Sometimes we walk through seasons that feel like barren wilderness—dry, uncertain, and painful. When a close friend was diagnosed with a life-threatening autoimmune disease, I found myself struggling with the very question faithful believers often hesitate to ask: “Why, Lord?”

But in the middle of it all, God showed up—not just with provision, but with peace. The kind that doesn’t always make sense but anchors us in the chaos. The kind wrapped up in the powerful words of Numbers 6:24-26.

Key Reflections:

God’s peace isn’t the absence of pain—it’s His presence in the middle of it.
The blessing in Numbers 6 is more than poetic—it’s a promise of God’s grace, protection, and peace.
“Shalom” means wholeness, contentment, and joy—even in the wilderness.
Faith doesn’t always mean clarity—but it does mean confidence in God’s character.
Just like with the Israelites, God doesn’t abandon us in hard seasons—He walks with us through them.
Even unanswered prayers can strengthen shaky faith.

📖 “The Lord bless you and keep you; the Lord make his face shine on you, and be gracious to you; the Lord turn his face toward you and give you peace.” – Numbers 6:24-26

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Full Transcript Below:

Peace in the Wilderness

By: Laura Bailey

“The Lord bless you and keep you; the Lord make his face shine on you, and be gracious to you; the Lord turn his face toward you, and give you peace.”’ Numbers 6:24-26

A dear friend recently discovered that she had an auto-immune disease and soon would need to have a liver transplant. As she shared the news with our group of friends over coffee and croissants, we struggled to hold back tears.

We were a group of firm believers, prayer warriors, and seasoned saints. We wholeheartedly trusted that God was faithful and in control of the situation, but we couldn’t help but ask, “Why, Lord?” Why choose this young mother active in her church and community to endure this painful experience? She is a woman of tremendous faith, a loyal friend, and a faithful servant. We knew that God had a plan and would ultimately use this situation for His glory, but we felt the weight of sadness and uncertainty.

As our friend’s health declined and it became abundantly clear she would not be able to live without a liver transplant, we began to pray that God would deliver a miracle. Walking alongside my friend in the past six months, I have seen God work in ways I have never experienced. To be honest, I struggle with my faith. I want to see God clearly at work. As I watched all the ways the Lord stepped in and provided, answered prayers–maybe not as expected, but still answered nonetheless– and gave my friend a sense of peace and calm amid chaos, it strengthened my often shaky faith.

The week before her surgery, we gathered together; I was asked to give a devotion before our prayer time. I prayed and asked God to guide me toward a piece of Scripture that expressed what I knew I would struggle to communicate. A few days passed, and I was still unsure of the verse I would speak on, but riding around in my car, the song “The Blessing” played through the speakers. The song comes from Numbers 6:24-26, “The Lord bless you and keep you; the Lord make his face shine on you, and be gracious to you; the Lord turn his face toward you, and give you peace.” I knew immediately this was what I should share.

God tells Moses to give this blessing to his brother, Aaron, Isreael’s high priest. Aaron, in return, was to share the blessing with the Israelites. The lines in this poem remind us that God’s provision extends to our physical and spiritual needs. The heart of this blessing is the reminder that God’s presence was with the Israelites and us today. The Lord pursues His people; He desires to bless them and pour out his grace and mercy.

The word peace comes from the Hebrew word, Shalom, which means an overall sense of joy and contentment. The last line reminds us that as God's Children, we represent Him in the world, and we can find comfort in knowing that we belong to Him; nothing can separate us from His love. This blessing serves as a covenant reminder that God is faithful and can be trusted in all things. Remember, the Israelites were enslaved for over 400 years in Egypt and were currently wandering around in the wilderness. I am sure they asked God on more than one occasion, “Why?” But, just like the Israelites, God is still with us, giving us His grace and peace even in our darkest moments.

We don’t know yet how my friend’s story will end; we are still crying out to God for complete healing as she recovers over the next few weeks. But what we do know is that God never left her. He has been with her through the diagnosis, surgery, and recovery process, and He will be with her till the end.

Intersecting Faith and Life:

Are you currently experiencing a difficult season that has you tempted to ask God, “Why?” How does knowing God's desire to give His children grace and peace comfort you?

For Further Reading:

Leviticus 9:22-24

5 Truths about God’s Blessing Over You

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