Howard Dully, who underwent a lobotomy at just 12 years old, shares his deeply personal quest for understanding his traumatic experience. He reflects on the chilling history of lobotomies, revealing the unsettling techniques and societal attitudes of the time. Dully recounts the difficult journey of unearthing his own medical records and the emotional toll on his family, marked by regret and complex relationships. Through poignant storytelling, he confronts the lasting shadows of his past, emphasizing the importance of healing and connection.