Alcoholism, Bipolar Disorder, and Depression: One Man’s Journey to Healing Through Art

In this episode of Giving Voice to Depression, Canadian artist Jeff Beyer shares his powerful story of living with bipolar depression, alcoholism, and recovery—and how art became a lifeline for healing.

Through deeply personal insights, Jeff discusses early warning signs of depression and mania, the dangers of self-medicating with alcohol, and the process of finally seeking professional help. His artwork, inspired by his darkest moments, has become both a therapeutic tool and a way to break the stigma of mental illness.

If you or someone you know is struggling with depression, bipolar disorder, or addiction, this episode offers both honesty and hope.

Link to Jeff Beier's website: http://jeffbeier.com

Primary Topics Covered:

• The early signs of depression and bipolar disorder
• The role of self-medication and alcoholism in masking symptoms
• The dangers of ignoring bipolar disorder diagnoses
• How antidepressants can complicate bipolar symptoms
• Using art as a therapeutic outlet and conversation starter
• The importance of open dialogue in reducing stigma
• Hope through recovery, self-awareness, and self-care

Timestamps:

00:00 – Introduction to the episode and podcast mission

01:24 – Jeff’s journey and how depression first appeared in childhood

02:20 – Struggling with suicidal thoughts and turning to alcohol

02:50 – First diagnosis of depression and later bipolar disorder

03:57 – The risks of untreated bipolar disorder and manic phases

04:37 – Tracking moods, recognizing patterns, and building awareness

05:56 – Early warning signs of depressive episodes

06:50 – Manic episodes, addiction to the “high,” and dangerous consequences

08:44 – The reality of dual diagnosis: addiction + mental illness

09:22 – The role of stigma and fear of speaking out

10:23 – Masculinity, vulnerability, and stigma in healthcare professions

11:24 – Addiction as “doing push-ups in the background”

12:09 – Reclaiming power through art, sharing, and conversation

13:40 – Audience reflections on Jeff’s artwork and mental health conversations

15:06 – Closing thoughts: breaking stigma by speaking up

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