Mormon Stories Podcast

My Mormon Leader Abused Me as a Teen - Heidi Bruno Pt. 1 | Ep. 2091

Dec 8, 2025
Heidi Bruno, a former member of The Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-day Saints, shares her harrowing journey of sexual abuse as a teenager by a church leader. Her story reveals the complexities of trust and manipulation woven into her faith experience. Heidi discusses the shame that silenced her for years and the realization of her victimization. She also explores the lack of sex education and the power dynamics within the church that made her vulnerable. This candid dialogue highlights the challenge of confronting past traumas while navigating a faith transition.
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ANECDOTE

Nauvoo Trip Sparked Testimony And Grooming

  • Heidi describes a pivotal Nauvoo trip where she prayed for a testimony and felt spiritually confirmed that the church was true.
  • During that trip the Elders Quorum president began giving her intense attention that started the grooming dynamic.
INSIGHT

Authority Worship Amplifies Vulnerability

  • John and Heidi emphasize how Mormon culture's deference to authority creates heightened vulnerability to abuse.
  • Worship of leaders plus spiritual validation makes members less likely to question predatory behavior.
ANECDOTE

First Kiss In The Basement

  • Heidi recounts their first isolated kiss after a family pool game where he passionately kissed her, her first kiss.
  • She felt thrilled, confused, and believed his attention meant true love.
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