Whose Body Is It

Upcoming Class: Safeguarding in the Age of Gender Disinformation, Dissociation, & External Validation SeekingRecover Your Instincts & Cultivate Resilience with Amy Sousa, MA Depth Psychology Join us LIVE on April 13 or watch the replay When nine-year-old Elle found out she was going to be a big sister, she was overjoyed. She helped raise her younger brother and as they grew up, she was happy to act as a support, confidante, and the first-call-in-a-crisis. But when she became pregnant, her brother’s attitude toward his sister changed completely. He never acknowledged her daughter, never wanted to look at or hold her as a baby, and Elle ended up falling out with him. She did not understand why he turned on her until many years later, when her brother called her to let her know that he was ‘a lesbian woman’ now.  He shared that his treatment of her stemmed from his jealousy of her, for one thing he'd never gotten to get his nails done with their mother. Elle began looking into autogynephilia and realized that her brother was living in a porn-sick, sex-obsessed alternate reality. He had quit working and started an OnlyFans, where he dressed up as an underage girl. He spent $14,000 on laser hair removal, plus hormones, and surgeries. He demanded financial support from their mother and let bills pile up until creditors were harassing his parents.  While Elle's parents have extended themselves financially, emotionally and physically to support her brother, finding support for themselves has not been easy in the trans-affirming culture. Connect with Elle: doitwritecontent@gmail.com ⁠⁠Support the Whose Body Is It Podcast⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠ →⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠ ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠Shop Activist Stickers⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠ →⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠ ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠Whose Body Is It Website⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠ →⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠ Music //⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠Time by ASHUTOSH⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠ ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠Music promoted by Free Stock Music⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠ ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠Creative Commons Attribution 3.0 Unported License⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠

It’s not exactly Millennials' fault that many of us are stuck in extended adolescence. We’re bearing a wound around adulthood that didn’t start with our generation. We’re working under fluorescent lighting instead of under the sun, hustling in the city instead of in the small tribes we evolved from, and striving for the “empowerment” the Spice Girls promised. Endocrine disruptors surround us. We work with screens instead of with our hands. The conveniences of living non-biologically are certainly comfortable, but they come with consequences: we've become soft, immature, our vitality compromised. Many women in our thirties are rethinking the cultural programming that discouraged us from having our babies at an age that would afford us the energy and resilience to more easily bear the challenges of motherhood, while garnering the support from our own parents. There are plenty of benefits to building up wisdom, life experience, and financial resources before you have kids, but there’s grief too. What happens when we exclusively put our self-worth into our careers or accomplishments instead of embodying the portal of life and death that is our birthright as women? Today's guest, body worker and poly-vagal nerve practitioner Danielle Evans, helps people heal their nervous system. Danielle shares about her process deprogramming from liberal feminist rhetoric and discusses how the surface of our skin connects to the deepest layers of our nervous system. Danielle reminds us that the body remembers everything from pre-birth to our present moment, and explains how we can self-source safety in our body and quiet the anxious mind. Follow Danielle Evans on Instagram →⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠ ⁠⁠Support the Whose Body Is It Podcast⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠ →⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠ ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠Shop Activist Stickers⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠ →⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠ ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠Whose Body Is It Website⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠ →⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠ Music //⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠Time by ASHUTOSH⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠ ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠Music promoted by Free Stock Music⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠ ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠Creative Commons Attribution 3.0 Unported License⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠

Growing up Latter Day Saints, Olivia was held to very strict expectations. The church and homeschooling offered glimmers of women’s spiritual power, but Olivia needed greater freedom of expression. For instance, she chafed at her family’s outpouring of grief when she revealed she was interested in dating women. She tried to be patient with them as they grieved her inevitable separation from them in the afterlife, but she felt rejected. This, along with the restrictions internalized from her childhood, drove her to confuse authentic liberation with the so-called "liberal" ideologies she encountered in adolescence. It began with RuPaul’s Drag Race. The show seemed misogynist to Olivia, but her friends made it very clear that she’d need to adopt even the most appalling caricatures of womanhood, “trans lesbians” if she wanted to maintain access to her social circle and dating pool. She understood “you either get with this agenda or you die socially,” when she witnessed the ostracism of lesbians who resisted. The logical conclusion of this liberal feminist propaganda was her full indoctrination into another religion, with its own set of patriarchal expectations. Following in the footsteps of her liberal feminist friends, she became a “sugar baby” and started an OnlyFans. Her “manager,” aka her John, soon became her pimp, supplying her with drugs to cope with the effects of being trafficked, all the while filming her degradation for other men to consume. She believed her non-binary identity would somehow protect her from the sexual violence women experience, disassociating from her female body even as men tortured her. It was not until she realized that her choices were exposing not just her, but her girlfriend, to extreme violence, that she knew she had to exit. Olivia has since found her own source of spirituality, bodily integrity, and a reclamation of womanhood through connecting to her matrilineal line and finding the healing power of plants. Follow Olivia on Instagram → ⁠⁠Support the Whose Body Is It Podcast⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠ →⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠ ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠Shop Activist Stickers⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠ →⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠ ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠Whose Body Is It Website⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠ →⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠ Music //⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠Time by ASHUTOSH⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠ ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠Music promoted by Free Stock Music⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠ ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠Creative Commons Attribution 3.0 Unported License⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠

For Charlie, it all started at age five, jealous of boys, because they got to take their shirts off and stand to pee. By age seven, she had a therapist who told her and her parents that this was symptomatic of something called gender dysphoria. Ecstatic that she would get to ‘be a boy,’ Charlie was ushered down the medical path, with her vital records and name altered at age nine, and later put on puberty blockers and wrong sex hormones. Her family asked her if she was sure she wanted all of this. Her response? “I’ve never been more sure of anything in my entire life.” All twelve years of life experience couldn’t have prepared her for the changes testosterone would bring. At age fifteen, she had started to wonder if the path she was on would prevent her from ever getting married or having a family. It wasn’t until encountering a Reddit thread about complications of testosterone such as bone and heart disease and dementia that it occurred to her that her doctors had never told her that these "life-saving treatments" would have long term negative effects on her health. The process of coming out a second time, this time as a lesbian woman ready to detransition, was even harder than the first time. After telling herself the story for so long that she’d take her own life if she ever got her period, she developed an eating disorder, to keep delaying womanhood even without testosterone. Now nineteen, Charlie has found peace in her body and within her circle of family and friends, but she wants to challenge people to consider what would have happened if her childhood therapist had recognized her anxiety and depression instead of entertaining the ludicrous concept of being stuck in the wrong body. Follow Charlie on Instagram → ⁠⁠Support the Whose Body Is It Podcast⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠ →⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠ ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠Shop Activist Stickers⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠ →⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠ ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠Whose Body Is It Website⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠ →⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠ Music //⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠Time by ASHUTOSH⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠ ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠Music promoted by Free Stock Music⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠ ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠Creative Commons Attribution 3.0 Unported License⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠

Kristin Hauser joins us today to talk about cultivating female fertility outside of the medical model. She has been working in the fertility space for over ten years, as an acupuncturist and sex and relationship coach. Kristin has seen all manner of fertility issues, from women later in their fertile years, who’ve been working to the point of burn out, to the less talked about, younger women whose cycles were damaged by hormonal birth control. Inventions such as intrauterine insemination, IVF, to surrogacy, are touted by the fertility industry as the best path to motherhood if you don’t conceive within a few months of trying. As an acupuncturist, Kristin tried to serve women within this model, but soon realized it was out of integrity for her. She encourages women and men to consider their fertility as an extension of creativity, of their physical and spiritual wellbeing, and she uses a variety of methods that never require invasive testing or surgery. In this episode Kristin discusses fertility struggles are a catalyst for sexual reawakening, and how staying out of the mainstream medical model, women can come into motherhood in power. Kristin's class Restoring Your Fertility and Ovarian Vitality is a great place to start for women who want to truly understand their bodies and improve their fertility with ease and without medical intervention. Follow Kristin on Instagram ⁠Take the master class: 𝗧𝗵𝗲 𝗠𝗲𝗱𝗶𝗰𝗮𝗹 𝗮𝗻𝗱 𝗟𝗲𝗴𝗮𝗹 𝗘𝘁𝗵𝗶𝗰𝘀 𝗼𝗳 𝗜𝗩𝗙, 𝗦𝘂𝗿𝗿𝗼𝗴𝗮𝗰𝘆, 𝗮𝗻𝗱 𝗢𝘁𝗵𝗲𝗿 𝗖𝗼𝗺𝗺𝗼𝗻𝗹𝘆 𝗨𝘀𝗲𝗱 𝗔𝘀𝘀𝗶𝘀𝘁𝗲𝗱 𝗥𝗲𝗽𝗿𝗼𝗱𝘂𝗰𝘁𝗶𝘃𝗲 𝗧𝗲𝗰𝗵𝗻𝗼𝗹𝗼𝗴𝘆 →⁠ ⁠⁠Support the Whose Body Is It Podcast⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠ →⁠⁠⁠⁠ ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠Shop Activist Stickers⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠ →⁠⁠⁠⁠ ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠Whose Body Is It Website⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠ →⁠⁠⁠⁠ Music //⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠Time by ASHUTOSH⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠ ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠Music promoted by Free Stock Music⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠ ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠Creative Commons Attribution 3.0 Unported License⁠⁠⁠⁠

Diagnosed with endometriosis at age 19, Marche was told she would probably never have babies. It was the early 2000s, post women’s liberation and even when Marche found herself expectedly pregnant she considered termination. Before she could decide what she wanted to do, Marche was incorrectly diagnosed with a blighted ovum, and told she’d miscarry. About to start grad school and ridden with grief, Marche took abortifacients, only to find out the day after that she’d been incorrectly diagnosed. A thorough look into Marche’s health history and the ways she was victimized by the medical industry, sets the backdrop for how she became the perfect consumer of the fertility industry. Marche details the dehumanization she experienced during the IUI/IVF process, the tens of thousands of dollars down the drain, the evisceration of love between she and her husband during this time, and how she ultimately shifted her perspective from seeing her attempt to rent her best friend’s womb as camaraderie, to the unjustifiable utilization and commodification of women’s bodies. Learn everything your doctor or midwife won't tell you about the 𝗠𝗲𝗱𝗶𝗰𝗮𝗹 𝗮𝗻𝗱 𝗟𝗲𝗴𝗮𝗹 𝗘𝘁𝗵𝗶𝗰𝘀 𝗼𝗳 𝗜𝗩𝗙, 𝗦𝘂𝗿𝗿𝗼𝗴𝗮𝗰𝘆, 𝗮𝗻𝗱 𝗢𝘁𝗵𝗲𝗿 𝗖𝗼𝗺𝗺𝗼𝗻𝗹𝘆 𝗨𝘀𝗲𝗱 𝗔𝘀𝘀𝗶𝘀𝘁𝗲𝗱 𝗥𝗲𝗽𝗿𝗼𝗱𝘂𝗰𝘁𝗶𝘃𝗲 𝗧𝗲𝗰𝗵𝗻𝗼𝗹𝗼𝗴𝘆 → ⁠Support the Whose Body Is It Podcast⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠ →⁠⁠⁠ ⁠⁠⁠⁠Shop Activist Stickers⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠ →⁠⁠⁠ ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠Whose Body Is It Website⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠ →⁠⁠⁠ Music //⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠Time by ASHUTOSH⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠ ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠Music promoted by Free Stock Music⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠ ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠Creative Commons Attribution 3.0 Unported License⁠⁠⁠

On Sunday, June 25 2023, LGBT non-profit whistleblower, K. Yang and I went to Washington Square Park to stand for women's sex based rights amidst thousands of men and women celebrating "Pride". In this episode we discuss the conversations and confrontations leading up to K. Yang getting assaulted by a large mob, what you didn't see on camera and how we think women world wide stand a chance at fighting female erasure. Support K. Yang via StopFemaleErasure.com ⁠Watch the footage of K. Yang getting assaulted by large mob⁠ ⁠Watch the footage of a gay male couple screaming at K. Yang Take the Master Class: The Great Reset of Motherhood: Gender Identity, Transhumanist Tech & the Theft of Birth  Take the Master Class Unpacking Common Myths & Misconceptions About Indigenous Two-Spirit & Third Genders ⁠Support the Whose Body Is It Podcast⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠ →⁠⁠ ⁠⁠⁠Shop Activist Stickers⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠ →⁠⁠ ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠Whose Body Is It Website⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠ →⁠⁠ Music //⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠Time by ASHUTOSH⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠ ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠Music promoted by Free Stock Music⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠ ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠Creative Commons Attribution 3.0 Unported License⁠⁠

Today I get personal with my dear friend Serendipiti Day as we share the stories of our first exposures to porn, how we navigate conversations around porn with potential sexual partners, and how we went from holding a liberal feminist analysis of porn to a radical feminist analysis. Take the Master Class: 𝗚𝗲𝘁𝘁𝗶𝗻𝗴 𝗥𝗲𝗮𝗹 𝗔𝗯𝗼𝘂𝘁 𝗣𝗼𝗿𝗻: 𝗘𝘅𝗮𝗺𝗶𝗻𝗶𝗻𝗴 𝘁𝗵𝗲 𝗜𝗻𝗱𝘂𝘀𝘁𝗿𝘆 𝗼𝗳 𝗔𝗻𝘁𝗶-𝗪𝗼𝗺𝗮𝗻 𝗣𝗿𝗼𝗽𝗮𝗴𝗮𝗻𝗱𝗮 Follow Serendipiti Day Check out my previous episode with Dipiti ⁠Support the Whose Body Is It Podcast⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠ →⁠ ⁠⁠Shop Activist Stickers⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠ →⁠ ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠Whose Body Is It Website⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠ →⁠ Music //⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠Time by ASHUTOSH⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠ ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠Music promoted by Free Stock Music⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠ ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠Creative Commons Attribution 3.0 Unported License⁠

In 2006, Amanda's doctors told her that her silicone breast implants were a completely safe, permanent solution to change to her silhouette after breastfeeding. She looked down and saw ‘ski-slopes,’ and when she compared herself to other women, she felt she came up short. Her implants were cold, stiff, and eventually began leaking toxins inside her body. As her symptoms worsened, she discovered that her doctors did not have the data to back up claims that her breast implants were perfectly safe, or that her mysterious, autoimmune reactions were coincidental. Amanda is now a psychotherapist and author of Busting Free, a comprehensive guide to physical and psychological wellbeing for women at any stage of the breast explant process. She works with women on healing the beliefs that lead us to question our value, allowing us to be manipulated by predatory marketing. Breasts are not just about beauty and self-esteem, they stand in for our self-conception as women and as mothers. That’s also why breast removal is pushed so hard on women who dis-identify with their female bodies. We explore how cosmetic surgery, an industry dominated by male surgeons, works to support the sexualization and objectification of women. We also dive deep into the appetitive effect, and the illusion of ‘informed consent.’ Amanda also exposes the conveyor belt from breast cancer to breast reconstruction, and the epidemic of women who experience breast implant illness after being told that breast cancer was the worst fate they could face. Even if you’ve never had breasts implants, you’ll relate to the discussion of the desire to belong based on the shape and size of our bodies. Read Busting Free → Follow Amanda on Instagram → Amanda's website → ⁠Support the Whose Body Is It Podcast⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠ → ⁠Shop Activist Stickers⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠ → ⁠⁠⁠⁠Whose Body Is It Website⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠ → Music // ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠Time by ASHUTOSH⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠ ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠Music promoted by Free Stock Music⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠ ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠Creative Commons Attribution 3.0 Unported License

Today I speak with Leigh Janet Marshall, a biologist and formerly trans identified woman from the Bay Area. Early exposure to pornography shaped Leigh's understanding of what a woman is and convinced her she was better off as a gay man. Conceived by artificial insemination, Leigh met her father at age 18, and then connected with one of her biological sisters, donor conceived, who was also struggling with alienation from her female body. With Leigh's constellation of early abandonment wounding and female socialization, she coped by becoming anorexic and later bulimic. In an effort to find authenticity, Leigh and her sister committed to transitioning together, but this was not the cure for her despair that she thought it would be. Leigh now recognizes transition as soft suicide; yet another form of self-harm used to express the shame of being a woman. Leigh woke up to the fact that she was targeted for medicalization but not before pursuing sterilization at age 29. Leigh sees gender affirming care for youth, as blunt a tool for population control as China’s one-child policy. Leigh connects many dots of the transhumanist agenda, from reproductive technology, to pornography, trans ideology, and artificial intelligence, and shines light on how trans ideology is a gateway for population control and the personification of machines. Follow Leigh on Twitter Follow Leigh on Instagram Support the Whose Body Is It Podcast⁠⁠⁠⁠ Shop Activist Stickers⁠⁠⁠⁠ ⁠Whose Body Is It Website⁠⁠⁠⁠ Music: ⁠⁠⁠⁠Time by ASHUTOSH⁠⁠⁠⁠ ⁠⁠⁠⁠Music promoted by Free Stock Music⁠⁠⁠⁠ ⁠⁠⁠⁠Creative Commons Attribution 3.0 Unported License