How Can I Build Real Friendships if I Can't Show the Not Nice Parts of Me?

I'm so desperate to be liked and add value. But then the tragic part is how am I ever gonna build real friendships if I can't show the not nice parts of me too? Sometimes and I'm getting better at it. That's why I've tried to do things like this where I can get to know people more in a deep level And actually share things because otherwise I feel I Am so optimized now. Minks for you like I Understand you feel grateful for what you've done and you feel like you don't get a complaint about it.