In this podcast, the poet and essayist Safiya Sinclair shares her experiences growing up in a Rastafari household in Jamaica and the impact it had on her identity. She explores the complexities of being Rasta and a girl, reflects on the power of poetry in her life, and discusses the significance of dread in shaping her identity. Safiya also delves into her decision to leave Jamaica and the struggles she faced in rebelling against societal norms, including cutting her dreadlocks.
Rastafari is an anti-colonial, pro-Black way of life, often misunderstood as a pop culture reference.
Dreadlocks represent a sacred marker of devotion in the Rastafari movement, and cutting them became an act of rebellion for the speaker.
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Growing up in a strict Rastafari household
Sophia Sinclair, an award-winning poet and essayist, discusses her strict upbringing in a Rastafari household in Jamaica, governed by her father's rules based on Rastafari teachings. While Rastafari is often misunderstood as a pop culture reference or a style choice, Sinclair emphasizes that it is an anti-colonial, pro-black way of living. Her childhood was marked by the strict adherence to Rastafari principles, including wearing dreadlocks and following specific dietary rules. However, as she grew older, she rebelled against these rules, leading to clashes with her father.
The Meaning of Dreadlocks and Rebellion
Sinclair recounts the significance of dreadlocks in the Rastafari movement, explaining that it represents a sacred marker of devotion to Rastafari and a symbol of purity and reverence. She shares her personal experience of how cutting her dreadlocks at the age of 19 became an act of rebellion against the strict rules imposed by her father and the Rastafari community. This act of rebellion led to clashes and violence within her family, causing her to eventually leave Jamaica in pursuit of her own identity and freedom.
Exploring the History and Beliefs of Rastafari
Sinclair provides an overview of the history and beliefs of Rastafari, tracing its roots back to the early 1930s when Leonard Percival Howell, a street preacher, promoted the teachings of the Ethiopian Emperor Haile Selassie as a figure of black liberation. Rastafari is not seen as a religion but as a way of life, emphasizing black liberation, pan-Africanism, and a vegan diet known as 'ital.' Sinclair highlights the persecution and marginalization that Rastafari faced in Jamaica, including government hostility and violence towards Rasta communities.
Reconciliation and Healing
Sinclair reflects on her relationship with her father and the process of healing through writing her memoir. She describes how writing the book allowed her to humanize her father, understanding his own traumas and motivations for embracing Rastafari. Over time, her father has shown signs of softening and making amends. They have had conversations where he has apologized for past actions, paving the way for a better and more empathetic relationship. Sinclair also expresses her deep connection to Jamaica, considering it her home despite the challenges she faced growing up there.
In a new memoir, How to Say Babylon, the award-winning poet and essayist is revisiting her youth as a Rastafari girl.
Being Rasta is about so much more than what shows up in American pop culture – it’s an anti-colonial, pro-Black way of life that was deeply important to Safiya’s father. But for her, it was a set of rules and dictates that tried to shrink the world for her and her sisters. This week, she tells Kai the story of her childhood, the history of the often persecuted Rastafari movement in Jamaica, and her own journey to finding herself by leaving behind her beloved home.
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