When Christ went to the Pool of Bethseda, he encountered a man who had been suffering from an infirmity for 38 years. You might be suffering from an infirmity (like negative self talk) for this same amount of time.
Christ offers, and shows us through this experience, what could be possible for you if you are willing to listen.
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