Author Caleb Crain reads his story “Keats at Twenty-Four” and discusses the power of the unfinished, the meaning of the 'Oh Shenandoah' song, musing on solitude and time for writers, auditioning for a singing group, challenges of portraying real people in fiction, and an unexpected encounter involving a trapped pigeon.
Keats struggles with motivation and finishing his book, reflecting on the challenges of middle age.
The folk song 'Shenandoah' prompts Keats to contemplate leaving home, promises, and his personal journey.
Deep dives
Keats struggling to finish his book
Keats is facing a challenge in finishing a book he started writing a few years ago. He seems to lack the motivation to complete it, and this problem extends to several other books he is reading as well. The habits of his middle age have a tendency to resist being brought to an end, suggesting a preference for things that can be extended indefinitely, such as exercising, scrolling through social media feeds, or engaging in crossfit.
The meaning behind the song 'Shenandoah'
In a dream, Keats sings a folk song called 'Shenandoah,' which prompts him to reflect on its meaning. He discovers that 'Shenandoah' refers to both a river and a father, and the song expresses a longing to see a man again and to take away his daughter. Keats ponders whether the song originated as a folk song about the river itself, but over time, singers added narrative elements that complicated the meaning. He relates the song's themes of leaving home and making promises that may be impossible to keep with his own personal journey and struggles with love and relationships.
Keats's experiences and reflections as a writer
Keats reflects on the challenges and doubts that come with being a writer. He shares an encounter with an older novelist at a literary party and discusses the difficulty of fictionalizing real people and experiences. Keats also contemplates the impact of time and mortality on his writing, drawing inspiration from the writings of Robert Lowell and Thoreau. He recalls a moment of connection with God in a hotel room and the solace he finds in birding. Keats concludes with an anecdote about rescuing a pigeon stuck in a window, reflecting on the understanding of the pigeon's anxiety and his own fragile grip on the sash.
Caleb Crain reads his story “Keats at Twenty-Four,” from the December 11, 2023, issue of the magazine. Crain is the author of one book of nonfiction and two novels, “Necessary Errors,” which was a finalist for the Lambda Literary Award, and “Overthrow,” which was published in 2019.