The Confessionals Members Preview | 805: Dismantling the Dark System of Abuse
Oct 30, 2025
20:48
When deliverance stops being theory and starts manifesting in the room, the polite veneer of “therapy” shreds. In this conversation, Kelly Hawley opens the door to a world most churches refuse to touch; survivors of SRA, programmed dissociation, and the long, deliberate war on bloodlines. What begins as testimony turns into a field report from the frontlines: parts and personas formed by trauma, counterfeit “trees” built in the soul, and the odd, terrible calm of activations meant to weaponize the broken. Through it all, Kelly keeps returning to the same center; Jesus, Holy Spirit authority, and the slow work of healing that refuses to charge the wounded a dime. It’s dark. It’s real. It’s happening. And it demands a response.
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Please pray for Tony's wife, Lindsay, as she battles breast cancer. Your prayers make a difference!
If you’re able, consider helping the Merkel family with medical expenses by donating to Lindsay’s GoFundMe: https://gofund.me/b8f76890
Become a member for ad-free listening, extra shows, and exclusive access to our social media app: theconfessionalspodcast.com/join
The Confessionals Social Network App:
Apple Store: https://apple.co/3UxhPrh
Google Play: https://bit.ly/43mk8kZ
Tony's Recommended Reads: slingshotlibrary.com
If you want to learn about Jesus and what it means to be saved: Click Here
My New YouTube Channel
Merkel IRL: @merkelIRL
My First Sermon: Unseen Battles
The Meadow Project: Stream Here
Merkel Media Apparel: merkmerch.com
SPONSORS
SIMPLISAFE TODAY: simplisafe.com/confessionals
GHOSTBED: GhostBed.com/tony
CONNECT WITH US
Website: www.theconfessionalspodcast.com
Email: contact@theconfessionalspodcast.com
Kelly Hawley: Ministry Website
MAILING ADDRESS:
Merkel Media
257 N. Calderwood St., #301
Alcoa, TN 37701
SOCIAL MEDIA
Subscribe to our YouTube: https://bit.ly/2TlREaI
Reddit: https://www.reddit.com/r/theconfessionals/
Discord: https://discord.gg/KDn4D2uw7h
Show Instagram: theconfessionalspodcast
Tony's Instagram: tonymerkelofficial
Facebook: www.facebook.com/TheConfessionalsPodcas
Twitter: @TConfessionals
Tony's Twitter: @tony_merkel
Produced by: @jack_theproducer
OUTRO MUSIC
Joel Thomas - Missing
YouTube | Apple Music | Spotify