

Spiritual Grit
Leslieann Hobayan
Welcome to Spiritual Grit, the podcast where we talk real-talk about spirituality through the lens of activism and social justice. What happens when activism and spiritual practices collide? What sparks of change call for the grit we need to create meaningful strides in social justice. I'm your host, Leslieann Hobayan, poet, priestess, activist, professor, hip hop dancer, and bad-ass mama. Join me as we dive in to learn more about our deepest selves so that we can be better ancestors to create a stellar world for our descendants. Grab your dancing shoes and let's get groovy with the grit!
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Aug 14, 2024 • 35min
Ep 232 - Finding yourself when you are lost
In a world that feels like it's crumbling, where all that's familiar is falling away, and everything around us is changing faster than the speed of light, how do we stay true to ourselves? How do we remember who we are? What do we do when immense grief overcomes us and we lose our way, when we lose sight of who we are?
In this week's episode, I'm inviting you to lean into patience and devotion. To ask yourself: what practices can help us stay the course? These hold the key to finding your way back to yourself. Tune in to learn more!
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Today’s poems/ Books mentioned:
Oracle card: Eight of Pentacles (Reversed)
“The Mountain” by EJ Koh
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Courses / Exclusive Content / Book Mentioned:
Subscribe to mailing list + community: suryagian.com/subscribe and get the 7-day meditation challenge, “Spark Joy in Chaos”
Subscribe to “Adventures in Midlife” newsletter: leslieann.substack.com
Instagram: @leslieannhobayan
Email: leslieann@suryagian.com
Creative Writing Camp: https://www.suryagian.com/creative-writing-camp

Aug 7, 2024 • 29min
Ep 231 - Be bold! Be audacious! Express your truth
This week we've got the energy of a fiery new moon in Leo, which is inviting us to be bold and audacious! With this boost of confidence, what truth will you embody? How can you be more of your true self? What's holding you back? Fear? (Let's face it: we live in fraught times.) Friends? Who is truly around you for support? And how can Mercury retrograde help us with this? (Yes, Mercury Rx can be helpful!) Listen in to learn how to step into living more boldly.
And now I invite you to my Creative Writing Camp! This is no ordinary summer camp. This is lïberation work. Somatic healing practices. Creative expression. Writing as release ritual. Nervous system resilience.
Register because you want to be part of the résistânce. Because you want to make a difference. Because you are done playing small.
Sign up here:
https://suryagian.com/creative-writing-camp
August 12-16, 2024
10am-12pm ET
Online community
$200
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Today’s poems/ Books mentioned:
Oracle card: Night of Pentacles (Reversed)
“Practice this New Bird Call” by Hafiz
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Courses / Exclusive Content / Book Mentioned:
Subscribe to mailing list + community: suryagian.com/subscribe and get the 7-day meditation challenge, “Spark Joy in Chaos”
Subscribe to “Adventures in Midlife” newsletter: leslieann.substack.com
Instagram: @leslieannhobayan
Email: leslieann@suryagian.com
Creative Writing Camp: https://www.suryagian.com/creative-writing-camp

Jul 31, 2024 • 37min
Ep 230 - Listening to your own heart when taking actions towards liberation
This week, the King of swords (reversed!) is reflecting back to us all of the hubris out there, with people being rigid in their thinking and trying to convince us of their beliefs, telling us what to do. We must remember that we know ourselves best. How do we get back to our inherent knowing, our deep resonance with our inner Truth? How can we discern what's our voice and what's not?
In this week's episode I talk a little bit about voting, how to listen to your own heart, and how this election is not the silver bullet to solve all problems. That we will continue to work towards liberation no matter the results. Tune in to learn more!
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Today’s poems/ Books mentioned:
Oracle card: King of Swords (reversed)
“If you don’t stop that” by Hafiz
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Courses / Exclusive Content / Book Mentioned:
Subscribe to mailing list + community: suryagian.com/subscribe and get the 7-day meditation challenge, “Spark Joy in Chaos”
Subscribe to “Adventures in Midlife” newsletter: leslieann.substack.com
Instagram: @leslieannhobayan
Email: leslieann@suryagian.com
Creative Writing Camp: https://www.suryagian.com/creative-writing-camp

Jul 25, 2024 • 32min
Ep 229 - What do you imagine liberation to look like?
As the world continues to burn and we continue to fight for social justice, the question that comes to mind is this: what does liberation look like? Yes, we know what we don't want. But have we envisioned what we do want? What world do we want to create on the other side of this burning? We need to imagine it in order to understand how to get there. And we need to ground ourselves.
Tune into this week's episode to feel into possibilities. And to start a conversation about what is possible.
Also note: a single eléction does not change anything. Changes happen at the ground level. We will still need to continue to fight and dismántle the systems that 0ppress no matter the outcome. Keep going. We keep us safe. We will liberate us.
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Today’s poems/ Books mentioned:
Oracle card: Starkeeper
“A Root in Each Act and Creature” by Hafiz
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Courses / Exclusive Content / Book Mentioned:
Subscribe to mailing list + community: suryagian.com/subscribe and get the 7-day meditation challenge, “Spark Joy in Chaos”
Subscribe to “Adventures in Midlife” newsletter: leslieann.substack.com
Instagram: @leslieannhobayan
Email: leslieann@suryagian.com

Jul 17, 2024 • 33min
Ep 228 - Create in the Face of Destruction
As the world continues to burn (in my eyes, it's the burning down if oppressive systems), it's easy to lose sight of the big picture and fall into hopelessness when you witness so much destruction over and over. How can we continue to sustain our fight for liberation? How can we keep going when the allure of despair calls us?
The answer: we create!
What does that mean? What does that look like? And why does it work? Tune in to learn more and hear suggestions on how to get creative!
And if you're looking for a safe space to express your feelings and create in the face of destruction, join me for Creative Writing Camp: Find Your Voice.
Courses / Exclusive Content / Book Mentioned:
Subscribe to mailing list + community: suryagian.com/subscribe and get the 7-day meditation challenge, “Spark Joy in Chaos”
Subscribe to “Adventures in Midlife” newsletter: leslieann.substack.com
Instagram: @leslieannhobayan
Email: leslieann@suryagian.com

Jul 10, 2024 • 38min
Ep 227 - Reclaiming Your Power: Asking for help is NOT a sign of weakness
It takes courage to ask for help, at least for the kind of help that feels vulnerable. But this is power. And this is the kind of power we must remember that we possess. We have to power to choose how we want to experience what the world brings into our lives.
In this week's episode, I accidentally get meta with my own teaching. Haha! I'm sharing wisdom about remembering our innate power through the challenges we face in our lives by telling you about an experience that I had. Tune in to learn more!
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Today’s poems/ Books mentioned:
Oracle card: The Earthworm
“I Imagine Now For Ages” by Hafiz
Song: “Two Little Doves” by Fia
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Courses / Exclusive Content / Book Mentioned:
Subscribe to mailing list + community: suryagian.com/subscribe and get the 7-day meditation challenge, “Spark Joy in Chaos”
Subscribe to “Adventures in Midlife” newsletter: leslieann.substack.com
Instagram: @leslieannhobayan
Email: leslieann@suryagian.com

Jul 3, 2024 • 41min
Ep 226 - The world is on fire. Is spirituality the fire hydrant we need?
After the appalling decisions made by Scotus this past week (being homeless is a crime & presidents can get away with anything), many of us are falling into despair or rage or both. What is this world we live in and how did we get here? Are we going to survive?
In this week's episode, I'm bringing our focus back to the bigger picture: we exist beyond this three-dimensional plane. So how does this world on fire help us to grow and evolve as spirit-souls? If you think about the universe, there are plenty of things dying and exploding all while the universe continues to expand. Is this moment our supernova (where Empire is the dying star)? (“A supernova is the cataclysmic explosion of a massive star at the end of its life.”) Tune in to learn more!
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Today’s poems/ Books mentioned:
Oracle card: Three of Pentacles
“Cucumbers and Prayers” by Hafiz
Book: The Sum of Us: What racism costs everyone and how we can prosper together - Heather McGhee
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Courses / Exclusive Content / Book Mentioned:
Subscribe to mailing list + community: suryagian.com/subscribe and get the 7-day meditation challenge, “Spark Joy in Chaos”
Subscribe to “Adventures in Midlife” newsletter: leslieann.substack.com
Instagram: @leslieannhobayan Email: leslieann@suryagian.com

Jun 26, 2024 • 23min
Ep 225 - Share your gifts! Don't keep them hidden
How do we know what our gifts are to the world? And how do we know with whom to share them? Do we even want to share them? The body can help. Tune in to learn more!
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Today’s poems/ Books mentioned:
Oracle card: Oyster
“We Might Have To Medicate You” by Hafiz
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Courses / Exclusive Content / Book Mentioned:
Subscribe to mailing list + community: suryagian.com/subscribe and get the 7-day meditation challenge, “Spark Joy in Chaos”
Subscribe to “Adventures in Midlife” newsletter: leslieann.substack.com
Instagram: @leslieannhobayan
Email: leslieann@suryagian.com

Jun 19, 2024 • 38min
Ep 224 - Best of Spiritual Grit - “Both/And”: You Can Be An Activist in Your Everyday Life
Many of us compartmentalize our lives, putting things in boxes as if our lives are a bunch of multicolored beads that need to be separated and sorted.. Parenting goes in one box. Job goes in another box. Writer work in yet another. Activist work in another. This isn’t how we’re supposed to live. WIth the continuing gen0-side, compartmentalizing is a survival tactic. “If I can just focus on my job, I can look away from what’s happening in Pal-es-tine.” The thing is, the magnitude of these atr0cities is affecting our daily lives, whether we’re aware of it or not.
In this week’s episode, I talk about how everything is inextricably linked. We cannot compartmentalize. We must stay connected to our humanity. We must continue to bear witness AND to live, to continue the daily activities of our small lives AND do what we can to demand a ce@sefire and fight for a freé Pal-es-tine. How do we do that? How can we act in our daily lives in ways that begin to shift change? Tune in to learn more!
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Today’s poems/ Books mentioned:
Oracle card: Queen of Pentacles
Poem: “You are Brave in that Holy War” by Hafiz
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Courses / Exclusive Content / Book Mentioned:
Subscribe to “Adventures in Midlife” newsletter: leslieann.substack.com

Jun 12, 2024 • 27min
Ep 223 - Cultivating discernment when connecting with community
Since the quarantine years, many of us have been hungry for community. We've been longing for real connection. But how badly do we want it? At what cost?
Not all communities are created equal. Not all communities are built with your best interest in mind. Are we willing to compromise who we are in order to feel like we belong somewhere?
During this time of jen-0cide of Pali-stin-ians, it's becoming harder to find communities of care and support. It's on us to create them and communicate that it's a safe place. Tune in to hear my experience of a community that suddenly became unsafe for me and how we might build the safe community that we need.
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Today’s poems/ Books mentioned:
Oracle card: Ten of Cups
“Too Beautiful” by Hafiz
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Courses / Exclusive Content / Book Mentioned:
Subscribe to mailing list + community: suryagian.com/subscribe and get the 7-day meditation challenge, “Spark Joy in Chaos”
Subscribe to “Adventures in Midlife” newsletter: leslieann.substack.com
Instagram: @leslieannhobayan
Email: leslieann@suryagian.com