The Fear of Death

I have a fear of dying from whatever this lump is in my neck. I've had testicular cancer for six times it's always been bike riding and I've recovered every time because the doctors going hey have you had a new seat or something like that did get a good scan on him. If there's one thing I'm gonna like just let the doctors be doctors right like don't look at Google because I was like a hundred percent god damn I've got a freaking brain tumor his ear hurts he should go hands-free listen to mum get that weird phone case  that sucks the negative energy out.