sunc costs is nothing more than gifts from your former you to yourself in the present.
if you recieved it fresh today would you pick it up? Are you making your choice about today and tomorrow for those you serve, including yourself or are you making it about your history or ego?
Try the road less beaten
Books recommended in this cast in case you dont have time to listen.
The Midnight Library
https://www.amazon.com/Midnight-Library-Novel-Matt-Haig/dp/0525559477
How to decide https://www.amazon.com/How-Decide-Simple-Making-Choices/dp/B088P4XLVB
