White knuckling your way through dumpster fires + stacked deadlines might *seem impressive* but underneath constantly second-guessing yourself, obsessively counting of how much you accomplished while beating yourself up — are hidden costs eating away at your efficiency (and overall ability to enjoy the life you’ve worked so hard to create). This episode names what you couldn’t explain...until now.

Resources Mentioned In Episode 255:

The Impact & Intention Framework Ep. 171
Finding Your Compelling Why’s Ep. 174
Asking High Quality Questions Ep. 231
Giving Yourself Validation Ep. 237
Having Impeccable Boundaries 239
Being A Curious Scientist Instead Of The Judge Ep. 208
Using Your Mood Meter Ep. 254
Understanding Your Person Account Ep. 252
Measuring Your Person Account Ep.253
Identifying Perfectionist Prediction Loops Ep. 250
Popping Up In Perfectionistic Brain Ep. 249
Deliberate Disruption The Calibration

Timestamps:

00:00–Striving for excellence in a dumpster fire while white knuckling

01:59-Definition of perfectionism

03:13–Uncomfy confession my overfunctioning

04:48–When powering through stops working

05:35–Fear uncertainty and doubt in disguise

06:40–Second guessing yourself despite the evidence

07:17– Are You Making This Huge Perfectionistic Mistake

08:31–Why overachievers get to disappointed in myself spirals

09:06–Over functioning feeds control issues BEST analogy

09:55–Beating yourself up When is enough enough

11:03–How I’m able to stop pushing through before burnout

12:05–Why perfectionist tendencies turn poisonous

13:45–The Clueless Mismatch Tool

14:20– Choosing what's familiar over what's functional

15:03–Disrupt overachiever autopilot with The Calibration

16:12–Tools to stop second guessing yourself

17:56–Perfectionism Podcast BTS

Quotes on Perfectionism:

"Most perfectionists conflate measuring with counting. You count how much you got done that day, you look at your to do list, all the check marks you count and you think that is measuring." –Courtney Love Gavin, Expert on Perfectionism Neuroscience

"You can't solve a problem when you continue to use methods that perpetuate it. And until you disrupt where those perfectionist tendencies are coming from, your brain will continue choosing what's familiar over what's functional." –Courtney Love Gavin, Expert on Perfectionism Neuroscience

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