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Mormon Stories Podcast

1856: My Mormon Mission Broke Me - Tara Herbert Pt. 1

Jan 25, 2024
Tara Herbert, a black girl adopted by white Mormon parents, discusses her struggles with racial identity and conflicting emotions about her faith. She navigates through societal perceptions of blackness, sexuality, and Mormon teachings on race and gender roles. Tara's mission to Atlanta exposes her to systemic racism within the Mormon Church, challenging her beliefs. Despite trauma, she finds solace in marriage and motherhood but continues to confront the complexities of her Mormon upbringing and racial identity.
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Quick takeaways

  • Growing up as a black girl in Utah, Tara Herbert struggled to recognize her racial difference while engaging deeply with Mormonism.
  • Tara Herbert found solace and acceptance in social settings that conflicted with her Mormon upbringing.

Deep dives

The Complexities of Adoption and Growing Up as a Minority in Utah

Tara Herbert shares her story of being adopted into a Mormon family in Utah and growing up as a woman of color. She discusses the themes of adoption, transracial adoption, and navigating her identity as a teenager. Tara also talks about her experiences with sexuality, faith transition, and navigating a faith crisis. Despite feeling guilty about attending parties and engaging in behaviors that conflicted with her Mormon upbringing, Tara found acceptance and a sense of self in those social settings.

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