298: What if you were caught in the gears of the machine?

Nov 14, 2023

A man navigates a chaotic upbringing, sports, military, and grueling police work, but pursues a dark reckoning. Topics include domestic abuse, police brutality, war, and drug use. The speaker reflects on disillusionment, struggles in law enforcement, and losing touch with the self. They also recount a transformative journey with ayahuasca and explore self-love and the search for validation. Expressing frustration with the system, the guest hopes for a day of pushing back.