

Chasing Consciousness
Freddy Drabble
The curious person’s guide to all things mind!
Have you ever wondered how it is that your thoughts and feelings relate to the grey matter in your head? How space and time came to be out of nothing? How what life means to us influences our day-to-day struggles with mental health?
In conversation with experts in physics, psychology, neuroscience and philosophy, Chasing Consciousness will take you to the very fringes of reality and share with you the groundbreaking discoveries that are dramatically changing the way we relate to the world, the future, and our own minds.
Have you ever wondered how it is that your thoughts and feelings relate to the grey matter in your head? How space and time came to be out of nothing? How what life means to us influences our day-to-day struggles with mental health?
In conversation with experts in physics, psychology, neuroscience and philosophy, Chasing Consciousness will take you to the very fringes of reality and share with you the groundbreaking discoveries that are dramatically changing the way we relate to the world, the future, and our own minds.
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Sep 15, 2021 • 1h 2min
Ashleigh Murphy-Beiner - TESTING PSYCHEDELICS FOR DEPRESSION
Can psychedelic therapy help depression?
We are now in the middle of the first psychedelic resurgence since the last bout of research in the 60’s and 70’s led by legends of the psychedelic movement like Dr. Stan Grof at Harvard. This resurgence is taking place on two fronts: Firstly, following promising results from Imperial College’s Psidep 1 study into the use of Psilocybin, the active ingredient in Magic Mushrooms, to treat treatment-resistant depression; there has been a host of studies around the world at leading universities like Harvard investigating many other compounds as well as Psilocybin like famous rave drug MDMA and horse tranquilliser Ketamine. This is an odd turn of events for compounds that have been systematically demonised by governments and accused of worsening mental health conditions.
Secondly, we are seeing a a massive increase in the participation of Ahyuasca rituals, whose active ingredient is DMT, one of the most hallucinogenic compounds in the world, to the point that it has become a fashion among the funky philosophical Burning Man style community.
The world of medicine and personal transformation seem to be converging. But we need a specialist to clarify the details here before we get ahead of ourselves.
So who better to help us navigate this new territory than assistant psychologist on Imperial’s most recent psilocybin study, Ashleigh Murphy Beiner.
Ashleigh Murphy-Beiner is a Trainee Clinical Psychologist and Mindfulness Practitioner. She is a member of the Psychedelic Research Group at Imperial College London. She is also a scientific researcher and has published research investigating the therapeutic use of ayahuasca. Her research has found changes in mindfulness and cognitive flexibility after ayahuasca use which both play a role in psychological wellbeing.
What we discuss:
00:00 Inequality and suffering and how to deal with that experience
05:20 Victor Frankel and thriving from the fundamental quest for human meaning
07:49 Treatment resistant depression, ruminating about the past and social disconnection
14:00 Psychedelics reduce rumination (DMN) and increase plasticity
16:00 Mazatec and North American Indian traditions of healing using hallucinogens
17:30 Plants have their own agency in the indigenous worldview
18:30 Imperial Colleges 2nd Psilocybin Study for depression explained
28:00 The results and how they compared to Psidep1, the first study
31:00 No magic answer to long-term effectiveness challenges against Depression
33:00 ‘Restoring a quality of life’ despite persistent depression symptoms
34:12 Dr. Rosalind Watts’ ACE (Accept, Connect, Embody) Model of treatment and post traumatic growth
36:30 Avoidance to acceptance, and disconnection from others, themselves and the world to connection to those things
39:00 Embody: allowing yourself to feel the pain
43:30 Yohann Hari and the wider systemic issues of inequality leading to depression
45:30 How it feels to publish your first scientific paper
46:00 Ashleigh’s study of Ahyuasca’s effects on cognition
49:00 The commercialisation of Ahyuasca and reciprocity
53:00 Common threads of between Ahyuasca, NDE and psilocybin experiences
56:20 The value of studying altered states of consciousness
1:00:00 Evidence that trauma is stored in the body
References:
Victor Frankel
Dr. Gabor Mate documentary
Yohann Hari book 'Lost Connections'

Aug 31, 2021 • 1h 34min
Jonas Kaplan PHD - THE BACKFIRE EFFECT EXPLAINED
In this episode we want to understand how easy it is to change our beliefs when we receive new information, a process that can be really uncomfortable and lead to great resistance in the psyche. The scientific community, whilst educated to update their world view based on new information and theory, are by no means immune to this resistance; today we’ll find out to what extent it is just a human trait we have to accept.
Now that the scientific method has become more water-tight from our biases than ever, and data collection is more sophisticated than ever, the difference between hard data and the opinion we draw from that data should also be more clear. However, the introduction of the internet and the separation of the population by social media algorithms into tribal bubbles of like-minded people, has mixed together data and opinion, confusing the scientific community and the lay population alike.
So understanding the biology of belief, our discomfort and resistance to new information, and how beliefs play a part in our sense of self can really help us stay open to new data and to update our world view to match it with the necessary flexibility demanded by the sheer speed of change of our current era’s technological revolution; in my opinion this awareness offers essential tools for navigating the next few decades.
So who better to help us navigate this mine-field of human behaviour than cognitive neuroscientist Dr. Jonas Kaplan. His research focuses on the neural basis of consciousness, self, empathy, social relationships, action perception and creativity. Using a combination of fMRI neuro-imaging and behavioural studies he aims to examine the neural mechanisms that underlie our experience of resonating with other people and being aware of ourselves. He is the assistant Research Professor of Psychology at University of South California’s ‘Brain and Creativity Institut’e and Co-Director of the Dana and David Dornslife Cognitive Neuroimaging centre.
Today’s chat will begin discussing his research with Sarah Gimbel and Sam Harris into a possible Backfire Effect when faced with new data.
What we discuss in this episode:
00:00 Split brains and 2 separate consciousness’ in one head
07:10 The Backfire Effect explained
09:00 Why do we find it so difficult to change our minds about things that we care about?
12:40 Less flexibility to changing mind associated with activated Amygdala and Insular cortices
16:00 Avoidance of situations that will challenge us to change our minds
18:15 The evolutionary intertwining between emotion and cognition
23:30 The difference between Cognitive Dissonance and The Backfire effect
25:30 Reason is coloured by underlying motivation
29:00 Sam Harris and the neural basis of belief
31:45 The algorithmic belief bubbles of a post internet world
37:20 The Default Mode Network’s narrative about self, is less active in meditators
40:00 Utilitarian values VS idealogical/sacred values
45:00 The Left Brain interpreter and making up narratives to keep our world view consistent
PART 2
58:00 What is self and is it an illusion?
1:01:30 Demasio’s ‘Core’ and ‘Autobiographical’ self
1:04:00 Mental concepts are useful provisional illusions in some sense
1:08:00 The blur between ‘self’ and ‘other’
1:11:50 Belonging and social group membership and it’s influence on beliefs
1:21:00 Self is a narrative about ourselves
1:22:00 Exceptional experience revealing the illusion of self and the fear of ego death
1:26:45 The biology of belief: the mind body connection
References:
The left Brain Interpreter https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Left-brain_interpreter
Antonio Demasio ‘Descartes Error’ https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Descartes'_Error
Jonas' new podcast

Jul 14, 2021 • 2h 4min
Carla Stang PHD - THE HERO'S JOURNEY
How important is story to to human understanding?
Today we take a step away from science per se, to look at the role of story in the formation of our world views, for generations our only method alongside direct experience of understanding the world, as opposed the more modern method of hard data from scientific research that we tend to examine on Chasing Consciousness. So we’re continuing the all important job of our first series: to establish the limits of what science can know. And today we’re going to start understanding how some of the story like information found in the psyche, and perhaps in the way our lives unfold, can give us clues to the nature of human reality and so support our scientific research in psychology.
So who better to help us navigate this troublesome academic area than award winning social anthropologist Dr Carla Stang! Carla earned her Ph.D. in Social Anthropology at the University of Cambridge. She has held the position of Visiting Scholar at Columbia University and Associate Researcher at the University of Sydney, and was awarded the Frank Bell Memorial Prize for Anthropology from Cambridge. Based on her fieldwork with the Mehinaku, Carla wrote a book called “A Walk to the River in Amazonia” which we’ll be talking about in a bit. She writes for the Dark Mountain collective which advocates ‘uncivilisation’, and has created a mysterious new project ‘Imaginal Futures’. Most recently she co-created the first Masters of Philosophy at Schumacher College, and is currently at work on a new book, an ecological, cross-disciplinary and collaborative project.
What we discuss in this episode:
Part 1
00:00 Tarzan of Greystoke
10:00 How much of a problem is our propensity for narrative over fact?
14:00 Joseph Campbell’s Hero’s Journey or Monomyth examined
24:00 Critiquing the destructive power and domination of others presented in the mono myth
40:00 The uninitiated: we’re a society of children
49:00 The Heroine’s Journey, Maureen Murdoch and healing the wounded feminine
55:00 Different types of ‘events of consciousness’ and mythos
Part 2
1:05:30 The importance of interdisciplinary research to get big picture understanding
1:17:00 What’s quotidian Amazonian life like; ‘A Walk to the River in Amazonia’ Carla’s 2011 book
1:53:00 Imagining the stories of the future we want, we can form the world
References:
Carla Stang ‘A Walk to the River in Amazonia’
Imaginal Futures created by Carla Stang, Rachel Flemming and Emma George
William James quote, ‘Live life to the fullest’
Ben Okri quote ‘We are story beings’
Eugène (Eugeniusz) Minkowski 'Vers une cosmologie. Fragments philosophiques'
Joseph Campbell quote ‘follow your bliss’
Sonu Shamdasani Historian and Redbook publisher 'Lament of the Dead'
James Hillman Jung scholar and founder of the field of 'Archetypal Psychology'
Freddy’s ‘Rites of Passage’ podcast show
Maureen Murdoch 'The Heroines Journey'
Henri Corbin - 'Mundis Imaginalis'
Sean Kane - a place telling a tale through human beings

Jun 30, 2021 • 1h 21min
Moheb Costandi - NEUROPLASTICITY EXPLAINED
How easy is it to change our Habits?
Today we have the important job of working out what neuroplasticity is all about. 50 years ago we thought the adult brain remained the same after reaching maturity. Now since the discovery that in fact our neural networks remain ‘plastic’, which means adaptable, a host of research has opened up fuelled by our desire to thrive and improve rather than just survive. Along with that knowledge, as so often with popular science, has come a host of exaggerations and quick fix claims, that prey on the wishful thinker, and today we’re aiming to sort the facts form the fiction and really understand what can change in our neural networks in adulthood and perhaps even offer some tools to facilitate that.
Who better to discuss this with than developmental neurobiologist turned freelance science writer Moheb Costandi. He writes stories and articles for various popular publications like New Scientist and the Guardian, is often cited from his Neurophilosophy blog, and is the author of the books Neuroplasticity and 50 Human Brain Ideas You Really Need to Know.
Things we discuss in this episode:
00:00 A good psychology teacher
04:30 The controversial history of neuroplasticity
11:46 Longterm potentiation (LTP)
12:41 Stem Cells and the tipping point for neuroplasticity
14:47 What’s the significance of neuro-genesis?
16:00 What actually happens when neurons adapt?
18:00 Electro-chemical neurocommunication at high speed
22:00 Are there neurons all over the body?
23:30 The gut’s enteric nervous system (ENS)
25:00 Calling out spurious false rumours about neuroplasticity
31:40 ‘Awareness of plasticity doesn’t empower us in any way’
33:00 The wellness, self help and new age industries have manipulated neuroplasticity to exploit the public
37:05 Can we use plasticity to reprogram negative habits?
40:30 The bidirectional link between brain and behaviour.
44:00 The longer we have a particular behaviour the stronger those pathways become
47:00 Stress hormones stimulate plasticity. Negative emotions encode memories more strongly.
50:00 Microglia: the brain’s immune cells
53:00 Plasticity even in white matter tracts of myelin
55.00 Mitigating age-related cognitive decline using plasticity
01:01:00 Learning a musical instrument or new language can help mitigate dementia
1:05:00 Are there any limits to how plastic the mind can be?
1:12:00 Are brain computer-interfaces going to cause a plasticity adaptation in the brain?
1:16:00 Technology could cause a lowering of brain function rather than a bionic super race
References:
‘Neuroplasticity’ by Moheb Costandi
’Neurophilosophy’ Mo’s blog
Charles Darwin - Dissent of Man
Santiago Ramone Cahall and Camill Gogi - Nobel prize
The Raticularists
Paul Bach-y-Rita
Longterm potentiation LTP
Microglia: the brain’s immune cells

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Jun 14, 2021 • 1h 47min
Monika Wikman PHD - JUNG'S COLLECTIVE UNCONSCIOUS
How much of our consciousness is shared?
In this episode we have the fascinating job of trying to get to get to grips with Jung’s concept of the Collective unconscious. I’ve always loved Jung and I think his ideas can offer a brilliant framework in which to maximise our mental health, to use life’s challenges to harvest meaningful lessons, and just to navigate the subjective experience of being alive. But this is a science podcast, so we do want to get clear on what is just a useful idea and what is a scientifically proven reality. Jung was very shy to speak about scientifically unprovable ideas because he was a rigorous academic, but as his career progressed he was encouraged more and more to elaborate on the tools he was using with his patients; and as we’ll discuss today he felt there was a huge value in acknowledging the active role of what lies outside of the sphere of testable knowledge, rather than just dismissing it as non-existent.
So I am extremely happy to have Jungian analyst Dr Monika Wikman with us to help locate the threshold between these two very different fields of knowledge and to explain in detail the collective unconscious. Monika is the author of ‘Alchemy and the Rebirth of consciousness’ and received her PHD in clinical psychology from the California School of Professional Psychology and then deepened her knowledge of Jungian Analysis at the Jung-Von Franz Center for Depth psychology in Zurich. She is an expert on topics including the anima mundi and environmental issues of our time, archetypal phenomena surrounding death, dreams, active imagination, and alchemy. Her work with the dying culminated in a research project called ‘Dreams of the Dying’ at UC San Diego Medical Center, which is the foundation of her most recent book, Alchemy of Life, Death and the Wedding Veil.
What we discuss in this Episode:
Part 1
12:20 The humility of the ego to identify suffering that creates an opening for us to grow: Dissent, the renewal of consciousness
14:30 What is the Collective Unconscious?
19:00 How can motif’s from ancient myths appear in the minds of those who’ve never learned about these myths?
20:00 The healing function of connecting with this archetypal strata of consciousness
29:00 The importance of dreams to scientific discovery
40:00 Monika’s ‘2 weeks to live to cancer free overnight’ experience
50:00 Ego consciousness making a bridge to the symbolic field of the collective unconscious
Part 2
1:03:00 How do we use knowledge of the collective unconscious in therapy?
1:11:20 Chaos as a catalyst forcibly setting off a chain reaction of transformation
1:15:00 The Implicate and Explicate order, David Bohm and the big question about where does all this information reside
1:27:30 ‘Exploring Holotropic Breathing’
1:35:00 Peak experiences, psychedelics and the dangers of getting hooked on transformation
References:
‘Pregnant Darkness; alchemy and the rebirth of consciousness’ Monika Wikman
‘Exploring Holotropic Breathing’ Monika Wikman
Monika’s presentation ‘Refining you inner bullshit detector’
Monikawikman.weebly.com
‘On dream and death’ by Marie- Louise Von Franz
‘The order disorder paradox’ by Nathan Schwarz
Stan Grof’s Holotropic Breathing and Grof Transpersonal Psychology training

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May 31, 2021 • 1h 20min
Dr. Stephen Porges PHD - POLYVAGAL THEORY EXPLAINED
Dr. Stephen Porges is a leading expert in the neuroscience of safety and the founder of Polyvagal Theory. He dives deep into how our perception of safety influences communication and learning, linking emotional states to physiological responses. The discussion touches on the importance of emotional safety in education, the connection between tribalism and social engagement, and innovative treatments for trauma. Porges also emphasizes the transformative potential of understanding internal feedback loops, advocating for a shift in healthcare to address the mind-body connection.

May 14, 2021 • 1h 48min
Chris Fields PHD - QUANTUM ENTANGLEMENT
What does entanglement actually mean?
So in this episode we’re going to be trying to get our heads around one of the most extraordinary phenomena ever recorded in subatomic physics: Quantum Entanglement. Famously dismissed by Einstein as ‘Spooky action at a distance’, it has been proved to exist in the lab over and over again since then. This non-local phenomenon is when sub-atomic particles remain connected so that the physical properties of one will affect the other, no matter what the distance is between them. It’s been in the news a lot recently not only because it has been photographed by a team at the University of Glasgow, but also because of a host of successful so called ‘Teleportation’ experiments, in which entanglement has been used to send information instantaneously between two computer chips that have no causal connection between them whatsoever. I believe the implications of this non-local phenomenon are among the most important scientific discoveries of our time, most importantly to update our purely classical ‘cause-and-effect’ understanding of the world. But it also begs the question, through what medium is that information passing between those two entangled particles, if not through Space and over time?
To help us get our heads around this mind-bending reality is theoretical Physicist Dr Chris Fields, an independent scientist interested in both the physics and the cognitive neuroscience underlying that human perception of matter in space and time.
Chris began his career as an experimental physicist, obtained his Ph.D. in Philosophy of Science at the University of Colorado and was an early developer of automated DNA sequence analysis tools at the Human Genome Project. He has published over 130 peer reviewed papers in nuclear physics, artificial intelligence, molecular biology and cognitive psychology.
What we discuss in this episode:
00:00 The Human Genome Project
07:00 What is Entanglement?
15:30 “Spooky action at a distance”
16:24 Einstein’s mission to remove non-locality from physics
20:00 Quantum theory challenges all classical intuitions
22:30 Re-think what we mean by locality
22:42 Is the intuition of separability false?
26:24 What Is spin?
29:12 The difficulty of using classical analogies for quantum concepts
31:06 The difference between quantities and qualities of information
35:00 John Wheeler and the way you ask questions changing the answers you get.
37:00 The interaction of information exchanging systems as a model for panpsychism
41:00 Hiding the distinction between Semantics and Syntax in information theory
43:36 Predictability VS Meaning
44:30 Observation is interaction
47:50 Is objectivity achievable? Intersubjective agreement.
50:00 The disaster of ‘Shut up and calculate’
52:00 John Wheeler’s ‘Participatory Universe’ bridging the gap
53:00 Physical systems are question askers and answer receivers
54:00 Was Wheeler a panpsychist?
Part 2:
58:00 The implications of Entanglement
1:02:00 What does it mean to give and receive information to and from the world?
1:10:00 Are the observer and the system they are interacting with not in fact one and the same thing?
1:17:00 La Place: Non-local forces like gravity imply that all the information about the system must be uniformly available to the whole system.
1:23:00 What effect will quantum understanding have on the general world view of society in the future?
1:28 Does Meditation lead to a non-separate world view?
1:34 Moving attention and interest away from the self
References:
‘Meditation if you’re doing it you’re doing it right’ Alison Tinsley and Chris Fields

Apr 30, 2021 • 1h 3min
Mike Gazzaniga PHD - THE LEFT BRAIN INTERPRETER
Mike Gazzaniga, expert in Left Brain Interpreter phenomenon, discusses how our brains invent explanations based on past experience without us realizing. He explains the authority and validity of our conscious faculties and the challenges of overcoming bias. The podcast also explores communication between brain hemispheres, the complexity of neuroscience, and the importance of understanding our brain's limitations.

Apr 14, 2021 • 1h 13min
Jon Butterworth PHD - THE WAVE PARTICLE DUALITY
Renowned physicist Jon Butterworth discusses the wave-particle duality, debunking myths and exploring the connection between quantum mechanics, reality, and consciousness. They also delve into the discovery of the Higgs Boson and its significance, the challenges of incorporating gravity into the quantum mechanical standard model, and the probabilistic nature of particles at a quantum level. The speakers touch on observation and wave-particle duality, the many worlds interpretation, and the practical applications of quantum teleportation.

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Mar 31, 2021 • 1h 21min
Susan Blackmore PHD - THE HARD PROBLEM OF CONSCIOUSNESS
Dr. Susan Blackmore, expert in the problem of consciousness, discusses the definition of consciousness, the limitations of dualism, and the explanation of the 'Hard Problem'. She also shares her personal out of body experience and explores the theories of extended consciousness. The podcast delves into the concept of self and identity, the implications of quantum physics and philosophy on society, and the potential consequences of identifying with a single consciousness.