The Cosmic Matrix

In this episode of the Cosmic Matrix Podcast, Bernhard and Laura discuss what they refer to as the Matrix “trauma installment program”, and how the occult forces work through our unprocessed traumas to keep the control system of the matrix intact.

In this special episode of the Cosmic Matrix podcast, Laura Matsue and Kelsea Shanai'a Rai talk about the Heroine’s journey of turning the toxic feminine into divine embodiment and introduce a new course they are offering to women that takes them through this journey.

In the 11th episode of the Cosmic Matrix podcast, Bernhard talks to Tom Montalk about his research and experiences, diving deep into various occult, fringe, metaphysical, and esoteric topics. Tom shares his insights into the mechanics of the hyperdimensional matrix working through us, how to protect oneself from occult interferences, and much more.

In this podcast Bernhard and Laura propose the question “Do you really want to awaken or just be comfortable in your dream state?” and how “enlightenment is a destructive process” as it may introduce us to difficult truths; and how certain components of character are necessary to have in order to go through this process.

In this episode, Bernhard and Laura discuss the journey of the “wounded healer” and their personal experiences of suffering and healing themselves which led them to the work they’re doing. They discuss the role of trauma and how it can create more sensitive people, or oppositionally, sociopaths and psychopaths, the matrix trauma installment program, and more.

In this episode, Bernhard and Laura talk about the popular topic of shadow work, triggers, and projections, outlining the basic tools that one needs to understand and engage in shadow work as well as sharing their reflections on how they handle being triggered and deal with projections coming from other people.

What is the New Age movement and how have spiritual/esoteric teachings become corrupted through its popularity? In this episode, we look into some of the popular New Age beliefs and how they tie into the topic of spiritual bypassing.

The vast majority of people in the modern world are disconnected from their bodies and live in a very hard-centric existence. Official culture and the matrix keeps these people disembodied by design so that they are disconnected from their inner guidance and true creative power. Laura and Bernhard discuss this process of embodiment; which is reuniting body, mind, and spirit and how this brings us to heal the trauma stored in our bodies as we reconnect to it.

Psilocybin mushrooms, DMT, ayahuasca, marijuana, and other psychedelics/medicine plants are becoming more popular in the mainstream as an alternative method of holistic healing. What are the benefits and what are the risks in taking these substances/plants? Laura and Bernhard share their own experiences using these psycho-active substances while also discussing various topics such as the dark side of shamanism, the trap of chasing peak experiences, and much more.

In the 4th episode of the Cosmic Matrix podcast, Laura and Bernhard discuss spiritual integrity and what it means to engage in inner and outer work. Many well-meaning "truth seekers" are overly focused on the external world while lacking a balance of sincere inner work and embodiment. On the other side of the coin, there is the New Age trap of too much "self-work" resulting in narcissistic tendencies, whereas people are overly focused on their internal experience without understanding the world around them, which often results in solipsism.