Tryp Rapport Episode 025 - 6g Penis Envy
Jan 24, 2023
Dive into a gripping journey of a challenging mushroom experience with six grams of the potent variety. The host candidly shares their struggle with recurring death-loop sensations and the eventual grounding through nature. Reflections on fear, gratitude, and near-death insights reveal the transformative power of psychedelics. After a two-year hiatus, they discuss returning with ayahuasca and the motivation to guide others through their own dark moments. Valuable advice on surrender and the essential role of trip sitters wraps it all up.
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Most Difficult Trip Ever
- The host describes a 6g Penis Envy mushroom trip as the most difficult psychedelic experience of his life.
- He took a two-year break from psychedelics afterward because it terrified him.
Recurring Death Loop Pattern
- He describes recurring 'death loop' thought patterns on 3g+ doses where he felt he'd died or been poisoned.
- He believed higher doses might either fully dissolve the ego or at least push him through the loop.
Preparing For A Hero Dose
- He chose six grams hoping it would force a full surrender and avoid the ambivalent 'one foot in each realm' state.
- He prepared with eye shades, headphones, a heated vest, puke bucket, and a sober trip sitter.