Bernadette Protti, a fellow classmate, killed Kirsten Costas out of jealousy. The podcast explores the socioeconomic divide in Orinda, California during the Reaganomics era and highlights the struggles faced by families like Bernadette's. It also discusses the phenomenon of imposter syndrome and how it affected Bernadette. The chapter delves into the murder investigation and trial, where Bernadette desperately tries to cover her tracks. Discover more gripping episodes of Crimes of Passion and Spotify Originals.
Bernadette Protti's obsession with Kirsten Costas and her deep-seated feelings of inadequacy led her to commit murder.
Bernadette's desperation to belong to the popular crowd drove her to extreme measures to win Kirsten's approval.
Deep dives
The Shocking Incident: Kirsten's Murder and Bernadette's Motivation
On a fateful day, Art returns home to discover his daughter, Kirsten, being rushed to the hospital after a violent attack. The incident leaves him devastated and desperate for answers. This begins the exploration of Bernadette's obsession with Kirsten and her deep-seated feelings of inadequacy, as well as the intense emotions and anger that led her to commit this heinous act.
Desperation for Acceptance: Bernadette's Struggle to Fit In
Bernadette, a teenager living in the upscale community of Orinda, faces challenges fitting in due to her family's modest financial situation. She longs to be accepted by the popular crowd, particularly Kirsten, the epitome of beauty, talent, and social status. Bernadette's desperation to belong pushes her to extreme measures to win Kirsten's approval.
The Breaking Point: Bernadette's Snap and the Violent Confrontation
After enduring Kirsten's constant rejection and humiliation, Bernadette reaches her breaking point during a heated confrontation. Fueled by anger, jealousy, and a desire for revenge, Bernadette stabs Kirsten multiple times. Shocked by her own actions, Bernadette flees the scene, leaving Kirsten fighting for her life.
The Aftermath: Bernadette's Dissociation and Arrest
In the aftermath of the murder, Bernadette struggles to come to terms with her actions. She experiences dissociation, blocking out the reality of her crime. However, as guilt weighs heavy on her, Bernadette ultimately confesses to a priest and later to the authorities. She is arrested, and the community grapples with the shock and betrayal of realizing the killer was one of their own.
Fifteen-year-old Kirsten Costas was popular, athletic, and a cheerleader. She was everything fellow classmate Bernadette Protti wanted to be. And when Bernadette couldn’t get the attention she wanted from Kirsten, she killed her.