This Is Actually Happening 290: What if your husband entered The Void?
Sep 19, 2023
A woman's husband's addiction threatens their family, leading them to explore plant medicine for healing; a darker truth is revealed. The episode delves into childhood trauma, becoming a single mom, doubts before marriage, and the decision to try ayahuasca. It also touches on intense behavioral changes, the intersection of mental health and substance abuse, and the importance of self-acceptance.
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Childhood Abuse
- The speaker experienced physical abuse from her father, including beatings with a belt.
- Her mother seemingly ignored the abuse, leaving the speaker feeling alone and terrified.
Performance and Love
- The speaker's drive to excel in sports and academics stemmed from a desire to earn her father's love and avoid punishment.
- She believed her performance was directly linked to his affection, solidifying a codependent pattern.
Conditional Approval
- Winning a race by a tiny margin brought the speaker immense pride because it brought about praise from her father.
- However, not placing first in another race resulted in weeks of silence from him, highlighting the conditional nature of his approval.