Jeremy Tucker shares his gripping journey growing up in the strict breakaway Mormon sect known as the Order, illustrating the emotional and psychological toll of indoctrination. He discusses the bizarre health rituals and oppressive family dynamics that shaped his youth, including the burden of being a 'numbered man.' Guest producer Lindsay Hansen Park adds depth with insights on the community's dark practices and Jeremy's courageous path to freedom, exploring themes of survival, faith, and the struggle for personal identity.