In this discussion, Colin Wells, a veteran and psychedelic practitioner, shares his transformative journey with mescaline-containing cactus. He recounts his meticulous process of cultivating and preparing the Peruvian torch cactus, detailing a powerful ceremony that led to profound ego dissolution without fear. Colin vividly describes embodying elements of nature, processing moral injuries from combat, and the importance of set, setting, and intention. He reflects on the heart-opening qualities of cactus and his continuing relationship with this plant medicine, emphasizing ethical considerations in psychedelic practices.