Lovett or Leave It Lovett or Leave It Presents: Bravo, America! (with Holly Madison)
Dec 16, 2025
Holly Madison, a television personality and author known for her role on The Girls Next Door and her memoir about life in the Playboy Mansion, opens up about her experiences in this insightful conversation. She reveals how she felt objectified within the mansion’s hierarchy and discusses the surprising changes brought by filming the show. Holly reflects on the impact of the #MeToo movement on her narrative, addresses the complexities of her relationship with Hugh Hefner, and shares advice for those feeling trapped in their circumstances.
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Living As A 'Zombie' In The Mansion
- Holly Madison describes feeling like a "zombie" living at the Playboy Mansion due to depression and being trapped in a confusing relationship.
- She also realized she was likely on the autism spectrum, which affected her emotional expression and contributed to appearing detached.
No Contracts, Then Binding Retro Controls
- Holly reveals they had no personal contracts or attorneys for four seasons and were expected to be represented solely by Playboy.
- Contracts later constrained spinoffs and ensured Hefner or his associates got credits and cuts long after girlfriends left.
Playboy's Automatic Claims On Her Content
- Holly tried posting reaction videos and learned Playboy's rights-management software flagged and claimed her uploads immediately.
- She removed the video rather than fight the automatic claim, acknowledging she received no revenue from the show.