

Jesus at 2AM - A Humorous, Intelligent Look at the Bible, Church History & the Life of Faith
Kirk Winslow | Canvas | Irvine, CA
Where intellectual integrity meets an honest quest for faith. Humorous and sincere, this is one pastor's attempt at late-night-level honesty about the Bible, church history, theological scholarship, spiritual practice and...God. And how it might just turn out that love is the name of the game.
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Apr 11, 2016 • 40min
Loving God 301, Part 11: Unfiltered Emotion – Psalm 137
Lust, greed, rage, fear, jealousy, scorn… What do we do when such passions surge (as they inevitably will)? For many people of faith striving to grow in love and compassion, the immediate temptation is suppression: force the thought from our mind and tighten the inner security to make sure they never come back. It's an […]

Mar 26, 2016 • 18min
Loving God 301, Part 10: Finding Trust Amidst Doubt – Psalm 117
Why do we stay on this crazy path of faith? At least some part of me is always asking. And while my theology is of some help (it's broken world, God is making all things new, faith will be vindicated at the end of the age…yadda, yadda), I sometimes need a more immediate and personal answer. […]

Mar 22, 2016 • 32min
Loving God 301, Part 9: Acknowledging Temptation – Psalm 73
Why do bad things happen to good people? And why do good things happen to bad people? And when such things occur, are they signs that I've been a fool to follow the virtuous path??? Temptation in the life of faith has to do with far more than just the momentary impulses to break the rules. […]

Mar 1, 2016 • 33min
Loving God 301, Part 8: A Cry for Vengeance – Psalm 69
Anger is a core human emotion – a healthy response to injustice. But like all primal responses, anger can turn on us in an instant, and what begins as a proper defensive impulse transforms into the desire for retribution, even revenge. And when it does, we transition from victim to perpetrator-in-the-making – a position we cannot […]

Feb 26, 2016 • 38min
Loving God 301, Part 7: Expressing Awe and Wonder – Psalm 104
What do we say when the beauty and goodness of life takes our breath away? We've all had the experience of such awe and wonder that we are reduced to stunned silence. We reach for our cameras to capture it our phones to record it. We may later turn to painting or sculpture or music […]

Feb 22, 2016 • 28min
Loving God 301, Part 6: Begging Forgiveness – Psalm 51
There is nothing harder for me to bring to God than guilt – real guilt. Not the shame of a minor offense or trivial wrong-doing. But the guilt of one who has transgressed very badly, who has clearly overstepped the bound of righteousness love. In those times when I know that I am guilty and possess no defense, […]

Feb 18, 2016 • 26min
Loving God 301, Part 5: Expressing Disorientation and Abandonment – Psalm 88
Often our most desperate hours are marked by a fundamental sense of disorientation. Beyond the direct emotions of fear, sorrow, even anger…is the larger feeling that world as we once knew it has been overturned. We no longer know which way is up or where to find a port in the storm. It is in these moments – perhaps more […]

Feb 8, 2016 • 36min
Loving God 301, Part 4: Expressing Doubt – Psalm 13
Doubt is a part of every intimate relationship. No matter how confident we are in the love of another, there are times when we wonder if that love endures (if it was every really there at all). It happens in friendships, families, marriages…and in our relationship with God. We ought not be surprised by this or […]

Feb 5, 2016 • 29min
Loving God 301, Part 3: Expressing Fear – Psalm 140
We've all heard of the "foxhole prayer" – pleading with God in our most desperate hour. It's an experience we've all had, and one that often comes with a tinge of guilt: Will God be angry that we turn to prayer only when we are overcome with fear? Take heart, then, to know that the […]

Feb 4, 2016 • 17min
Loving God 301, Part 2: Expressing Praise – Psalm 150
The great gift of the psalms is that they give us the words to pray from the depth of our soul, to give words to our experience. We pray them not because they are the "approved" prayers of the church, but because they help us articulate (and thus feel) what is most true about ourselves […]


