Understanding John's Identity as the Beloved Disciple

John refers to himself as the 'beloved disciple,' evoking questions about his intentions behind this designation. The speaker emphasizes that this is not an act of pride or self-aggrandizement, but rather a reflection of a deeper understanding of his personal relationship with Jesus. Throughout the Gospels, Jesus demonstrated varying levels of affection for his disciples, indicating that, while he loved everyone, some held a unique position within his inner circle. This understanding suggests that John was aware of his closeness to Jesus and used this term to embody the profound love he felt from the Savior, rather than to elevate himself above the other disciples.