
Before You Kill Yourself: a suicide prevention podcast.
When the pain feels unbearable and we feel alone in our suffering this podcast will sit with you. Let's rediscover our purpose, reduce our pain and regain our sense of belonging. Join comedian Leo Flowers M.A. as he shares his own journey through suicidality, interviews guests with lived experiences and discusses with experts on how to escape the flames and create a life worth living.
Latest episodes

May 27, 2024 • 52min
Jeremy Stalnecker: Be 100% responsible for your 10%, PTSD and why your identity is internal, not external
Jeremy Stalnecker, former USMC Infantry Officer, discusses PTSD, serving veterans, and identity. He highlights the importance of self-discovery, taking responsibility in relationships, persistence, and preparation for success. The podcast provides valuable resources for veterans and their families.

May 20, 2024 • 49min
Samuel Swidzinski: Win The War With Bipolar
Samuel Swidzinski, author of "Win The War with Bipolar," joins us to discuss his lived experience and psychological research about bipolar; treatment, symptoms and coping mechanisms.Go to www.thrivewithleo.com to manage your "Pain, Purpose and Prosperity."National Suicide Prevention Lifeline988Teen Line (Los Angeles)800-852-8336The Trevor Project (LGBTQ Youth Hotline)866-488-7386National Domestic Violence Hotline800-799-SAFE [800-799-7233]Crisis Text LineText "Connect" to 741741 in the USALifeline Chathttps://suicidepreventionlifeline.org/chat/International Suicide Hotlines: http://www.suicide.org/international-suicide-hotlines.htmlhttps://www.nowmattersnow.org/skillshttps://sobermeditations.libsyn.com/ www.suicidesafetyplan.com https://scaa.club/

May 16, 2024 • 21min
Listener email: Coping with living abroad and addiction
We respond to a listener email about the challenges of living abroad and alcohol addiction. 1-on-1 Coaching: If you want go from feeling hopeless to hopeful, lonely to connected and like a burden to a blessing, then go to 1-on-1 coaching, go to www.thrivewithleo.com. Let’s get to tomorrow, together. If you or anyone you know is considering suicide or self-harm, or is anxious, depressed, upset, or needs to talk, there are people who want to help.In the US:Crisis Text Line: Text CRISIS to 741741 for free, confidential crisis counselingThe National Suicide Prevention Lifeline: 1-800-273-8255The Trevor Project: 1-866-488-7386Outside the US:The International Association for Suicide Prevention lists a number of suicide hotlines by country. Click here to find them.

May 16, 2024 • 28min
How to speak up for our needs, wants and expectations
Learn how to be upfront about our needs, wants and expectations so that we don't feel the pain of disappointment and resentment in our relationships and life. 1-on-1 Coaching: If you want go from feeling hopeless to hopeful, lonely to connected and like a burden to a blessing, then go to 1-on-1 coaching, go to www.thrivewithleo.com. Let’s get to tomorrow, together. National Suicide Prevention Lifeline988Teen Line (Los Angeles)800-852-8336The Trevor Project (LGBTQ Youth Hotline)866-488-7386National Domestic Violence Hotline800-799-SAFE [800-799-7233]Crisis Text LineText "Connect" to 741741 in the USALifeline Chathttps://suicidepreventionlifeline.org/chat/International Suicide Hotlines: http://www.suicide.org/international-suicide-hotlines.htmlhttps://www.nowmattersnow.org/skillshttps://sobermeditations.libsyn.com/ www.suicidesafetyplan.com https://scaa.club/

May 16, 2024 • 30min
Random Episode: Addiction, Small Talk, Meditation and Loss
We discuss how to make life feel longer and pleasant; addiction according to Matthew Perry; redefining meditation; journaling as a learning tool; how to reframe loss. 1-on-1 Coaching: If you want go from feeling hopeless to hopeful, lonely to connected and like a burden to a blessing, then go to 1-on-1 coaching, go to www.thrivewithleo.com. Let’s get to tomorrow, together. If you or anyone you know is considering suicide or self-harm, or is anxious, depressed, upset, or needs to talk, there are people who want to help.In the US:Crisis Text Line: Text CRISIS to 741741 for free, confidential crisis counselingThe National Suicide Prevention Lifeline: 1-800-273-8255The Trevor Project: 1-866-488-7386Outside the US:The International Association for Suicide Prevention lists a number of suicide hotlines by country. Click here to find them.

May 14, 2024 • 26min
Rediscover Your Love Of Music
If you're not enjoying music like you used to, tune in to discover ten ways to reignite your passion for music. Podcast Playlist: https://shorturl.at/ahntBBlack Thought: https://shorturl.at/hmALV1-on-1 Coaching: If you want go from feeling hopeless to hopeful, lonely to connected and like a burden to a blessing, then go to 1-on-1 coaching, go to www.thrivewithleo.com. Let’s get to tomorrow, together. If you or anyone you know is considering suicide or self-harm, or is anxious, depressed, upset, or needs to talk, there are people who want to help.In the US:Crisis Text Line: Text CRISIS to 741741 for free, confidential crisis counselingThe National Suicide Prevention Lifeline: 1-800-273-8255The Trevor Project: 1-866-488-7386Outside the US:The International Association for Suicide Prevention lists a number of suicide hotlines by country. Click here to find them.

May 13, 2024 • 37min
Alreen Haeggquiest: Fueling Triumph From Trauma
Author, Activist and Lawyer Alreen Haeggquiest joins me to discuss: childhood sexual traumaattempting suicide 2x'swhy she burned her journalinner child workcaretaker syndromeSponsor:Is there something interfering with your happiness or is preventing you from achieving your goals? https://betterhelp.com/leo and enjoy 10% off your first month and start talking to mental health professional today!! 1-on-1 Coaching: If you want go from feeling hopeless to hopeful, lonely to connected and like a burden to a blessing, then go to 1-on-1 coaching, go to www.thrivewithleo.com. Let’s get to tomorrow, together. National Suicide Prevention Lifeline988Teen Line (Los Angeles)800-852-8336The Trevor Project (LGBTQ Youth Hotline)866-488-7386National Domestic Violence Hotline800-799-SAFE [800-799-7233]Crisis Text LineText "Connect" to 741741 in the USALifeline Chathttps://suicidepreventionlifeline.org/chat/International Suicide Hotlines: http://www.suicide.org/international-suicide-hotlines.htmlhttps://www.nowmattersnow.org/skillshttps://sobermeditations.libsyn.com/ www.suicidesafetyplan.com https://scaa.club/

May 10, 2024 • 22min
Embracing Spontaneity: Navigating the Thin Line Between Spontaneity and Impulsivity
Exploring the benefits of spontaneity over impulsivity, discussing ways to incorporate spontaneity in daily life through road trips, trying new activities, and creative endeavors. Emphasizing the importance of setting boundaries and mindful decision-making for a balanced and fulfilling life.

May 9, 2024 • 23min
Lessons from Britney Griner's "Coming Home" and why "hope" may not be your best strategy
We discuss how WNBA player, Britney Griner, navigated through pain, despair to find joy and purpose.1-on-1 Coaching: If you want go from feeling hopeless to hopeful, lonely to connected and like a burden to a blessing, then go to 1-on-1 coaching, go to www.thrivewithleo.com. Let’s get to tomorrow, together. If you or anyone you know is considering suicide or self-harm, or is anxious, depressed, upset, or needs to talk, there are people who want to help.In the US:Crisis Text Line: Text CRISIS to 741741 for free, confidential crisis counselingThe National Suicide Prevention Lifeline: 1-800-273-8255The Trevor Project: 1-866-488-7386Outside the US:The International Association for Suicide Prevention lists a number of suicide hotlines by country. Click here to find them.

May 9, 2024 • 24min
How to show up with confidence and get unstuck.
The podcast explores how to show up with confidence and get unstuck, discussing topics such as mindfulness, body image struggles, embracing uniqueness, and navigating achievements and vulnerabilities. It emphasizes the importance of accepting uncertainties in life and approaching challenges with composure for true confidence.