josh take a look at the early history of fear of masturbation, then jump forward to the present day to see how the Kids Online Safety Act (KOSA) reflects many of these paranoias and introduces problems of its own.
There's also a pretty significant detour into talking about the Zootopia abortion comic, if that's your thing.
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EPISODE ART: John Harvey Kellogg, a physician who founded the Kellogg Company with his brother Will in Battle Creek, Michigan in 1906. Kellogg believed that bland food such as unsweetened corn flakes could aid in reducing the urge to masturbate. He also was a notable eugenicist and co-founded the Race Betterment Foundation in 1914 to discourage interracial relationships.
AUDIO CLIPS:
16:07 – Tucker Carlson talks to Milo Yiannopolous about homosexuality
FURTHER READING/LISTENING:
The Worst of All Possible Worlds episode about Every Young Man's Battle (Apple Podcasts / Spotify / YouTube)
The Zootopia abortion comic
SOURCES:
The Age-Gated Internet Is Sweeping the US. Activists Are Fighting Back
The far right’s crusade against porn is a red herring – it’s actually a crusade against progress
Re-Victimized: When Sexual Assault Gets Uploaded to Porn Platforms
The Disturbing True Story of Kellogg’s Anti-Masturbation Cereal
How Project 2025 Tries to Demonize LGBTQI+ People—and Why It’ll Fail
Nick Kristof and the Holy War on Pornhub
Delete history: Pornhub changed the world, but its empire faces a reckoning
Internet Censorship Bills Wouldn’t Help Catch Sex Traffickers
Project 2025 Tracker
Age verification regulations in the United States of America
Hack of Age Verification Company Shows Privacy Danger of Social Media Laws
Press release about the passage of KOSA from the office of Senator Richard Blumenthal (D-MD)
IHOPKC founder committed sexual abuse, misconduct against 17 women, investigation finds
Melissa McCarthy Apologizes for Supporting Charity with Anti-LGBTQ Past
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Other podcast: The Worst of All Possible Worlds
Stream: Traditional Scrench
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Bluesky: @junlper.beer
Other podcast: Kill The Computer
Writing: June's Substack
ILL CONCEIVED THEME SONG BY: Caleb (Linktree / Bluesky)

Dec 23, 2025 • 54min
I'll Be Mailbag For Christmas
Josh was really sick the past couple weeks so we haven't been able to get new episodes out. But we wanted to get you something before the end of the year, so we talked about sperm racing and read some more mail.
New episodes in the standard format will resume on a biweekly schedule starting Friday, January 2. Thank you for being our wonderful babies and we'll see you in the new year.
***REMINDER: WE HAVE A PATREON NOW! We record bonus mailbag episodes and release them every other week. Come check us out at Patreon.com/illconceived!***
EPISODE ART: A charming LEGO mailman who is holding a brick of mail.
AUDIO CLIPS:
13:09 – The official Sperm Racing trailer, as posted to the brand's X account on December 12
SOURCES:
"I Watched Sperm Race With Hundreds of Teens. It Was a Total Sh*t Show." by Jason Rogers (Men's Health, May 7, 2025)
FOLLOW THE SHOW:
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FOLLOW JOSH:
Website: joshboerman.com
Bluesky: @bosh.worstpossible.world
Other podcast: The Worst of All Possible Worlds
Stream: Traditional Scrench
FOLLOW JUNE:
Bluesky: @junlper.beer
Other podcast: Kill The Computer
Writing: June's Substack
ILL CONCEIVED THEME SONG BY: Caleb (Linktree / Bluesky)

Dec 5, 2025 • 1h 51min
Eugenics, IQ, and The Bell Curve
The podcast delves into the controversial ties between eugenics, IQ, and societal frameworks. It traces the historical roots of the eugenics movement and its links to immigration policies and fascist ideologies. Discussions reveal how IQ testing was co-opted for social control and the dangerous ramifications of labeling. The hosts critique modern interpretations of intelligence as deterministic and explore the re-emergence of eugenic thought in contemporary contexts. They examine the financial backers of racist research and how these ideas persist in today's discussions around natalism.

Nov 26, 2025 • 21min
PREVIEW - Mailbag & Chill: Balaji Srinivasan
THIS IS A PREVIEW OF A BONUS MAILBAG EPISODE. For access to the full length version of this and every other weekly bonus mailbag episode, go to Patreon.com/illconceived
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NYC Subway's Broadway-Lafayette station is now full of apparently eugenicist ads for an IVF and genetic testing company called Nucleus. We're talking about it, plus:
The parallels between Balaji Srinivasan's ideas and the novels of Neal Stephenson
Other sci-fi that predicts other futures
Electrical engineers and why they're Like That
A screenshot of the embryo selection grid on Nucleus's website: https://imgur.com/a/bfV9Hay

18 snips
Nov 23, 2025 • 1h 31min
What is Childhood?
The latest discussion dives into the upcoming release of documents about Jeffrey Epstein, igniting debates around what defines childhood. Hosts explore the troubling trend of minimizing abuse through semantic arguments. They analyze how purity culture can facilitate abuse and connect it to broader natalist concerns about women and childbearing. The episode critiques a controversial defense of sexualization in teens and reflects on historical shifts in age-of-consent laws. Their exploration sparks critical dialogues on childhood protections and political implications.

Nov 18, 2025 • 9min
PREVIEW - Mailbag & Chill: Matt Yglesias
THIS IS A PREVIEW OF A BONUS MAILBAG EPISODE. For access to the full length version of this and every other weekly bonus mailbag episode, go to Patreon.com/illconceived
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Dr. Oz expects a Trump baby boom in 2026. We're talking about it.
Plus, we read your mail from the Matt Yglesias episode, including:
Regional visas in Australia and how they compare to Matt Yglesias's city visa concept
The U.S. economy's shift toward health care as a core industry in response to an aging population
Large families as a status signifier
The difference between a Park & Ride and a Kiss & Ride

Nov 15, 2025 • 1h 42min
Balaji Srinivasan & Network Natalism
Natalcon 2025 featured a number of high profile speakers whose speeches weren't recorded. One of these speakers was Balaji Srinivasan, a technologist who made his fortune in pre-pregnancy genetic testing and now preaches the gospel of cryptocurrency and decentralized "Network States" to anyone who will listen. This week, Josh and June discover what Balaji's whole deal is and end up deeply confused and repulsed by it.
***REMINDER: WE HAVE A PATREON NOW! We record bonus mailbag episodes and release them at the beginning of each week. Come check us out at Patreon.com/illconceived!***
***WE WANT YOUR THOUGHTS FOR THE MAILBAG! Send an email with feedback about this week's episode to illconceivedpod@gmail.com***
EPISODE ART: Balaji Srinavasan at TechCrunch Disrupt. After graduating from Stanford and co-founding genetic testing company Counsyl, Srinivasan joined the venture capital firm Andreesen Horowitz and later worked at Coinbase. In 2024 he founded Network School, an incubator in Malaysia that seeks to develop applications for his concept of the Network State.
AUDIO CLIPS:
48:23 – Balaji Srinivasan's "Ultimate Exit" talk at Y Combinator Startup School in 2013
51:56 – ibid.
1:04:11 – Balaji Srinivasan's talk at Natal Conference 2023
1:10:45 – Balaji Srinivasan at Token2049 in Dubai, 2025
1:20:29 – ibid.
1:22:17 – ibid.
SOURCES:
SAAWA 2013 Honorees profile of Dr. Bhavani Srinivasan
"NY Physician is Fellow of Royal College of Physicians in London" (The Indian Panorama, July 23, 2016)
PDF of the March 2006 issue of State Magazine
Balaji Srinivasan's LinkedIn profile
Crunchbase profile of Counsyl
MIT Technology Review Innovators Under 35 profile of Balaji Srinivasan
"The Blockchain is the Internet of Money" by Tunku Varadarajan (The Wall Street Journal, September 22, 2017)
"The Turnaround" by Balaji Srinivasan (Medium, April 16, 2018)
Network School website
Praxis Nation website
FOLLOW THE SHOW:
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FOLLOW JOSH:
Website: joshboerman.com
Bluesky: @bosh.worstpossible.world
Other podcast: The Worst of All Possible Worlds
Stream: Traditional Scrench
FOLLOW JUNE:
Bluesky: @junlper.beer
Other podcast: Kill The Computer
Writing: June's Substack
ILL CONCEIVED THEME SONG BY: Caleb (Linktree / Bluesky)

Nov 1, 2025 • 1h 50min
Matthew Yglesias: One Billion Americans
In 2020, Vox cofounder Matt Yglesias published a book entitled One Billion Americans which ostensibly sought to lay out a liberal argument for dramatically increasing the population of the United States. This week, June and Josh read the book. Hoo boy, do we have thoughts about it.
***BIG NEWS: WE HAVE A PATREON NOW! We'll be recording bonus mailbag episodes that will release at the beginning of each week. The main show will continue its regular release schedule at the end of each week and will stay free to all of you, our beloved babies. Come check us out at Patreon.com/illconceived!***
***WE WANT YOUR THOUGHTS FOR THE WEEKLY MAILBAG! Send an email with feedback about this week's episode to illconceivedpod@gmail.com***
EPISODE ART: Matthew Yglesias, the author of One Billion Americans. In 2014, Yglesias cofounded the news website Vox alongside Ezra Klein and Melissa Bell. He departed Vox in 2020 to join the Niskanen Center, a centrist think tank. Yglesias also publishes a newsletter called Slow Boring.
SOURCES:
One Billion Americans: The Case for Thinking Bigger by Matthew Yglesias (Portfolio, 2020)
“The boring journey of Matt Yglesias” by Dan Zak (Washington Post, January 11, 2023)
A Bluesky post about JD Vance by @helldude.bsky.social
“MTV cancels ‘Ridiculousness’ after 46 seasons, star Rob Dyrdek’s price tag became public” by Taijuan Moorman (USA Today, March 31, 2025)
FOLLOW THE SHOW:
Patreon: Patreon.com/illconceived
Website: illconceivedpodcast.com
Bluesky: @illconceivedpodcast.com
Tumblr: @illconceivedpod
FOLLOW JOSH:
Website: joshboerman.com
Bluesky: @bosh.worstpossible.world
Other podcast: The Worst of All Possible Worlds
Stream: Traditional Scrench
FOLLOW JUNE:
Bluesky: @junlper.beer
Other podcast: Kill The Computer
Writing: June's Substack

Oct 25, 2025 • 1h 55min
Natal Conference 2025
In March 2025, 200 natalists and their closest friends assembled in Austin, Texas for the second gathering of NatalCon, a convention intended to discover the core causes of declining birthrates and come up with solutions to address those problems. This week, Josh and June watched videos recorded from that convention to see what they were cooking. Turns out that it was mostly fascism.
***WE WANT YOUR THOUGHTS FOR THE WEEKLY MAILBAG! Send an email with feedback about this week's episode to illconceivedpod@gmail.com***
EPISODE ART: Kevin Dolan, the founder of Natalcon. Dolan posts on X under the pseudonym "Bennett's Phylactery" and was fired from his position as a data scientist at Booz Allen Hamilton after being doxxed in 2021.
FURTHER READING:
"Surprise! Even Tradwives Like to Share Nudes, Talk About Sex, and Be Single" by Erin Vanderhoof (Vanity Fair, October 21, 2025)
AUDIO CLIPS:
34:48 – Kevin Dolan in his opening remarks at NatalCon 2025
44:02 – Jack Posobiec's speech at NatalCon 2025
47:42 – Carl Benjamin (aka Sargon of Akkad)'s speech at NatalCon 2025
57:45 – Indian Bronson's speech at NatalCon 2025
1:08:56 – Peachy Keenan's speech at NatalCon 2025
1:10:54 – Peachy Keenan's speech at NatalCon 2025, continued
1:17:29 – Carl Benjamin's speech at NatalCon 2025, continued
1:23:29 – Raw Egg Nationalist's speech at NatalCon 2025
1:35:24 – Michael Seifert's speech at NatalCon 2025
1:42:02 – Raw Egg Nationalist's speech at NatalCon 2025, continued
1:48:13 – Carl Benjamin's speech at NatalCon 2025, continued
SOURCES:
The Natal Conference YouTube channel – contains links to all of the speeches mentioned in this episode
“Giving entrepreneurs an 'EXIT' from cancel culture” by Matt Himes (The Blaze, June 7, 2024)
“#4: You're going to be doxxed.” by Kevin Dolan (July 20, 2021)
“The Eugenic Circus Comes to Town” by Brant Bingamon and Maggie Quinlan (The Austin Chronicle, November 2, 2023)
“Revealed: US pro-birth conference’s links to far-right eugenicists” by Jason Wilson (The Guardian, September 4, 2023)
“Tech bros and tradwives are unlikely allies in a little-known movement that’s gaining momentum” by Catherine E. Shoichet, Deborah Brunswick and Meena Duerson (CNN, April 10, 2025)
“Eugenics Controversy Looms Over Natal Conference at UT’s AT&T Center” by Lucciana Choueiry (The Austin Chronicle, March 20, 2025)
“Reflections on Natal-Con” by Bryan Caplan (March 31, 2025)
“They say they want Americans to have more babies. What's beneath the surface?” by Lisa Hagen (NPR, April 25, 2025)


