The Story Why I carried a knife
Apr 22, 2025
In a gripping conversation, a young man shares his harrowing experiences of carrying a knife in London. The discussion sheds light on societal pressures, absent father figures, and the emotional struggles of young men caught in gang life. Personal stories reveal how peer influence and a desire for self-protection drive youth towards violence. The importance of mentorship and creating supportive environments for young people emerges as a key theme, urging society to confront the harsh realities behind knife crime.
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Impact of Absent Father
- Marcus grew up without his father and struggled to manage his anger as a young man.
- He learned to control his emotions from a woman's perspective, which felt different and challenging to him.
Marcus' Path to the Streets
- Marcus took to the streets around age 10 or 11 to make money by selling drugs.
- He justified his actions by wanting to financially support his family despite his morals.
First Knife Purchase and Purpose
- Marcus bought his first knife online via Snapchat at age 14 for about £25.
- He carried it mainly for protection, feeling safer having a chance to defend himself.