Compelled - Christian Stories & Testimonies
#95 The Pain of Suicide vs. The Hope of Christ - Lori Apon, Part 2
Mar 18, 2025
In this gripping tale, Lori Apon shares her heart-wrenching journey after the loss of her husband, Bobby, a founding member of NewSong. She reveals the hidden struggles within their marriage, including her battle with an eating disorder and Bobby’s addiction. Lori opens up about navigating grief and betrayal while maintaining her faith. Through community support and a profound spiritual journey, she finds hope and healing, ultimately showcasing the transformative power of God’s love in her life.
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- Lori and Bobby's marriage, while initially filled with romance, was plagued by hidden struggles with addiction and personal battles that they did not share.
- After Bobby's tragic suicide, Lori utilized her faith to navigate profound grief, ultimately finding hope and purpose in helping other widows and families.
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Struggles with Sin in Marriage
Lori and Bobby Apon's marriage began with deep romantic feelings but was overshadowed by personal struggles with sin that neither shared openly. Lori battled an eating disorder while Bobby struggled with addiction to lust and pornography, despite their mutual love for Jesus. Their wedding, portrayed as a fairy tale, masked the darker realities they faced individually and as a couple, leading to feelings of bondage rather than liberation. This foundational struggle set the stage for future challenges in their relationship, highlighting that marital bliss does not equate to personal wholeness.
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