DSRX

This episode unpacks why “How can I help?” collapses polarity and keeps you small. You’ll hear how Eric shifted from passivity to participation, why anticipation matters more than assignments, and how risk—even mistakes—creates more connection than standing still.About DSRXDSRX is a raw exploration of regenerative relating—where conscious leadership, holistic surrender, and intimate practice live inside our long-term love story.The podcast, hosted by Eric from Aerosha, dives into the lived practice (with his bride, Rachael) of building relationships on unyielding self-trust and shared depth instead of default.Evolving beyond traditional D/s, DSRX names a new terrain: Devotion and Service that honors the Rx cycles of rapture, rupture, and repair. Where recalibration and integration become essential medicine for deepening intimacy, erotic connection, and organic power exchange.Each week, you’ll find tactical tools and honest stories about the challenges of leadership, the dynamics of expression, and the necessity of hosting presence—widening the aperture into desire, artistry, and the many paradoxes of polarity.Join our Newsletter for episode updates + resources... https://www.aerosha.art/dsrx-mailinglistFollow us on Instagram... https://www.instagram.com/dsrx_studio About EricFor 20+ years, Eric has moved between roles as an artist, teacher, father, builder, and coach. His 1:1 work guides men through self-renovation, emotional alchemy, relational polarity, and the craft of hosting intimacy with integrity.Book a Free Consult... https://aerosha.as.me/dsrxAbout RachaelAs an artist, writer, dancer, and founder of AEROSHA (2008), Rachael is known for mentorship and movement offerings that guide the body into a receptive state of everyday ecstasy, erotic artistry, and embodied presence.Learn more about Aerosha... https://www.aerosha.museum/recent

This episode explores the art of taking feedback—the kind that stings, exposes weak spots, and most men try to avoid. Through a real story of being called out in relationship, it reveals why feedback feels threatening to the nervous system, how defensiveness erodes intimacy and leadership, and how discomfort can be transformed into fuel for growth instead of a trigger for collapse.About DSRXDSRX is a raw exploration of regenerative relating—where conscious leadership, holistic surrender, and intimate practice live inside our long-term love story.The podcast, hosted by Eric from Aerosha, dives into the lived practice (with his bride, Rachael) of building relationships on unyielding self-trust and shared depth instead of default.Evolving beyond traditional D/s, DSRX names a new terrain: Devotion and Service that honors the Rx cycles of rapture, rupture, and repair. Where recalibration and integration become essential medicine for deepening intimacy, erotic connection, and organic power exchange.Each week, you’ll find tactical tools and honest stories about the challenges of leadership, the dynamics of expression, and the necessity of hosting presence—widening the aperture into desire, artistry, and the many paradoxes of polarity.Join our Newsletter for episode updates + resources... https://www.aerosha.art/dsrx-mailinglistFollow us on Instagram... https://www.instagram.com/dsrx_studioAbout EricFor 20+ years, Eric has moved between roles as an artist, teacher, father, builder, and coach. His 1:1 work guides men through self-renovation, emotional alchemy, relational polarity, and the craft of hosting intimacy with integrity.Book a Free Consult... https://aerosha.as.me/dsrxAbout RachaelAs an artist, writer, dancer, and founder of AEROSHA (2008), Rachael is known for mentorship and movement offerings that guide the body into a receptive state of everyday ecstasy, erotic artistry, and embodied presence. Learn more about Aerosha... https://www.aerosha.museum/recent

In our first episode of Season Six, I take you inside one of the most common traps men face: waiting until they “earn it” to lead. Whether it’s money, fitness, confidence, or status, many of us believe leadership comes after achievement. But the truth is, leadership begins now. I share my own story of excuses, injuries, financial struggles, and the danger of letting a relationship slip into depolarization—and the six practices that pulled me out. This episode is a nudge towards reclaiming worth and presence from ANY starting point.About DSRXDSRX PODCAST is a living exploration of conscious relating—where devotion, service, intimacy, and leadership meet in practice.Originally launched as Conscious Dominance, the show began as a candid conversation between two friends navigating leadership in love. Over time, it has expanded into something larger: a home for stories, tools, and reflections on polarity, presence, and the art of relational growth with consciousness at the center.Hosted by Eric of Aerosha, DSRX dives into the real-time practice of building relationships that thrive on depth instead of default. These episodes are not theory. They are lived insights—drawn from Eric’s own life, his work with clients, and the crucible of committed partnership with his bride, Rachael. Each week you’ll find tactical tools and honest stories about the challenges of leadership, the dynamics of polarity, and the necessity of presence—widening the aperture into intimacy, artistry, and the many paradoxes of relating.This podcast is for men who want to live with unyielding self-trust. For couples ready to refine their polarity and deepen intimacy. And for anyone committed to making love a conscious practice instead of an unconscious pattern.If you’re ready to reimagine what leadership and love can look like, DSRX offers a clear path: awareness, presence, devotion, and the courage to practice these things in real life.For weekly insights, join our newsletter here: https://www.aerosha.art/dsrx-mailinglistAbout EricConscious dominance coach, artist, and astrologer.For 20+ years, he’s moved between roles as teacher, father, painter, builder, athlete, and philosopher. He guides men through self-renovation, polarity, emotional alchemy, and hosting deep intimacy with integrity.Free consult... https://aerosha.as.me/dsrxAbout RachaelWriter, photographer, dancer, and avant-garde intimacy artist.Founder of AEROSHA (2008), she’s been called a “sensory sommelier” and “Bing-Bong meets Yoda.” Her mentorship + movement work guides people into everyday ecstasy, erotic artistry, and embodied presence.Learn more... https://www.aerosha.museum

In this week's episode of CONSCIOUS DOMINANCE, Eric tackles why most men fail at real transformation—they quit right before the breakthrough happens. He reveals a hard truth: adults don't change in isolation, and comfort is the enemy of growth and power. Drawing from his work with men's groups, recovery circles, and intimate partnerships, Eric explains why we need at least one other person who believes in us to create lasting change. He breaks down the four stages of competence and shows why most men get stuck at stage two, where growth feels like failure and triggers the ego. The key insight? Your discomfort is data, not defeat, and being incompetent is a necessary step before becoming competent.About Conscious DominanceThe Conscious Dominance podcast was born from weekly conversations between two friends, Andrew & Eric. Every week, we would connect and talk about the ways that our roles as Dominants in long term, loving Dominant/submissive relationships were calling us to higher integrity, and demanding the absolute best from each of us as men. And in those conversations, we realized how much other men might benefit from being let in on these conversations. So we started recording them for you. About EricEric's work as a coach, astrologer, and modern day mystic supports men in their embodiment and building their deep inner strength. You can find more about Eric's work through the Elemental Arts Initiative at https://elementalartsinitiative.com . And together with his long term partner and submissive Rachael runs Aerosha, teaching men and women to heal, sustain, and integrate themselves in sustainable and lasting ways. Aerosha can be found at https://aerosha.com.

In this revealing episode, Eric and Rachael expose the invisible contracts we unknowingly sign with society—unconscious agreements that dictate how much we're allowed to receive, feel good, and take up space. When guilt becomes your constant companion and you can't accept help without calculating how to pay it back, they reveal the programming that's been extracting from you while keeping you small. They explore how women especially become unconscious subs to systems that don't serve them—people-pleasing their way through life while managing everyone else's emotions and carrying invisible loads. From Rachael's journey of learning to receive without guilt to Eric's recognition of his own unconscious contracts around status and success, they show how these invisible agreements keep us trapped in cycles of depletion and obligation. They reveal why guilt often signals where you've given your power away to programming that doesn't consider your wellbeing, how breaking these contracts isn't selfish but generous, and why conscious dominance means helping your partner recognize where they're unconsciously submissive to systems that diminish them. About Conscious DominanceThe Conscious Dominance podcast was born from weekly conversations between two friends, Andrew & Eric. Every week, we would connect and talk about the ways that our roles as Dominants in long term, loving Dominant/submissive relationships were calling us to higher integrity, and demanding the absolute best from each of us as men. And in those conversations, we realized how much other men might benefit from being let in on these conversations. So we started recording them for you. About RachaelFondly known as a sensory-sommelier and catalytic-conversationalist, Rachael Dunville works globally as an avant-garde intimacy artist and movement muse at her acclaimed company AEROSHA, founded in 2008. Schedule a 1:1 session with Rachael: https://aerosha.as.me/schedule/c588dcc1/appointment/11783628/calendar/2143007?appointmentTypeIds[]=11783628Learn more about Rachael & AEROSHA on Instagram:https://www.instagram.com/aerosha/https://www.aerosha.art/About EricEric's work as a coach, astrologer, and modern day mystic supports men in their embodiment and building their deep inner strength. You can find more about Eric's work through the Elemental Arts Initiative at https://elementalartsinitiative.com . And together with his long term partner and submissive Rachael runs Aerosha, teaching men and women to heal, sustain, and integrate themselves in sustainable and lasting ways. Aerosha can be found at https://aerosha.com.

**The audio’s not perfect on this one—we had a tech gremlin in the mix. But the conversation is fire, so we’re releasing it raw—aligned with the DSRX ethos of showing up real over shiny.**In this raw episode, Eric and Rachael tackle what most couples desperately avoid: being triggered at the same time. When your relationship becomes the mirror you didn't ask for and discomfort feels constant, they reveal why this might actually mean your relationship is working perfectly. They explore the sacred friction of conscious partnership—where growth doesn't always feel good, triggers become teachers, and staying connected through the mess becomes an art form.From Rachael learning to be "bratty" and emotionally messy to Eric discovering that masculine presence means being affected by your partner's storms while staying centered anyway, they show how relationships become laboratories for transformation rather than comfort zones. They reveal why trying to soothe each other's triggers prevents growth, how "trusting the trigger to teach" creates unshakeable devotion, and why the friction IS the intimacy. If you're ready to stop performing relationship and start practicing it—messy, alive, and fully human—this episode shows you how conscious dominance transforms triggers into the foundation of deeper love.About Conscious DominanceThe Conscious Dominance podcast was born from weekly conversations between two friends, Andrew & Eric. Every week, we would connect and talk about the ways that our roles as Dominants in long term, loving Dominant/submissive relationships were calling us to higher integrity, and demanding the absolute best from each of us as men. And in those conversations, we realized how much other men might benefit from being let in on these conversations. So we started recording them for you. About RachaelFondly known as a sensory-sommelier and catalytic-conversationalist, Rachael Dunville works globally as an avant-garde intimacy artist and movement muse at her acclaimed company AEROSHA, founded in 2008. Schedule a 1:1 session with Rachael: https://aerosha.as.me/schedule/c588dcc1/appointment/11783628/calendar/2143007?appointmentTypeIds[]=11783628Learn more about Rachael & AEROSHA on Instagram:https://www.instagram.com/aerosha/https://www.aerosha.art/About EricEric's work as a coach, astrologer, and modern day mystic supports men in their embodiment and building their deep inner strength. You can find more about Eric's work through the Elemental Arts Initiative at https://elementalartsinitiative.com . And together with his long term partner and submissive Rachael runs Aerosha, teaching men and women to heal, sustain, and integrate themselves in sustainable and lasting ways. Aerosha can be found at https://aerosha.com.

In this episode, Eric explores conscious dominance as an art form that transcends traditional masculine energy and control-based leadership. He reveals why conscious masculinity requires thinking like an artist rather than an engineer, embracing mystery and relational volatility as raw material for authentic leadership and spiritual growth. Eric breaks down the difference between old-paradigm dominance that seeks to control feminine energy, versus conscious dominance that creates space for your partner's full expression while maintaining masculine presence and emotional regulation.He gets practical about masculine development and relationship mastery—how to hold space for emotional complexity without being reactive, why curiosity trumps control in relationship dynamics, and how conscious communication creates atmosphere rather than just managing outcomes. From dealing with feminine storm energy to understanding that relationship transformation happens through reverence for the unknown, Eric explores how masculine spirituality and emotional intelligence work together in conscious relationships. This is about becoming the artist of your relational experience, using vulnerability and emotional awareness to create intimate connection and relationship empowerment through conscious partnership and spiritual masculinity.About Conscious DominanceThe Conscious Dominance podcast was born from weekly conversations between two friends, Andrew & Eric. Every week, we would connect and talk about the ways that our roles as Dominants in long term, loving Dominant/submissive relationships were calling us to higher integrity, and demanding the absolute best from each of us as men. And in those conversations, we realized how much other men might benefit from being let in on these conversations. So we started recording them for you. About EricEric's work as a coach, astrologer, and modern day mystic supports men in their embodiment and building their deep inner strength. You can find more about Eric's work through the Elemental Arts Initiative at https://elementalartsinitiative.com . And together with his long term partner and submissive Rachael runs Aerosha, teaching men and women to heal, sustain, and integrate themselves in sustainable and lasting ways. Aerosha can be found at https://aerosha.com.

In this episode, Eric and Rachael explore what happens after the silence is broken in relationship dynamics. When someone finally speaks their truth about emotional burden and invisible labor, the real question becomes: what will you do with it? They break down the difference between taking someone's relationship pain away versus taking it on, and why one builds intimate connection while the other keeps couples stuck in the same patterns of avoiding discomfort.Eric and Rachael get practical about the craft of conscious discomfort—how to choose your pain and reframe it as fuel instead of burden, why resistance creates suffering while feeling creates connection in partnership dynamics. From domestic responsibility like carrying groceries to emotional caretaking when your partner is overwhelmed, they explore masculine leadership that begins after awareness, the energy behind your effort, and why loving the work matters more than just doing it. They share the connection between relationship stagnation and invisible labor, plus how transforming struggle through conscious dominance creates relationship maturity when you become the one who notices without being asked.About Conscious DominanceThe Conscious Dominance podcast was born from weekly conversations between two friends, Andrew & Eric. Every week, we would connect and talk about the ways that our roles as Dominants in long term, loving Dominant/submissive relationships were calling us to higher integrity, and demanding the absolute best from each of us as men. And in those conversations, we realized how much other men might benefit from being let in on these conversations. So we started recording them for you. About RachaelFondly known as a sensory-sommelier and catalytic-conversationalist, Rachael Dunville works globally as an avant-garde intimacy artist and movement muse at her acclaimed company AEROSHA, founded in 2008. Schedule a 1:1 session with Rachael: https://aerosha.as.me/schedule/c588dcc1/appointment/11783628/calendar/2143007?appointmentTypeIds[]=11783628Learn more about Rachael & AEROSHA on Instagram:https://www.instagram.com/aerosha/https://www.aerosha.art/About EricEric's work as a coach, astrologer, and modern day mystic supports men in their embodiment and building their deep inner strength. You can find more about Eric's work through the Elemental Arts Initiative at https://elementalartsinitiative.com . And together with his long term partner and submissive Rachael runs Aerosha, teaching men and women to heal, sustain, and integrate themselves in sustainable and lasting ways. Aerosha can be found at https://aerosha.com.

In this powerful episode of Conscious Dominance, Eric invites Rachael to dive deeper into their insights on pain and how mindful presence can transform it into fuel for growth and creativity. They explore how men and women in masculine and feminine poles handle discomfort differently within intentional relationships.Rachael reveals the invisible emotional and logistical labor women often carry and shares her journey of learning to use her authentic voice instead of performing "fine." The conversation explores David Deida's relationship stages, moving from self-interest to empathy within conscious relationships. Eric discusses how taking on a woman's pain becomes fuel for masculine transformation, while Rachael explains the discomfort of receiving care and voicing truth without apology.Drawing from Brene Brown's work on empathy, this episode offers couples practical insights to transform hidden pain into honest intimacy through conscious effort and presence.About Conscious DominanceThe Conscious Dominance podcast was born from weekly conversations between two friends, Andrew & Eric. Every week, we would connect and talk about the ways that our roles as Dominants in long term, loving Dominant/submissive relationships were calling us to higher integrity, and demanding the absolute best from each of us as men. And in those conversations, we realized how much other men might benefit from being let in on these conversations. So we started recording them for you. About RachaelFondly known as a sensory-sommelier and catalytic-conversationalist, Rachael Dunville works globally as an avant-garde intimacy artist and movement muse at her acclaimed company AEROSHA, founded in 2008. Schedule a 1:1 session with Rachael: https://aerosha.as.me/schedule/c588dcc1/appointment/11783628/calendar/2143007?appointmentTypeIds[]=11783628Learn more about Rachael & AEROSHA on Instagram:https://www.instagram.com/aerosha/https://www.aerosha.art/About EricEric's work as a coach, astrologer, and modern day mystic supports men in their embodiment and building their deep inner strength. You can find more about Eric's work through the Elemental Arts Initiative at https://elementalartsinitiative.com . And together with his long term partner and submissive Rachael runs Aerosha, teaching men and women to heal, sustain, and integrate themselves in sustainable and lasting ways. Aerosha can be found at https://aerosha.com.

In this compelling interview from “The Sensual Underground Podcast,” Ildiko Csamay sits down with Eric to ask him to dive deep into the philosophy and practice of conscious dominance, the DSRX relationship model, and the beautiful paradoxes inherent in power dynamics and committed relationships. Originally aired as part of her "Dominant Men" series, this powerful interview showcases Ildiko's skillful exploration of conscious masculinity and leadership with depth and curiosity. Under Ildiko's thoughtful questioning, Eric shares his personal journey from mainstream BDSM into developing a more nuanced approach that honors both dominance and the full spectrum of feminine energy, creating space for growth, vulnerability, and authentic connection. Throughout the episode, Ildiko expertly hosts and guides Eric through explorations of how conscious dominance differs from reactive control, the importance of situational awareness in leadership, and how true polarity creates freedom rather than limitation. Ildiko leads them through discussions about the craft of hosting experiences, the role of devotion and service in relationships, and how embracing paradox—including moments of uncertainty and "retrograde" phases—can lead to deeper intimacy and personal evolution. This episode offers profound insights for anyone interested in conscious relationship dynamics, authentic masculinity, and the transformative power of intentional power exchange. We encourage you to explore more of Ildiko's thoughtful work on The Sensual Underground, with links to her podcast and social media platforms in the description below.About Conscious DominanceThe Conscious Dominance podcast was born from weekly conversations between two friends, Andrew & Eric. Every week, we would connect and talk about the ways that our roles as Dominants in long term, loving Dominant/submissive relationships were calling us to higher integrity, and demanding the absolute best from each of us as men. And in those conversations, we realized how much other men might benefit from being let in on these conversations. So we started recording them for you. About Ildiko CsamayAuthor, copywriter, tarot reader, and podcast host, Ildiko Csamay's mission is to share "essential medicine for a world that has lost its libido." Her podcast, "The Sensual Underground" is not an intellectual construct, but the space where you reconnect with the vibrant pulse of your body.The Sensual Underground - The place where we exist, the MEANING that springs from our sensuality.Contact Ildiko directly on her website: https://www.dersinnlicheuntergrund.com/contactLearn more about Ildiko on Social Media:https://www.instagram.com/ildiko_csamay/https://www.youtube.com/@DerSinnlicheUntergrundAbout EricEric's work as a coach, astrologer, and modern day mystic supports men in their embodiment and building their deep inner strength. You can find more about Eric's work through the Elemental Arts Initiative at https://elementalartsinitiative.com . And together with his long term partner and submissive Rachael runs Aerosha, teaching men and women to heal, sustain, and integrate themselves in sustainable and lasting ways. Aerosha can be found at https://aerosha.com.