After ten days offline over the holidays, I’m back — and in this first episode of a short, year-end series, I’m getting personal. I didn’t plan to disappear. But somewhere between writing another essay on Donald Trump and realizing I didn’t want to ruin Christmas thinking about him, I made a decision — to step back and protect my joy. In this reflection, I share why that pause mattered, what it taught me, and how it connects to the long-term work so many of us are doing at the intersection of faith, politics, and democracy.