Michael Carter-Williams Former NBA Star opens up on Mental Health struggles and depression after early success, extra pressure going from Rookie of the year accolades to the injuries to fighting to feel alive and regain back control of his life.

Apr 11, 2025

Michael Carter-Williams, former NBA Rookie of the Year and current ESPN analyst, opens up about his tumultuous journey in professional basketball. He shares the intense pressure of early success, the emotional toll of injuries, and the struggle with mental health that left him at rock bottom. Michael discusses the importance of therapy and resilience in overcoming adversity, reflecting on his identity struggles and the transformative power of fatherhood. His heartfelt narrative illustrates the critical need for mental health support in sports and beyond.

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Growing Up Between Two Worlds

Michael Carter-Williams grew up in a predominantly white town with limited wealth and experienced feeling like an outsider in both white and Black communities.
Basketball became his outlet and shaped his identity as he navigated these dual worlds from a young age.

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Lowest Point: Job and Relationship Loss

Michael hit his lowest point after losing both his NBA job and fiancé in the same week, leading to deep depression and existential uncertainty.
He struggled with purpose and mental health, recognizing depression runs in his family, which complicated his recovery.

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Struggles with Jason Kidd Coaching

Michael's relationship with coach Jason Kidd was strained, never syncing on court or off, impacted by lack of direct communication.
Kidd's early career as a coach and high expectations contributed to their fallout, creating difficult transitions.

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“I was at the lowest point, I didn't know what I wanted. I didn't even know if I wanted to be alive at the time.” Michael Carter-Williams Former NBA star

In this powerful episode of The Pivot Podcast, former NBA Rookie of the Year Michael Carter-Williams sits down with Ryan Clark, Fred Taylor, and Channing Crowder to share the untold story of his journey through the highs and lows of professional basketball, the quiet moments that almost broke him and uncovering resilience. From instant stardom to injury setbacks and battling to stay in the league, Micheal opens up on how he found the mental toughness needed to keep pushing when the world counted him out and shares how he found peace and joy again.

From rock bottom back up to the fullest he's been in his life, Michael talks about the pressure of early success, the lessons learned from adversity, and how fatherhood and personal growth reshaped his mindset both on and off the court. This conversation is raw and honest about identity, perseverance, and finding purpose beyond the sport.

He reflects on growing up in a wealthy town but not having wealth, navigating the feeling of being an outsider in both predominantly white and Black spaces, and how basketball became his outlet.

Michael takes the guys through the surreal moment of winning Rookie of the Year with the 76ers, only to be traded the next season. He opens up about being coached by his childhood idol Jason Kidd, their fallout, the challenges of bouncing between five teams in five years, and the mental toll of trying to live up to high expectations.

At one of the lowest moments in his life, Michael reveals how he lost both his NBA job and his fiancé in the same week, sending him into deep depression and self-doubt. He admits there was a time he didn’t even know if he wanted to be alive. But through therapy, self-reflection, and rediscovering his purpose, he found his way back, eventually re-earning the trust of his now-wife and securing a two-year deal with the Orlando Magic.

Transitioning into the next phase of his life, Michael talks about his role as an ESPN analyst, the importance of teaching athletes about business, and why mental health is still taboo in NBA locker rooms. He hopes to change that narrative by starting real conversations something he wishes had been available to him earlier in his career.

This episode of the Pivot is about survival, self-worth, and embracing the journey, no matter how unpredictable it gets. Michael Carter-Williams’ story proves that success isn’t defined by awards or contracts, but by the ability to fight through adversity, rebuild, and come back stronger than before. Don't forget to comment, follow and like for more conversations like this!

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