This Is Actually Happening What if you could never be what they wanted? [Rebroadcast #246]
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Sep 2, 2025 Azzah Ahmad shares her compelling story of navigating trauma and self-expression in a strict Muslim, South Asian family. She discusses the emotional struggle of meeting societal expectations and the journey toward self-acceptance. Azzah reflects on the challenges of identity and personal worth, especially during her formative years. She also touches on the impact of beauty standards and the importance of overcoming shame to embrace one's true self. Follow her inspiring journey on Instagram @Lifeazziknowit.
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Early Shame From Community Standards
- Azzah describes a childhood shaped by cultural expectations, poverty, and being the darker, chubbier sibling overlooked by her community.
- Those early experiences planted the belief she was unworthy and needed to be fixed to gain attention.
Abuse Became A Currency For Worth
- Azzah recounts being sexually abused by a tenant who gained access to her while she watched wrestling as a child.
- The abuse became entwined with her sense of worth, making attention feel like value.
Religion And Trauma Collide
- Azzah explains the clash between strict religious teachings and the sexualized way she learned to be valued.
- That contradiction compounded shame and made self-forgiveness nearly impossible.