Jaclyn Steinmann spent decades chasing purity, clarity, and healing through retreats, cleanses, and spiritual rituals. But underneath it all was OCD — cleverly disguised as a spiritual quest. What she thought was a journey toward enlightenment was actually a series of compulsions driven by fear, doubt, and the desperate need for certainty. It took years before she realized that the path she was on wasn’t leading her to peace — it was keeping her stuck.

In this conversation, Jaclyn opens up about how OCD hijacked her beliefs, her body, and her sense of meaning. She shares how learning to embrace uncertainty — instead of trying to outsmart it — became the key to real recovery. Today, she's not only free from OCD's grip, but helping others do the same as a therapist.

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I Mistook OCD For A Spiritual Awakening