We are living in a time where it feels like we don’t own anything anymore — not our phones, not our entertainment. Everything is a subscription, everything renews automatically, and everything in our lives comes with a monthly fee.

In this episode of Money Feels, Alyssa and Bridget explore the emotional, psychological, and financial reality of living in the subscription economy, and why so many of us feel like we’re leasing our lives one tiny charge at a time.

We unpack how subscriptions prey on convenience, loneliness, perfectionism, and the desire to optimize our lives. We talk about why it feels impossible to keep track of everything you’re paying for, how companies intentionally design services to be forgettable, and how this constant drip of micro-payments affects our sense of stability and control.

We’re your hosts, Alyssa and Bridget. Welcome to the podcast where we help you understand the emotional side of money — and why your monthly subscriptions might be telling a deeper story about your values, your habits, and what you’re craving in your life.

In today’s episode, we discuss:

Why everything is a subscription now — and how we got here
The illusion of ownership in a world where most things are rented
Why companies love subscriptions (predictable revenue + harder to cancel)
How “just $9.99” becomes hundreds of dollars a month
Subscription fatigue and the emotional load of tracking everything we pay for
Why people forget how many subscriptions they have
The psychology behind subscriptions: convenience, identity, belonging, boredom, self-optimization

This episode is a reminder that you’re not bad with money, you’re just living in a system designed around tiny, invisible charges that chip away at your financial and emotional bandwidth. It’s an invitation to approach your subscriptions with curiosity, compassion, and clarity… and maybe cancel a few things along the way.

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Joshua 5 | Consecration & Communion